The Sea Is Rising: A Dream from the Edge of Collapse

There is a feeling in the air right now thatโ€™s hard to deny, even if people are still arguing about what to call it. Something is rising, as if from a great depth… sometimes it feels like a volcano, sometimes it feels like the sea is rising. It is happening everywhere… all at once.

And it is making something break.

You see it in the escalation of wars and the widening circles of conflict. You feel it at the gas pump, in the grocery aisle, in the quiet calculations people are making about what they can no longer afford. You hear it in the language of fear, in the hardening of identities, in the rising hostility between neighbor and neighbor. You see it in the streets, where enforcement begins to look less like law and more like force. And you sense it in the growing number of people who no longer believe the system they live under is stableโ€”or even survivable.

Call it instability. Call it fracture. Call it the early tremors of something much larger.

Or call it what it may actually be: the beginning of a fall.

In Sapience: The Moment Is Now, there is a dreamโ€”a vision experienced by a man trying to answer a question that may be the most important one humanity has ever faced:

How do we transform human consciousness so that, if we survive whatโ€™s coming, we donโ€™t rebuild the same broken world?

What he sees is not a distant future. It feels uncomfortably close.

He sees a species that has become more ferocious than any predator it once fearedโ€”not because of strength, but because of blindness. A blindness born not of stupidity, but of disconnection. Disconnection from nature. From reality. From the deeper layers of the self that understand complexity, interdependence, and consequence.

Instead, modern life has trained us to live inside ideas.

We mistake models for reality. Narratives for truth. Memes for meaning.

Weโ€™ve been taught to scan the world in linesโ€”headlines, feeds, slogansโ€”while reality itself unfolds as a vast, interconnected field where everything is happening at once. The result is a dangerous simplification. A thinning of perception. A kind of collective โ€œignore-anceโ€โ€”not just ignorance, but an active ignoring of what doesnโ€™t fit the story weโ€™ve been handed or have chosen to believe.

And from that place, we act.

We act on partial truths. On distorted fears. On inherited divisions. On identities that feel solid but are, in many cases, carefully constructed and continuously reinforced.

We act as if we are separateโ€”from each other, from the environment, from consequence itself.

But there is no such separation.

There is no human being without an environment any more than there is a heart without a body. What we are doing to the world, we are doing to ourselves. And yet, the dominant mindset still treats nature as an adversary to be controlled, extracted from, or defeated.

That is not just an error.

It is a fatal one.

In the dream, people begin to feel itโ€”though they donโ€™t understand it. A rising pressure. A loss of coherence. A creeping sense that something fundamental has gone wrong.

And instead of turning inwardโ€”toward deeper awareness, toward integrationโ€”they are pushed further outward into fragmentation.

The pace of life accelerates. Information fragments into smaller and more emotionally charged pieces. Cultural understanding collapses into viral unitsโ€”memes that spread faster than truth and stick harder than nuance. These fragments donโ€™t deepen awareness; they inflame reaction.

And slowly, almost invisibly at first, humanity is herded into shallower and shallower waters of consciousness.

Waters too shallow to sustain a thinking, feeling, interconnected species.

Cut off from what the book calls the Primordial Beingโ€”that deeper, integrated awareness capable of holding complexityโ€”people begin to unravel. Some sink into despair. Others lash out. Many retreat into hardened psychological bunkers.

Fear becomes the dominant currency.

And fear does what fear always does: it divides, isolates, and escalates.

In the dream, this psychological fragmentation doesnโ€™t stay internal. It spills outward into the physical world.

The environment degrades under the weight of unchecked consumption and short-term thinking. Air thickens. Waters choke. Waste piles into monuments of excess. The systems designed to sustain life begin to buckle under the strain.

At the same time, social systems fracture.

Trust erodes. Cooperation collapses. Violenceโ€”both personal and collectiveโ€”rises. Not everywhere at once, but enough, and often enough, to shift the overall balance.

People begin to turn on each other.

Not because they are inherently evilโ€”but because they are overwhelmed, disconnected, and operating from a distorted sense of reality.

In that state, even โ€œcivilized instinctโ€ becomes dangerous. It is no longer guided by wisdom or awareness, but by centuries of conditioning layered over fear and scarcity.

The result is a world that feels increasingly unrecognizable.

Unstable.

Unsafe.

Insane.

And here is the hardest part to confront:

In the dream, the fall is not caused by a single event.

It is the cumulative result of millionsโ€”billionsโ€”of small actions taken from a fragmented state of mind.

The tipping point comes not because there were no good people left. There were many. There were even good groups, good efforts, real attempts to change course.

But the balance had shifted too far.

Fear outweighed cooperation.

Division outpaced unity.

Reaction overwhelmed reflection.

And so, when the moment came to act togetherโ€”to truly confront the climate crisis, to de-escalate conflict, to reimagine systemsโ€”the collective capacity simply wasnโ€™t there.

Not because it was impossible.

But because the consciousness required to do it had not been cultivated.

That is the warning embedded in the dream.

And that is why it matters now.

Because if youโ€™re paying attention, you can feel how close we are to that tipping dynamicโ€”not necessarily to an immediate, singular collapse, but to a continued slide driven by fragmentation, fear, and disconnection.

The point is not to declare that collapse is inevitable.

But it is equally dangerous to pretend that nothing fundamental is happening.

The real question is this:

What do we do with this awareness?

If the core problem is fragmentation of consciousness, then no purely external solutionโ€”political, technological, or economicโ€”will be enough on its own.

Those matter. They are necessary.

But they are downstream.

Upstream is perception. Awareness. The ability to hold complexity without collapsing into fear or simplistic narratives. The willingness to reconnectโ€”with reality, with each other, and with the deeper layers of our own minds.

That kind of shift is harder than protest. Harder than policy. Harder than innovation.

It requires discipline.

It requires honesty.

And it requires resisting the constant pull toward outrage, simplification, and psychological retreat.

You donโ€™t fix a fragmented world with a fragmented mind.

So as protests rise, as tensions escalate, as the world feels increasingly unstable, the work is not just โ€œout there.โ€

Itโ€™s in here.

Because if we carry the same patterns of thoughtโ€”the same reactive instincts, the same shallow processingโ€”into whatever comes next, we will rebuild the same conditions that led us here.

Different faces. Same outcome.

That is the cycle the dream is trying to break.

Not just survival.

But transformation.

The moment weโ€™re in right now is not just political or economic.

It is psychological.

And whether this is a death spiral or a turning point depends, in no small part, on whether enough people are willing to move beyond the surfaceโ€ฆ and learn how to think, perceive, and act from a deeper place.

Thatโ€™s not a comforting conclusion.

But it is an honest one.

And at this stage, honesty may be the most necessary starting point we have.

Excerpt — Sapience: The Moment Is Now

Dream Yong Xing-li has as he nears understanding how to Transform human consciousness on a scale never before achieved in human history, a transformation necessary so that humans do not go right back over the Climate Cliff that very nearly annihilates all life on Earth (including human) during the 21st Century (our time now).

Modern Man is more ferocious, savage, and feral than the most dangerous animal on Earth. He ignores the balances and limits nature worked out over eons of time on others. He blames his own Element of Irreducible Rascality, his shadow, his Yetzer Hara, his sin on others.
Disconnected from his inner most nature, Modern Man acts in ignorance wherever he goes. This ignore-ance is his greatest evil. Deeds done in the name of ignorance are more savage than the biggest, baddest saurian ever was. Instead, man feels himself to be as the English poet Alfred Edward Housman wrote: โ€œI, a stranger and afraid, in a world I never made.โ€ His feeling of utter alienation in an unintelligent universe leaves him feeling trapped inside his own skin and at war with the blind, stupid forces of nature and the universe. But, this feeling it due to an idea based on 19th century commonsense that human beings are fluke in nature and if humanity does not fight nature, it will not be able to maintain its status as an intelligent fluke. And so, the war on nature rages based on a ghastly error of thinking, a way of living in the world that can only examine the world in lines like a scanner. Therefore modern education takes so long, each child must scan miles of lines of print just to know the basic stuff man has come to understand about himself, society, nature, and the universe. But the world does not come at us in lines. It comes at us in a multi-dimensional continuum of everything happening together everywhere at once. In short, man ideas of reality are paltry substitutes for what it really is and basing actions on ideas has led humanity to an all-out war with nature, which is really himself for you do not find a man without an environment and if man leaves the atmosphere of Earth, he must take a canned version of his environment with him just as he must take his legs, arms, and head with himโ€”they go togetherโ€”man and environment are the same thing for there is no man without a sufficiently complicated environment to support bodies and living beings.
And so, Modern Man hassled and stressed and often beholden to men greater than himself who held the power, money, and authority to dictate his life, increasingly based his deeds and actions around ideas. At first, many Modern people based their lives around religious ideas and cultural norm, but increasingly as these fabrics of society frayed, he based core beliefs on memes, a unit of cultural information spread by imitation such as a practice, a ceremony, an image, a story, or a joke passed between people. As the pace of modern life got faster and faster, the unit of cultural information was diluted and reduced to tiny bits of polarizing ideas that spread like virulent viruses through the world wide web increasingly replacing the world of nature with the world of ideas created by men.
Without even knowing it, the Good People of Earth had been herded into conscious waters too shallow to sustain them. Here most of the humanity were trapped by their circumstance dictated by harsh and heartless economic realities created by men who had more than them and desired even. Carefully taught over centuries of civilization not to swim into the deeper waters of their own consciousness, Modern Man became more and more divorced from their Primordial Being who knows the world is vastly more complicated than a mere idea, fact, or fantasy. Cut off from the very part of themselves that could help them most, people sank into deep pits of hopelessness, sadness, and despair. Others lash out in cruel ways further polarizing the rising Sea of Unconsciousness flooding the ground of civilization all modern people stood, the unconsciousness pouring out of each person cut off from their Primordial Being. It was a sea choked with of carbon waste piled into high mountains of garbage; filling rivers with poop and plastic; and filling the air with Methane and CO2 pumped out by the machines Modern man used to save time, cut costs, and save labor.  
People adopted a locked down, bunker, and siege mentality. 

It was hell.

Instinct takes overโ€ฆ

โ€ฆbut it was a Civilized Instinctโ€ฆ

โ€ฆone misshaped after centuries of social programming.

Just before the fall, the suicide and homicide rates rose exponentially. Big and little wars broke out all over the world. Husbands turned on wivesโ€ฆ wives turned on husbandsโ€ฆ children turned on parentsโ€ฆ neighbor on neighbor. Nobody felt safe or normal anymore. There were plenty of good people and even a good number of good collectives in the world, but the balance had tipped too far. The slide over the climate cliff was inevitable because instead of acting together to mitigate climate change, fear and hopelessness had been poured on the Flames of Division, further fragmentating and polarizing the Sea of Unconsciousness.

The world has gone insaneโ€ฆ

Sapience: The Moment Is Now

Chapter: Megs, p. 378 – 79

A Wheelchair of Wounds: The Psychic Toll of Conflict & Genocide

On October 7, 2023, a significant and tragic escalation occurred in the ongoing conflict between Hamas and Israel. Early in the morning, Hamas launched a large-scale surprise attack on Israeli territory. The attack involved rocket fire and incursions by armed militants into various communities. This assault marked a particularly deadly day in the conflict’s history. It caused many casualties among both Israelis and Palestinians.

In response, Israel declared a state of war and commenced extensive military operations in Gaza. The violence quickly escalated, leading to airstrikes on Gaza and widespread destruction. The international community reacted with alarm, calling for de-escalation and urging both sides to pursue dialogue. The events of that day worsened the humanitarian crisis in Gaza. They also reignited discussions about the long-standing issues at the heart of the Israeli-Palestinian conflict.

As the anniversary approaches, reflections on the events and their aftermath emerge. They highlight the ongoing tensions. These tensions have a profound impact on civilians in the region.

In my book, Sapience: The Moment Is Now, I trace the roots of antisemitism back centuries. These hateful sentiments stretch back to the First Crusades and even further back in time. The night (or rather early morning) of the attack, I had a dream about the Human Cake. It was the second time I had dreamed this dream. It is not a pleasant dream. Rather, it is a shocking, revolting, scary dream, and I could not image why I was dreaming about it again.

In this dream, I see a team of doctors all wearing white coats. They enter a sterile white space where I and others wait. They enter this room through shiny white double doors. Behind these doors is the operating theater where they have been creating their new thing. It is this Thing that they are giving a press conference about. It is clear they are very pleased with their work. I can see their pride on their sly smiles. I can feel their arrogance in the way they push the Thing in a wheelchair for everyone to see.

They spare no gory details on how they created the atrocity sitting in the wheelchair. This Thing used to be a man. Now, it sits as a helpless creature in its wheelchair for it has no legs. Nor can it express any emotions because it no longer has a face. The doctors are proud of these aspects of the creature. They say it is a break through and discuss each step they took to get to this featureless creature.

Everyone in the room sits in stunned silence. There is nothing left of the man except a mound of gory goo. The doctors take turns describing with excitement how they systematically cut off every recognizable feature of the man. They describe with joy how they took these pieces and reattached them to utterly unsuitable places of the body. Places never intended for a severed limb or an eye.

The result is disgusting, stomach-churning, repulsive, beastly, vulgar, and heinous. The doctors did it, but the man volunteered. I couldn’t understand why?! Then, I woke up to the horrible news of what was happening in Israel. I was overwhelmed by the news coming out of Israel. And overhanging this was the shock and horror of my dream that lingered in my mind like an evil specter.

Carl Jung calls such moments as these Moments of Synchronicity. When any human encounters a moment of synchronicity, attention must be paid. This is because often, there is something very important for the individual to know or understand. I knew this was important.

I was working on the final stretch of my book feeling an intense need to get it published by 4/24/24. After October 7, 2023, I stopped writing and editing my book. I could not do a thing in it for the rest of the month. I felt compelled to witness the harrowing stories of survival. And I listened to the tragic stories of death of innocence people at the hands of men filled with hate.

I made a playlist on YouTube called Remember. I saved every story I heard to this list. I was shocked again and again at the savagery described by survivors. The brutality inflicted on babies, children, mothers, fathers, grandmothers, and grandfathers shook me to my core.

After this month of bearing witness, I knew what I had to do with my book. I needed to write about the Human Cake. And I also needed to include the history of the Middle East. This new research and writing sidelined me for at least another month, but I did it.

If you get my book, you will encounter the Human Cake first. He makes his appearance in the book at about page 101. Brothers of the Levantโ€ฆ Before the Fall begins on page 173. Histories of genocides begins around page 320 with the chapter titled: Rise of the Machine.

You need to read all of these sections to gain a full history of current crisis in the Middle East. You also need to read other sections to understand how hate has risen inside of man. He has learned to harness it with machine-like precision. I cover many, many hate groups who have emerged and are growing like a cancer all over the world. In addition, I carefully show how no human being is immune to the infection of hate. These sections are cited for I have researched them intensely. I cite historians, psychologists, and philosophers. Additionally, I reference people who have specialized and written about all this stuff for a very long time.

In this section, I talk about the Human Cake. My character Rain recalls her grandmother’s words about fear and other strong emotions. Her grandmother was a wise woman, and Rain knows she needs wisdom now to survive.

A man who clings to his instinct to kill becomes a person aroused by murder and death. It fascinates him like a candle flame, but to keep the kill candle burningโ€ฆ such a man must killโ€ฆ constantly. But doing so in a civilized society risks punishment and possibly his own death. And so, such a man fantasizes about murder, mayhem, and massacres inside the confines of his mind. Such a man feeds his fantasies with pictures and images of dead or dying people; kill porn. Such a man glorifies death and idolizes martyrdom. Such a man celebrates the wholesale slaughter of other human beings who he considers to be less than he considers himself to be. It is a false and insincere division made by his foul and increasingly warp light of consciousness that must be constantly fed. He becomes like a drug addict who needs a hit of heroin to feel normal again.
Grandmother said that anything done constantly in the mind soon grows boring to manโ€™s fickle, flickering light of conscious attention, so a man clinging to his kill instinct must up the ante to feed his fading fervor and desire to butcher and decimate other living beings. Such a man may pacify his erotic passion by killing what he considers lesser forms of life. He can also fuel the instinct to kill with anger, regret, and rage. He can work himself up into a berserker frenzy by consuming a steady diet of fury and indignation.
Grandmother said that a man who fantasizes about death and celebrates killing is the devil he fears in others. Such a man cultivates his inner instinct to kill to a fever-pitch, he becomes a tube of intensity, a cannula of desperate excitement, a pipeline of frantic, frenzied, futile fear and rage. His magma tube of hate drops him below the animal realm of living beings, it plunges him below the daemon realm of human beings. He falls into a monster pit, a place where he embodies the wretched vermin that he accuses others of being. His invisible world where all his thinking is done is transformed into Hellโ€™s Kitchen populated by unrecognizable things baked in the heat of hate and scorn.
Such a man uses his laser beam of hate to mutilate his inner man. He disfigures and desecrates his inner self by cutting off his inner manโ€™s fingers and toes, hands and feet, legs, and arms. He pulls out his inner manโ€™s hair and gouges out his eyes. He removes his nose and mouth and face and slops them onto the growing heap of hate he is becoming. Then he turns up the heat of his fear and loathing, baking himself into a human cake made of hostility, disgust, resentment, bitterness, antipathy, and apathy.
Such a dismembered and disfigured inner man can no longer recognize the humanity in himself, and certainly not in others. He becomes a thing of contempt and repugnance, a thing no longer recognizable as human or animal, except for one thing: his thinking and his words. Such a man uses these lingering abilities with deft callousness to beguile and enthrall, to rivet and fascinate, to transfix, super charge, and magnetize the ordinary man and womanโ€ฆ pulling them farther and farther out of the mainstream, tempting them to leave their reservoirs of wisdom with promises of everything but love. Then he destroys their inner equanimity and binds them to him with chains of fear that are firmly fastened to his crumpled wheelchair of cruelty. He must do this for such a man is crippled by his own fear and hate. And so, he needs others to do the terrible things he dreams up, but which he is too cowardly to do himself.
Commanding his army of human zombies from his wheelchair of hate, he must constantly recruit new people to his wretched world of scorn and loathing because he throws his foot soldiers to their deaths again and again. And they must die because they have been commanded to kill the women, kill the children, kill the babies, kill the goats and chickens and dogs and wheat and barley and waterโ€ฆ to kill anything resembling life. So, anything resembling life must fight back or be killed and die by the killer human zombies who have been robbed of their souls by the human cakes baked by their own hate.
Just before the Fall, some of the biggest, most hideous, gut-churning, ghastly acts of hate are immortalized as mere numbers: 9/11, 2/24, 10/7. Days of infamy that plunged the highly interconnected world of the dawning 21st Century not only into bloody, gruesome, localized conflicts and war, but mind grenades carefully calibrated to inspire fear and fill the ordinary man and woman with hate for the other around the entire world. It doesnโ€™t matter what side a person is blown to in the blast of gruesome cruelty. These mind grenades are simply meant to shock and to shake the fragile foundations upon which modern people must trust will protect them and keep them safe.
With the ordinary manโ€™s and womanโ€™s trust in humanity shook, it doesnโ€™t take much more for the most hateful human cakes to shatter any common bonds still holding a civilized society together into a million, billion bits. Once shattered, the hate filled human cakes rearrange the shiny, reflective shards of human consciousness like tiny mirrors on a disco ball. The human cakes shine their light of hate on the remnants of the ordinary manโ€™s and womanโ€™s sense of safety and security.  -- Excerpt from Sapience: The Moment Is Now

What else can I say about hate of Human Cakes?

I can only show you the drawing I made of this creature… the one I dreamt about on the morning of October 7, 2023 for the second time. The dream I knew I needed to pay attention to… and so I did.

Human Cake of Hate –– Art in Sapience: The Moment Is Now — DMW, All Rights Reserved

Archetypal Animation

Images: Deborah M. Wunderman — All Rights Reserved

Music: Album: Foreboding WhispersExperiaFriends Make the Worst Enemies ย 

Beware the Human Cakes!

They look like ordinary people.

They talk like ordinary people.

They pretend to be kind and compassionate.

They pretend to care about you, the hurt and forgotten souls left behind by a mad world.

But they are not human inside anymore.

Once they catch you in their hypnotic claws, they will control your psyche.

They will toy with your mind like a cat plays with a captured mouse.

These are creatures from the darkest places inside the human mind.

These are monsters who come from the most hateful places inside a man’s soul.

These things have reached a place inside themselves that is beyond the human realm of being.

Wisdom

Climate Change

On this day six years ago, my father had a heart attack. First responders revived him after 15 minutes of CPR, and then he was flown by helicopter to the Mayo Clinic. There he was put into an induced coma and body cooled to help preserve as much brain function as possible. Nobody knew if he would wake up and if he did, how much of him would wake up. But after days of touch and go, dad came back all of him except swallowing and he had developed pneumonia due to CPR, and this was expected and Mayo began aggressive treatment of it because it turns out if you aren’t breaking ribs while doing CPR, you aren’t pumping enough blood to revive the individual.

Remembering Dad

I wrote all about this in the first anniversary of dad’s death, as well as the reasons why he did not make it.

How Narcissistic Abuse Severely Thwarted my Healing Journey

In addition to dad’s death, the CEO of a small nonprofit I was working for fired me for being by dad’s side. Most probably this CEO suffering from Narcissistic Personality Disorder and she would be fired soon enough for this and a number of other things she did or failed to do during her tenure.

Adding insult to injury, my mother-in-law who is most definitely contorted and warped by Narcissistic Personality Disorder was about to launch one of her most hideous and disgusting campaigns to make herself appear as the victim so she could harvest attention and pity from her flying monkeys. This is what narcissists enablers are called by professionals who try to help family members and people abused by Narcissists heal. The fuel for her campaign of Narcissistic madness was her own children and grandchildren.

It would take me 6 years to understand what my mother-in-law was doing and why. But back in 2018 and 2019 I simply found myself in HELL.

I should not be here today. The only thing that helped me hold on during this time of pain and abandonment was the story I had started writing in 2012. I was reading dad the latest parts of the story when he died with me by his side on August 4, 2018.

Even though dad had slipped into a delirium due to the stress of life-saving procedures such as suctioning the mucous from his airways and reinserting a feeding tube he had worked out with the back of his tongue four times the previous day, he told the nurses caring for him that he was so proud of me for writing this book and that my whole life has been preparing me for it.

So in the dark days of the summer of 2019, with the help of a friend, I returned to my story and began editing the beginning to bring it up to the level of writing I had evolved into after six years of writing. My friend was then editing my edited version of book 1.

Then, Something New Began Coming Through

Not too long into this process, something new started coming through. I argued with myself… it was right around this time in 2019… for I knew writing something new would take more time.

The something new won took 6 more years to write! I finally published the book my father believed in so much on April 24, 2024.

Here is an excerpt of some of the something new that was coming through me after father died. This is from Sapience: The Moment Is Now — What Rain knows.

From the Book

"You cannot sell wisdom, nor can you buy it. You must earn it by living fully, living unself-consciously but not unconsciously. Wisdom is a group activity. Wisdom is kind. Wisdom shares its last morsel of food simply because that is what wisdom does. Wisdom knows that everything is connected, and what you do to someone else, you have done to yourself first. Wisdom is a baby crawling and giggling with its newfound mastery of getting around. Wisdom is an old man falling and laughing at his misfortunate mishap, knowing perfectly well everyone falls sometimes and it doesnโ€™t mean a darn thing.
Wisdom knows sometimes you are going to win. Wisdom knows sometimes you are going to lose. Wisdom knows winning and losing doesnโ€™t mean a darn thing because that is part of being alive. Wisdom knows navigating the ups and downs, the wins and losses, are much easier and mean so much more when you share it with the people who care about you and who you care aboutโ€ฆ this is love... caring and sharing, celebrating and mourning, feasting and fasting together as ever as one.
Wisdom is the joy of sharing life with the ones you love. Wisdom is the bliss of partaking equitably in the ups and downs of life. Wisdom is tolerating in another the things that annoy you most. Tolerance is a blessing, and wisdom knows this. Tolerance and wisdom are essential because life is complicated, too complicated for one insignificant human being to know everything it must to make a good decision.
A wise person knows this. A wise person knows a single individual can never consciously gather enough information to make a wise decision: so, stop trying to fool yourself and others that you can. A wise person understands action must be taken without foreknowledge of the results, but if the action is grounded in mutuality, respect, compassion, dignity, love, and a huge heaping of toleranceโ€ฆ mostly the results will reap good outcomes. And when they donโ€™t, a wise person knows it is important to try again. Failure is simply the process of success.
Tolerance is an anti-gravity force to fear. Tolerance requires a person to broaden their bandwidth of consciousness rather than narrow and restrict it as fear does. Tolerance allows an individual to sit in discomfort, to sit in not knowing, to sit in the darkness of what is not clear yet and to wait for understanding of what is right action.
Timing is everything when it comes to action. Right action done too soon quickly turns into wrong action. Right action done too late will also not produce desired results. Action done outside of its proper time or beyond what is necessary to complete a task is easily twisted and corrupted by thinking that tries to justify it. Such action grows fat with inaccurate, incorrect, false, untrue, and mistaken attributions ladled onto it to get people to act. This sort of propped up action becomes more and more improper and unsuitable for the circumstances.
Such artificial action awakens the most wicked and sinful parts of a person, because acting outside and beyond the bounds of right action requires an angry mind, a brash, conservative, intolerant, mean, merciless, unfriendly, unsympathetic, biased, disapproving, narrow-minded, and prejudiced mind. People acting in this manner are cruel, brutal, savage, bloodthirsty, vicious people driven by narrower and narrower justifications loaded with fantastical and fraudulent fancies.
Wisdom knows this and knows tolerance is the only way to slow down enough to sense and see what is really going on inside and outside of oneโ€™s own mind and body. Only by sensing and seeing more of what is actually going on in the present moment can a person produce right action at the right time.
Right action does not inflict harm unto oneself or another without a really good reason why violence is required. Isaac Asimov got it right when his character, Salvor Hardin, says: โ€œViolence is the last refuge of the incompetent.โ€ This is true because it is so easy to lose wisdom when one is racing inside their mind, thought after thought conceived by lies, half-truths, or half-baked ideas and silly beliefs.
A person acting in such a way utilizes the narrowest bandwidth of consciousness possible yet still able to remain conscious. Any narrower, and the person would fall into a dumb, zombie-like stupor. Wisdom knows this. Wisdom knows thinking is a result of the constriction of consciousness due to fear. Wisdom knows thinking trumped up with false facts and fantastical beliefs is going to make a lot of mistakes due to its failure to grasp reality. So, like any good toddler, a person who thinks all the time and falls out of phase with right action will make more and more mistakes and will act in more and more rageful ways trying to cover up and hide all their blunders, miscalculations, gaffes, and ignorance."                                            -- Pages 128-128

Note: the link to Sapience is supposed to be a universal link that will open to the book in whatever browser and language from which you operate; however, it has not seemed to be working, so you can also search by the ASIN: B0D2LM5B6K.

Being Both

Being Both by Susan Katz Miller

My friend,   Susan Katz Miller, wrote this wonderful book about embracing two religions in one family. She tells in this blog (that I am re-blogging) about a book reading she recently did about her book by the same name: Being Both and reflects on this precarious moment the world faces.


I can’t wrapped my head around the hate Hamas has been cultivating and growing for 16 years since rising to power in Gaza, and many more before this. The hostile brutality of their murder rampage on 10/7 cannot be let go without serious, significant consequences. I would murder them myself if I could.

NYT: Israel Shares Raw Footage of the Oct. 7 Attacks
The Israeli military showed the compilation to foreign reporters on a day when Israel continued to bombard Gaza with heavy airstrikes.
‘It was animal slaughter’: Israeli festival survivor describes horror

And then the suffering of the people of Gaza, the 2.2 million people being used by Hamas as human collateral, disposal pawns in their Hate War to incite millions of people watching as they point their fingers and cry like the little, frighten men that they really are how brutal Israel is being to them.

Buildings destroyed after Israeli airstrike in Deir al-Balah | ABC News

Narratives are funny things, especially when used to evoke and manipulate millions into emotional responses such as rage and fury. What I have heard in the days and weeks since the barbarous butchery Hamas unleashed on 1,400 innocent human beings, is an Israeli man who feels guilty and helpless because he cannot rescue his kidnapped wife and daughters. And I have heard of a Palestinian man who feels guilty and helpless because he cannot protect or even find clean water for his wife and two sons.

What kind of beings have we become when we can murder women, children, and babies. One cannot take any side and claim blamelessness of sin. And yet to bath one’s mind in hate and to teach one’s children and countrymen to hate, this is some human beings excel in doing. And no one is going to win in the end. No one is blameless, and no one deserves to be deprived of basic human rights, especially the right to live and life for being Jewish, Palestinian, Christian, Muslim, or for being black or brown, red or white.

I pray for peace, for understanding, for justice, for a kinder and more compassionate world where all human life is precious and celebrated. Where children learn how to grow and cultivate tolerance, cooperation, and compassion. We seem so very far away for such a world–War in the Middle East, War in Ukraine, threats and insults from dictators and terrorists tempting, baiting, provoking the rest of the world to be their very worst selves… because a world like that… bullies, villains, thefts, and monsters win.

Life is fragile. It can end in an instant. Don’t waste it hating others because you really just hate yourself if that is all you can do.

Hate is a suicide pact. Hate never ends peacefully with a perfect world. Hate is not Heaven.

Sun & Moon Beings

Sun and Moon

I have been contemplating the shape of civilizations at different points in time in the 5,000 years since humans, spontaneously (everywhere, all at once) and voluntarily, began to organized themselves into civilizations.

The oldest civilization we know to arise is Sumer, but there is intriguing clues around the world that humans were moving in this direction for a long time such as Gรถbekli Tepe, which was discovered in the mid-1990s in Turkey. This is an ancient temple predating the emergence of Summer by 7,000 years.

Gรถbekli Tepe built 6000 years before Stonehenge | Image from Green Prophet
Gรถbekli Tepe is an archaeological wonder,โ€ says Prof. Gopher. โ€œBuilt by Neolithic communities 11,500 to 11,000 years ago, it features enormous, round stone structures and monumental stone pillars up to 5.5 meters high. Since there is no evidence of farming or animal domestication at the time, the site is believed to have been built by hunter-gatherers. However, its architectural complexity is highly unusual for them.โ€
Discovered by German archaeologist Dr. Klaus Schmidt in 1994, Gรถbekli Tepe has since been the subject of hot archaeological debate. But while these, and other early Neolithic remains, have been intensively studied, the issue of architectural planning during these periods and its cultural ramifications have not. -- Posted on May 20, 2020 by Karin Kloosterman in Archeology

How civilizations self-organize and hold themselves together has become an obsession with me as I finish the first book in my series called Sapience. Right now I am putting the final touches on a section where a Grandmother is telling her Granddaughter how the world ended up they way it does in my not so distant future on Earth–a planet forever changed by man’s inability to course correct and change direction. A collective choice that will led humanity and all life on Earth over the Climate Cliff!

As I searched for the model of mind that held the shape of Ancient Egyptian and Ancient Chinese civilizations, I stumbled upon this documentary that absolutely fascinated me. It enchanted me mostly because ever since I started keeping journals for the story I am writing, I have been drawing the shapes depicted in Drunvalo’s documentary of the Flower of Life. I had no idea what I was drawing, but I knew it was important for the story and just keep drawing the shapes that were shaping my story.

Drunvalo Melchizedek Flower Of Life Full Documentary Sacred Geometry Meaning

Do Your OWN Thinking

…And Stay Opened Minded as You Do YOUR OWN Research on Nifty Ideas that Captivate Your Attention! Flexibility of Mind is especially important when you are attracted to highly seductive, fascinating, enchanting, alluring, and interesting ideas! Throughout human history of having a mind to think up ideas, these sort of ideas have always been the Most Dangerous kind of Ideas!!!

I have never taken anyone or anything presented to me at face value. I tend to give people the benefit of the doubt when I first met them and trust what they are telling me, but when I find out they are using their words to manipulate, deceive, or control me–WATCH OUT!

And, I will find out because I tend to feel deception and manipulations in others and I have always been curious about the world. When I encounter something new on my own or presented to me by someone else, I seem to have more questions and want to find out the archaeology of the idea or beliefs being presented.

Perhaps I am old fashion, but I want to learn more about a NEW Idea (especially a highly attractive one) before I incorporate them into my belief system.

So this is what I was doing about Drunvalo’s documentary about the Flower of Life when I stumbled upon Jordan Pearce who I believe created or helped to create this documentary.

Sun and Moon Beings

In looking into who Jordan Pearce is, I encountered a shock, which is the spark for this blog.

The Flower of Life documentary is full of images that also shocked me as I have been drawing many of these shapes and images in my notebook ever since I started keeping notes on my story in 2013. The first shape I started drawing is infinity.

Sapience Notebook | 2013-2014

It would evolve dramatically leading to these shapes:

The Divine Dodo Mini Series

After watching the full documentary and making my own doodling and drawings of it, I began to envision a circle with yellow, orange, and red flames on one side and blue and white and purple flames on the other side in my mind.

I was considering how to draw it when I came across one of Jordan Pearce’s blogs and there in his blog was the image I was seeing in my mind!

Image from: Empaths vs. HSP (The Dynamics of Vibrational War)

Recognizing this was the image I was seeing in my head, I drew by my own hand adding some elements that made it feel more as I saw it in my head. I had not seen the faces in my image, nor did I connect it with the sun and moon, but I felt this was right. This was what my knowing was trying to tell me.

My drawing of the drawing above

And so this is what gave me the idea for the feature animated archetypal animation for this blog, which I have titled: Sun & Moon Beings. And they are living beings. This is energy that courses through every living being on earth. It is part of the Life Force that human beings began to become conscious of and represent through art, architecture, and language for thousands of years.

It is this energy that creates the foundation of every civilization that has existed or will exist on Earth. It is how we interpret this energy that will determine our fate as a species on Earth. It is the energetic form of Yin and Yang experienced by every living being on Earth that has ever lived on Earth as night and day.

Cloak of Doubt

Given the synchronicity of this image, I knew Jordan Pearce’s blog was important for something I needed to understand or pay attention to. It felt linked to the time when I pulled the Cloak of Doubt over my head and plunged into an inner abyss from which I almost did not come back.

Cloak of Doubt | Letting Others Trick You into Not Believing in Yourself

I talked about the perils of the Cloak of Doubt in my previous blog where I pick apart the rantings of a person I had counted on as a friend during this time. I admired his way of thinking and ability to string words together to create compelling and alluring ideas… but I would come to realize how hollow, empty, and full of hubris his words were during my time of deafening sorrow, despair, and deep grief.

I would come to understand that he and all the FAKE people I had met on FAKEBOOK at a time of in my life when everything was not going my way; a time when my husband would lose his job, I would lose two jobs back to back, I would come to understand the brutality reality of my mother-in-law’s narcissism and brother-in-law’s psychopathy (terrible human mental afflictions that have plagued humanity ever since humans could think and these afflictions were ripping my family apart during this horrible time), and I would lose my father, which sent me into the abyss.

Functional Hierarchies

Nearly, five years this personal disaster and mass abandonment of FAKE friends on Facebook and in real life, I have slowly been reckoning with this time in my life. Part of this reckoning is to make an accounting of the people in my life then who made me doubt myself as I spiraled into probably the darkest time of my life.

As I emerge on the other side of this dark period, I can see how I let these people dupe me and allowed them to let me doubt myself. I can see how I did this by admiring them but not doing my due diligence to dig deeper into the hollow ideas they were touting. They were shiny, happy ideas that I guess I needed at that time because I thought they might keep me afloat as everything around me disintegrated and turned into the Sea of Sorrow where I was cast adrift on a rickety raft.

I was drawing this sea like crazy at this time and sharing them in post such as this one:

These “friends” would nod their heads like bobble dolls, but they really didn’t care. And the further I spun into despair, the more distant and inhuman they grew. This is because, I realize now, I was just easy food for them.

I was a vulnerable person attracted to their ideas or art or weird philosophies and I did not have the inner power to doubt them, instead I doubted myself… and way too many of them liked this! In fact, they actively encouraged me to doubt myself because it keep me as a captive audience and loyal follower.

I cut them off as I spun deeper into despair. Something inside me kicked into survival mode. And dad’s death dramatically showed me how FAKE and inhospitable these people really were. It was very painful, but I let them go and now I realize they were channelling dangerous and dying ideas full of hubris and arrogance that only an ignorant human being can achieve.

They are ignorant because they cling to ideas they have spent way too much time thinking about. They are attached to these ideas as if they were part of their body, perhaps replacing their heart. They are so attached to their ideas they cannot let go of them no matter how catastrophic the final destination of these ideas might turn out to be.

Mansplaining Functional Hierarchies

Titantic-Titan

Strangely, as the publication date of this blog dawns near, the world is completely absorbed in the hunt for 5 explores onboard the Titan–a tiny, experimental submarine that was heading down to see the Titanic.

We all found out yesterday that the 5 did not survive. The experimental sub touted to be a game changer in deep sea exploration imploded during its descent to the Titanic.

These are just a few of the pictures flooding news outlets around the world ever since the Titian went missing on Sunday in its dive to see the Titanic. Our collective imagination is captivated because this tragedy eerily parallels the very same disaster that led to sinking of the unsinkable Titanic on April 14, 1912.

Odd fact: The Wife of the Missing Sub’s Pilot Is Related to a Couple Who Died on the ‘Titanic’


This just in, July 5, 2023:

LEAKED Titan Sub Transcript Shows Crew In Battle For Lives | Jeff Ostroff reviews the leaked Titan Sub Transcript which the internet is debating the authenticity of, to see if this scenario is real, and whether the crew spent 20 minutes fighting for their lives with OceanGate CEO Stockton Rush at the helm, only to have the OceanGate Titan submarine implode before it could resurface.
Crushed, Burned or Toothpaste? Surgeon Explains What Happened To Crew OceanGate TITAN Sub Implosion | Dr. Chris Raynor | Not Your Everyday Ortho | In this explainer video, orthopedic surgeon reacts to the Titan submarine disaster and theorizes about what happens to the people onboard when their submersible catastrophically imploded. #titan #submersible #implosion

James Cameron Reflections the Titanic & the Titan

I feel “Titanic” director James Cameron summarizes what we have learned about the fate of the 5 explores on the Titan brilliantly in an interview with Anderson Cooper yesterday when the world found out the tiny sub imploded 1 hour and 45 minutes into its descent sending parts of it debris field resting 1600 feet from Titanic’s famous bow.

Cameron said:

โ€œI think thereโ€™s a great, almost surreal irony here, which is Titanic sank because the captain took it full steam into an ice field at night, on a moonless night with very poor visibility after he had been repeatedly warned,โ€ Cameron told CNNโ€™s Anderson Cooper Thursday.

He added that while he thinks itโ€™s important to remember that history, โ€œhereโ€™s a case starkly, today, where the collective, we didnโ€™t remember the lesson of Titanic โ€” these guys at OceanGate didnโ€™t.โ€

โ€œI just think itโ€™s heartbreaking that it was so preventable.โ€ 

“Titanic” director James Cameron sees similarities with submersible tragedy and famous shipwreck

James Cameron made his own submarine to complete a record-breaking solo dive to 35,787 feet to the deepest point on Earth. His 12-ton vessel is known as the Deepsea Challenger, so he knows a thing or two about submersibles and how to survive the inhospitable, alien space of the deep, deep, black sea.

Natural History Museum

He told Anderson the composite material used to build Titan was simply the wrong material to use for deep sea diving vessels, everyone knew it and the deep sea diving community was really concerned about the decision to use it to make Titan. However, the idea was highly attractive and it worked for a while, but if you have to build in sensors to tell you that your hull is beginning to crack, well, that is problem because you can’t really do anything about it when you are almost 2 miles below the sea.

Cameroon said that Stockton Rush, CEO of OceanGate, was brilliant, brave, and a true explorer, but he got caught by the same hubris that sunk the Titanic down 111 years ago.

Cameroon says using the carbon fiber cylindrical hull was fundamentally wrong. In another interview reported on by NPR, Cameroon says:

"I think it was unconscionable that this group did not go through that rigorous process," he told CNN.
He told the BBC he believed they hadn't done so because "they knew they wouldn't pass."
OceanGate said in a 2019 blog post that the certification process only assessed the vessels themselves โ€” not operational safety, which it took seriously. It also said regulation was preventing innovation, echoing comments Rush told Smithsonian Magazine that same year.
Cameron said he personally never believed in the sort of carbon fiber cylindrical hull that the company used, telling Reuters it was a "horrible idea" that "just sounded bad on its face." 
Pressure hulls should be made out of contiguous material like steel, titanium, ceramic or acrylic, he explained, in order to do modeling and finite element analysis to "understand the number of cycles that it can take." That's not the case with a composite material, like carbon fiber, made of two different materials blended together.
"And so we all knew that the danger was delamination and progressive failure over time with microscopic water ingress and ... what they call cycling fatigue," he added. "And we knew if the sub passed its pressure test it wasn't gonna fail on its first dive ... but it's going to fail over time, which is insidious. You don't get that with steel or titanium."

-- NPR Interview

This trait for pomposity is an innate quality of being a conscious living being. One could say it is the price of being conscious.

If a person chooses not to be self-aware, he or she cuts off an important inner guidance system. If a person does not recognize and counteract their personal form of pomposity with modesty and humility, they will veer off course heading for the deepest, darkest, most dangerous inner waters, which they happily ignore in empty proclamations of how great they are or how bold and innovative their flimsy IDEAS are.

This tendency to believe oneself to be the best, most important person in the world will balloon inside the fragile ego expressing itself in endless iterations of self-importance, magniloquence, grandiosity, vanity, self-conceit, and dare I say Narcissism. If you allow these ideas free range, they will replicate inside your mind, making you more and more lopsided, more insane, more dangerous and more destructive every day. If you leave your lopsided ideas unopposed, and only YOU can oppose them and course correct, your BAD ideas will turn you into a machine, this is the best case scenario! Most people keep sinking and descend to the depths of MONSTER, this is basically a Self-Implosion Model of being a conscious living being in the world.

Pomposity, vanity, narcissism are very contagious mental viruses–let’s call them the Hubris Viruses. They and other variants infect virtually the entire Modern World… this being the Modern Mindset based purely on thinking. Most people have no idea they are infected and go about their daily lives feeding their increasingly lopsided ideas that grow more and more extreme and polarized and infecting others with their BAD IDEAS.

This is what my FAKE friend did to me as I entered a very dangerous time of personal crisis. And this is what men like Putin are doing to the entire world. Putin used his Hubris Virus to manipulate and gain the reigns of power in Russia. Now, this shitty, insane man and his shitty, insane supporters are putting the entire world in danger due to his brutal invasion of Ukraine that enters its month 17… and if WE (THE FREE WORLD) don’t STOP his Shitty Version of Russia form fulfilling at its predetermined destination, which is HELL, TOGETHER… it is going to get worse and worse and worse.

Putin and his insanity ducks will never STOP. They will deploy nuclear weapons or conduct nuclear sabotage at the Zaporizhzhia nuclear power plant.

From February 2023 Blog Marking One Year Since Crazy Russian Czar Putin Invaded Ukraine

No one will be safe!

Alan Watts On Inner Voyages

Dangerous hubris and intellectual arrogance will kill our world, if not by nuclear war, then by climate disasters, other wars, or the AI apocalypse.

This is a time when humanity not only needs bold and courageous explorers of the physical world, but we also need them for the invisible world too. This is the world inside each and every human being’s mind.

Alan Watts talks beautifully about why we need to pay attention to our inner spaces NOW more than ever before in this video. He says near the end of this lecture that Inner Dives can be just as dangerous as making a deep sea decent or taking an excursion outside the protective atmosphere of Earth,

Alan Watts: Drugs: Turning the Head or Turning On โ€“ Being in the Way Ep. 7 โ€“ Hosted by Mark Watts
Can you get mysticism in a bottle? Alan Watts explores the drug question, in this psychedelically infused episode of Being in the Way. This series is brought to you by the Alan Watts Organization and Ram Dassโ€™ Love Serve Remember Foundation. Visit https://Alanwatts.org for full talks from Alan Watts. Mysticism in a Bottle // The Smell of Burnt Almonds (0:00) Psychedelics, Mystical Experiences, & Western Culture (28:18) Psychedelics as Instruments // Set & Setting (45:35) Morality & Legislation // Policing, Preaching, & Hypocrisy (49:25) โ€œLo and behold, I had what I simply could not deny being an experience of cosmic consciousness, the sense of complete fundamental total unity forever-and-ever with the whole universe. And not only that, but that what this thing was fundamentallyโ€”despite every thing and every kind of appearance in ordinary life to the contraryโ€”that the energy behind the world was ecstatic bliss and love.โ€ โ€“ Alan Watts

Highly Sensitive People, Empathy, and Arrogance

But I digress! Let’s get back to Jordan Pearce and why I found his blog so helpful.

It is probably not so much that I was dealing with HSP or transcended individuals during my dangerous descent into myself, but I was dealing with individuals who were weaving highly attractive webs made out of hollow and dying ideas because they were too caught up in their own hubris.

When a person becomes so attached to their own ideas, they become blind to the needs of others and fail to see the humanity in the people who they preach to night and day. It turns out such people need us (the vulnerable ones going through a hard time) than we need them. That is because they have hollowed themselves out inside and must consume other people’s time and attention to feel alive. This is a dangerous type of human being because they can disguise themselves in all sorts of attractive personas.

This is what I fell into… cockeyed people touting crooked and corrupted ideas. But they would never admit it. Rather, they would blame others for their errors in thought… thinking was becoming increasingly insane and inhumane.

https://chakracenter.org/2017/06/10/empaths-vs-hsp-the-dynamics-of-vibrational-war/comment-page-1/#comment-45966
“If an empath allows the HSPโ€™s fear of lower vibrations to be internalized within, we agree to the HSPโ€™s story (lower vibrations = Iโ€™m unsafe). This is a profoundly damaging belief for an empath to have, as it causes deep internal conflict about the very essence of what we are. By nature, we cannot reject our emotional experience without making ourselves sick or blocking Life Force.”

After reading Jordan Pearce’s blog above, I made the following comment.

This is so helpful!! I had to look up what HSP isโ€ฆ"A highly sensitive person (HSP) is someone who has an increased sensitivity to stimulation and informationโ€ฆ" I had no idea such a person existed! WOW! I have just finished watching all of Drunvalo Melchizedek Flower Of Life Full Documentary Sacred Geometry Meaning, which has you mentioned in the transcript. So I looked you up, wanting to find out just who is Jordan Pearce?
I would not have been ready to view or understand this documentary when it was first posted in 2014. At that time, I was getting lost, very lost. I was beginning a descent... a  REALLY, REALLY deep descentโ€ฆone from which I almost did not return.
I took notes all the way through this documentary because I have been drawing the egg of life, the seed of life, the tree of life, the flower ever since about 2015 as my descent increased speed. I had NO IDEA what I was drawingโ€ฆ and no one I knew did either.
Then, in 2016, the dive beganโ€ฆ and I REALLY started drawing this stuffโ€ฆ and after reading this; I think I willingly aligned myself with a lot of Righteous HSP while I am pretty I am an Empathโ€ฆ and when my fall cameโ€ฆ boy did they make me feel like shit and they abandoned me to my doom. It felt horrible because while I aligned with their way of thinking, I was there friend, but when I had to access my inner warrior and get swallowed by my inner dragonโ€ฆ they made me doubt myself more than ever. Doubt is the Dark Force of Destructionโ€ฆ this I know for sure now.
I was meant to find this blog because the image you have above the the sun and moon women I was seeing in my head after finishing the documentary. I was trying to figure out how I could draw this when I looked you up and found this blog. That is what I was seeing! I never knew about youโ€ฆ I have never been to your site beforeโ€ฆ but I was seeing this image and I think was led here to learn something about what I passed through because I have so much anger and rage about what happened and how I was abandonedโ€ฆ however, I also I drew the Cloak of Doubt over my own head. I aligned myself with these people so I would stand absolutely alone when the time cameโ€ฆ and all along I knew I needed to make this passage utterly alone and it was dangerous and some how I survived.
Thank you for your work!

What I realized in his blog, is that people are going to want to shame and blame you for things they cannot reckoned with inside themselves. You do not need to be their punching bag, victim, or target for their bad ideas.

Walk away, unless… you need to done the Cloak of Doubt to begin your deep dive. These are dangerous journeys. Not everyone makes it back… but there treasures buried deep inside every individual alive on this planet right now.

Flower of Life

Another synchronicity experienced today occurred during a trip to the Torpedo Factory in Alexandria, VA. This is a place that once made weapons of mass destruction but now provides spaces for artists to create, collaborate, and sell their work.

I have never been inside the Torpedo Factory! It took our daughter visiting to get us there today. And because I watched this documentary, I recognized the Tree of Life and Flower of Life. The artist is Sermin Ciddi, a renowned Turkish artist skilled in the modern miniature painting of the highly specialized arts of the Ottoman and Turkish culture.

Artists, musicians, writers are our deep divers of Self and Other. We need the arts more than ever in our fast pace, consumer-based, status obsessed, overly achieving, overly hectic and complicated Modern World.

We need to understand symbols and symbology more than any time every before in human history because if we don’t… we are going to implode or explode from our over exuberant and arrogant ways of being in the world… ways that depend on putting other people down so you can be up (Functional Hierarchies)… ways that ignore the facts like icebergs in the sea: Never Mind That the Titanic’s Captain Shouts! Full Steam Ahead! or the will of the people: King Trump!

Note the words painted into this picture: “I want to make the sun and moon rise and set!”

So here we are full circle back to the Sun and Moon Beings!

Feature Archetypal Animation Images

Image from: RS Arts | April 24, 2019  ยท 

Sun and moon combo #mandala art#Moon Sun Conjunction# Moon has a friendly relationship with Sun but their energies are vastly different. One is hot and fiery while the other is calm and compassionate.#When their energies combine in trine or 10th house or in their own signs (Cancer, Leo and Aries), their effect is mostly positive#RS arts

Image from: Psychedelic Moon And Sun Tapestries With Hanging Accessories Included

Music: Space and Time (Deluxe Edition) | The Bad Dreamers | [1] Space and Time    1:53

Space and Time (Deluxe Edition) | The Bad Dreamers

[1] Space and Time    1:53

The Grief of Rage: Now & How We Are Being Bullied to Death by Ignorance

Grief

Perspective from 2026: The Rage That Clarified Everything

What has unfolded since this was written in 2022 has not quieted the rageโ€”it has clarified it.

What once felt like scattered abuses of power now reveals itself as a pattern: a system where wealth insulates behavior, where influence distorts truth, and where consequences bend around those who believe themselves untouchable. The second Trump administration did not create this realityโ€”it exposed it in sharper relief. Corruption, manipulation, and cruelty were not hiddenโ€”they were normalized, reframed, even celebrated in certain circles as strength.

The role of billionaire backers has come into clearer focus. The gap between those who live within the law and those who seem to operate above it has widened into something undeniable. The continued surfacing of details tied to Jeffrey Epsteinโ€™s networkโ€”his ranch, his connections, the culture of entitlement surrounding extreme wealthโ€”has forced an uncomfortable reckoning. Whether every claim is proven or not, the broader truth has landed: there exists a class of people who, for too long, have behaved as if human lives, bodies, and futures were assets to be shaped, controlled, or discarded.

History echoes here in disturbing ways. The obsession with control, perfection, legacyโ€”these are not new impulses. They trace back to some of humanityโ€™s darkest chapters, including attempts to engineer a โ€œmaster race.โ€ That kind of thinking never disappears; it mutates, modernizes, hides behind money, technology, and influence.

And so the rage grows.

But rage without awareness is a weapon that turns inwardโ€”or worse, is redirected outward by those who benefit from chaos.

We saw this in the young man who attempted to assassinate Trump and members of his cabinet at the White House Correspondentsโ€™ Dinner. His rage was real. It came from somewhere understandable. But the act itselfโ€”had it succeededโ€”would not have dismantled power. It would have fortified it. It would have created a martyr, unified a fracturing movement, and unleashed consequences that would almost certainly have fallen hardest on Black and brown communities already carrying disproportionate risk.

This is the trap.

Unconscious rage is predictable. It is exploitable. It strengthens the very systems it seeks to destroy.

We are seeing similar miscalculations on the global stage. Impulsive displays of forceโ€”like reckless military actionsโ€”do not always weaken adversaries. They can unify them. They can turn fractures into solidarity. They can hand strategic advantage to those who know how to apply pressure patientlyโ€”economically, psychologically, asymmetrically. In a world where information warfare and narrative control are as powerful as weapons, ignorance is no longer passiveโ€”it is dangerous.

So where does that leave us?

Right where this piece beganโ€”but with higher stakes.

Rage is still not wrong.

But now, more than ever, it must be conscious.

That is why movements like May Day and coordinated national strikes matter. They redirect energy away from spectacle and toward leverage. They apply pressure where it is actually feltโ€”economically, structurally, politically. They refuse the script of violence and instead disrupt the systems that depend on compliance.

Because the truth is simple, even if it is uncomfortable:

The powerful do not fear outrage.
They fear organized, sustained, intelligent action.

If rage is the fire, then consciousness is the forge.

Without it, everything burns.

With it, something can be built.


Introduction from 2022: The Grief of Rage

I wrote this piece about one year ago after years of being bullied by egotistical bosses and a broken capitalist system. Anyone who is being brutalized (physically, psychologically, or spiritually) by someone who holds power over you takes unbelievable amounts of inner strength, courage, and perseverance to endure. Feeling rage is never wrong. However, choosing how to express rage can cross social, cultural, and moral boundaries that exist for very good reasons.

I believe rage is something building up all over the world for many reasons such as being bullied by popular kids at school, bullied by a boss at work, bullied by governmental systems designed to enforce huge inequalities baked deep into its operating systems long ago, or bullied by another country who seek to control a people or a place through violence carried out withimpunity.

It doesn’t matter where or how superior power is used to control another human being such use of force is humiliating and is meant to put someone else down. A person on the receiving end of this sort of abuse is suppose to feel fear, sadness, anger, and rage. It is part of the abuse. It is a form of social torture.

If you find yourself in a place of rage, you are right to feel it. Do not try to suppress your rage or run from it. Turn around and face it dead on. Only this way can you choose how to express this rage. It is energy. It has to flow. It will flow whether you are conscious of it or not.

How a persons deals with how rage flow depends on many factors such as family, culture, social groups, emotional maturity, personality, mental health, social structure, and so many other factors. But it is only with conscious awareness that you can capture your rage and choose a better path of action versus a more destructive path.

Rage is going to flow consciously or unconsciously. You begin to heal and regain your strength and dignity when you are conscious of your rage, when you feel your rage, when you own your rage. By doing this, you can use your rage to get to a better place like a sailor who uses the wind to get to where he wants to be rather than letting the wind blow you somewhere you don’t want to be.

Note: Rage can be manufactured, especially in these times. Let’s call this Fake Rage. It is artificially induced into people’s minds by other people seeking to manipulate public sentiment for their own purposes. This is not the kind of rage I am referring to in this blog.


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The Grief of Rage:
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Music: High Noon — Patrick Warren [as featured in iMovie for iPhones, music that gets you ready for What’s coming next!]

Thanksgiving… what a wonderful time to get together with family and friends and share our collective blessings, and oh how precious, after a year and a half of not being able to get together due to a global pandemic!

But, Thanksgiving, oh how aggravating, antagonizing, and infuriating it can be to get together with precisely the people who know how to get under your skin. The one’s who know how to rip off the fragile psychological Band-Aid you’ve managed to put over the bubbling hot well of pain, torment, and psychological abuse inflicted on you by people who are supposed to love and support you (friends or family), but instead they get their kicks inflicting emotional pain and psychological torture at your expense.

Since inflicting pain and torture back on them is not the karmic path you want to take, nor may you have the opportunity to tell them just how horrible and monstrous they have become as defectively amoral human beings… something like June was finally able to do when she confronted Serena Waterford in her prison cell in Season 4, Episode 7 of the Handmaid’s Tale. The part where she screams in her face ‘Do You Understand Me’:

The Grief of Rage: The Handmaids Tale Season 4 Episode 7 — June and Serena ‘Do You Understand Me’ | Television Fanatic
Television Fanatic (3.9K subscribers) | 525,282 views May 26, 2021 |

If you don’t have this outlet to express your anger and rage at their moral deficiencies and extremely flawed character traits that are hurting you, then try a sacrifice to the squirrel gods!

t’s what our ancestors used to do long, long ago. We think it’s kind of silly and not what a modern person should be doing… but this is another ploy by your tormentors to keep you feeling horrible. They don’t want you to find your voice, your power.

You can’t let go of your rage any more than you can hold onto it.

The only thing you can do is to try to remove the inner obstructions that are hanging you up as you try to navigate through this blistering inner torrent that is moving through you like a river of rage searing its way through your soul.

That is what sacrifices where for long, long ago. They were never for some god sitting up on high making judgements over us all. They were for us… to help us navigate inner rivers of rage so that we do not become the monsters who are tormenting us and causing so much destruction not only in our lives but the shared reality of everyone.

So make a sacrifice…use your creativity to make your voodoo doll, your effigy of your tormentors. Project all their dangerous energies and damaged soul into your talisman and set it out as an offering to any animal spirit you choose–it could be ravens, wolves, or squirrels.

It is so satisfying…and when you feel this satisfaction inside, you have removed an impediment to your rage because it needs to flow, it’s part of your power and you need all parts of your power…the good, the bad, and the ugly… to heal and grow into the individual you want (and know) you are, which is not a monster like your tormentors but a healer and conscious decision maker of your destiny.

The Grief of Rage: Evolving Rage — Storytelling Is Powerful in Helping to Transform Rage

One year later, my rage has not gone away but it has evolved. Margret Atwood is a genesis in capturing the evolution of rage… the kind I’m talking about above. Season 5, episode 10 is absolutely awesome and Billie Eilish’s song dead on! Go Margret, go June, go Serena! Maybe there is hope!

The Grief of Rage: Serena and June Train Scene | The Handmaid’s Tale S5E10 Ending | Samet Turgut
Samet Turgut (1.31K subscribers) | Serena and June Train Scene | Video Clip: The Handmaid’s Tale S5E10 Ending Music: Billie Eilish – bury a friend The Handmaid’s Tale Season 5 finale ending

The Grief of Rage: Feature Archetypal Animation

Love Rage Grief Hatred Escape Soap Bubble Tree | LN_Photoart | Lars Nissen  โ€ข  Vogt/Deutschland  โ€ข  Member since June 19, 2016

Eye Iris City Skyscraper Screen Background | LN_Photoart | Lars Nissen  โ€ข  Vogt/Deutschland  โ€ข  Member since June 19, 2016

Pregnant Child War Escape Historical Maternity | Mysticsartdesign | Mystic Art Design  โ€ข  Deutsch  โ€ข  Member since July 3, 2014

Skeletons Atomic Bomb Nuclear Weapons Explosion | geralt | Gerd Altmann  โ€ข  Freiburg/Deutschland  โ€ข  Member since Sept. 15, 2012  โ€ข  #25

Annoy Cells Stars Dendrites Sepia Excitement Brain | geralt | Gerd Altmann  โ€ข  Freiburg/Deutschland  โ€ข  Member since Sept. 15, 2012  โ€ข  #25

Music: sad / rage | Squiddy | [1] don’t lie to me    2:30

Remembering Queen Elizabeth II: Queen of Now

Remembering Queen Elizabeth II: Why She is the Queen of Now

Remembering Queen Elizabeth II:
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Remembering Queen Elizabeth II: More Than a Symbol

She united and guided Britain through so much history–good times and bad.


Remembering Queen Elizabeth II: She Modernized the Monarchy

1 hour ago | Queen Elizabeth II: A Life in Photos: The longest-reigning monarch in British history, Queen Elizabeth II was born in 1926 and was crowned in 1953. — Photo gallery below mostly from this Wall Street Journal article.

Remembering Queen Elizabeth II: She Had Her Own Style


She Loved Horses


Remembering Queen Elizabeth II: She Loved Dogs


Remembering Queen Elizabeth II: Most of All She Loved People


Remembering Queen Elizabeth II: She Knew How to Tackle A Crisis

She helped steer her nation, and indeed the world, through tough times and always with elegance and grace reminding everyone this too will pass and we will be together again.

‘We will meet again’ – The Queen’s Coronavirus broadcast | BBC
4,586,445 viewsStreamed live on Apr 5, 2020

When she made a miss step with being too reserved after Diana’s death, she didn’t double down and insist she was right. She pivoted and changed. She showed us how to grow throughout one’s life, be it long or short.

UK LONDON QUEEN ADDRESSES NATION ON DEATH OF PRINCESS DIANA
15,326 views, Aug 2, 2019

Remembering Queen Elizabeth II: Archival Footage of Queen Elizabeth

Here are some older archival footage of the young Queen Elizabeth II. She lived through some of the greatest changes of the modern world and she showed how to lead a nation not through intimidation, lies, strong-arm tactics, but by listening, being present, keeping her heart open, being willing to change, admitting mistakes, and loving her people, her family, and indeed, the world in all its diversity and wonder.

Archive footage shows life of young Queen Elizabeth II on 94th birthday | ABC News
222,014 views, Apr 21, 2020
The Christmas Broadcast, 1957
5,088,043 views, Dec 20, 2007
The Crown: Princess Elizabeth’s 21st Birthday Speech (1947) | British Pathรฉ
392,894 views, Apr 13, 2014
This Was Queen Elizabeth II’s First Speech
324,713 views, Aug 4, 2017
Queen Elizabeth II: Long Live The Queen (1952) | British Pathรฉ
217,046 views, Apr 13, 2014
FUNERAL OF KING GEORGE VI (Elizabeth’s father)
548,049 views, Jul 21, 2015
The Queen As A Child
27,290 views, Premiered Jun 1, 2022
Our Royal Family At Home (1937)
57,689 views, Apr 13, 2014
Royal Sisters: Queen Elizabeth II & Princess Margaret
256,881 views, May 6, 2012
Harvest Time On A Royal Estate (1943)
33,636 views, Apr 13, 2014

Remembering Queen Elizabeth II: Balancing Duty With Family Was Hard


Remembering Queen Elizabeth II: She Was A Unifying Force


Remembering Queen Elizabeth II: Leaders Around the World Remember Her

1 hour ago
Ukrainian President Volodymyr Zelensky Tweets Condolences | Wall Street Journal | 9/8/22
Remembering Queen Elizabeth II: Wall Street Journal | Former U.S. Presidents Mourn Death of Queen Elizabeth II
Byย Alex Leary | 9/8/22
Wall Street Journal | 9/8/22

Remembering Queen Elizabeth II: Line of Succession

48 min ago | CNN | This is what the royal line of succession looks like

Remembering Queen Elizabeth II: Music of Feature Animation:

God Save Our Queen (British National Anthem)The Royal British Choir[1] God Save Our Queen (British National Anthem) ย ย ย 2:23


She modernized the monarchy and harmonized the world. She never stopped learning, growing, and changing. She will be missed.

The Peace of Wild Things: Poetry From Now to Eternity

Please note Chrome works best for the Archetypal Animations in this post.

— By Wendell Berry

First Archetypal Animation & Stanza

When despair for the world grows in me, and I wake in the night at the least sound in fear of what my life and my children’s live may be,

The Peace of Wild Things: “When despair for the world grows…” | Music: Goodbye Then | Crippled Black Phoenix

Second Archetypal Animation & Stanza

I go and lie down where the wood drake rests in his beauty on the water, and the great heron feeds.

The Peace of Wild Things: “I go and lie down…” | Music: Wild Imagination | Kurt Vile

Third Archetypal Animation & Stanza

I come into the peace of wild things who do not tax their lives with forethought of grief.

The Peace of Wild Things: “I come into the peace of wild things…” | Music: The Peace Of Wild Things | Keith Kauspedas [1] Deep Echoing (Fox In The Snow)

Fourth Archetypal Animation & Stanza

I come into the presence of still water.

The Peace of Wild Things: “I come into the presence of still water…” | Music: Watermark Enya | [9] River ย 

Fifth Archetypal Animation & Stanza

And I feel above me the day-blind stars waiting with their light.

The Peace of Wild Things: “I feel above me the day-blind stars…” | Music: Stars Night Mantra

Sixth Archetypal Animation & Stanza

For a time I rest in the grace of the world, and am free.

The Peace of Wild Things: “For a time I rest in the grace of the world,…” | Music: Peaceful Piano Musicals Cover Kid | La la Lu (From “Lady and the Tramp”) ย ย ย 

Reflections On Wendell Berry’s Poem to This Moment in Time

When the forces of man’s collective psyche gather into a maelstrom sending destructive vortexes this way and that into the world, it is hard not to feel as Wendell Berry begins his timeless poem:

...despair for the world grows in me, and I wake in the night at the least sound in fear of what my life and my children's live may be...

Putin blows his devil’s breath from high within his isolated, depressing Moscow tower. A devil’s wind that makes his warrior vortexes go this way and that. Everywhere they go, the leave behind trails of blood, of dead bodies and blown up buildings, trees, and earth. Up there in his tower of desolation, he bloats in his madness as he congratulates himself over and over again about how he is getting away with unleashing his Hell-scape fantasies, deathly desires, and foolish folly into the world.

If you are a person with normal capacity for human empathy and compassion, then it is impossible to turn away and ignore what is going on in Ukraine. And you must not turn away.

We all must witness this wicked madness straight on, just as the Ukrainians are meeting Putin’s little devils straight on. If we don’t want to become like Putin, we must feel this destruction deeply and furiously. And we must feel down deep into our bones all the other tragedies unfolding in Afghanistan, the Middle East, Africa, Central America, South America, in the heart of all major cities and super rick countries in this world.

If you do, this means you are still human.

Wendell Berry describes the monsters inside us all. And he also tells us how to quell them and to sink into the peace that passes all understanding.

I wonder when was the last time Putin went down to where the wood drakes gather? When did he last lay down on his back, belly exposed to the light, the air, the sun, the stars and breathe in the beauty of this world? When did he last see a heron eat a snake or ponder the peace of still water? When did he last look up into the night sky and wonder about how implausible any of us are here at all?

When did Putin cut himself off from his curiosity, his wonder, his inner grace and awareness that he is alive in a magnificent world with enough bounty for all, if only we would tap into our inner wild nature where the wild wisdom of life runs free with the knowledge there is bounty all, if only we take our fair share? When did Putin become a narcissist blob cut off from his body, his heart, and his humanity? When did he become a monster?

Seventh Archetypal Animation | When Grace Is Lost

The Peace of Wild Things: “And then the sun went out bright…” | Music: Dark Bloom | Darkness | The Sun Went Out Bright ย ย ย 

Putin lost his inner grace long ago, and now, alone and cold in a forbidding world, he opens a gate for devils to tumble and fumble their way out into this beautiful world. They rape women, shoot children, bomb maternity hospitals, children’s hospitals, and recreation centers where 1,000 women and children huddle in the dark and cold hoping they might just stop their bombing. Instead, they are crushed under the rubble of another bomb.

I hate Putin. I hate Putin’s army of dead and dying souls. I wish the Free World would grow a stronger backbone and kill this man who has become a Dracula overseeing an army of Zombies. But, we are playing on the “civilized” game board, while Putin plays on the barbarian game board.

However, he won’t win. He might kill a Hell of a lot of people. He might even launch a nuclear bomb, but like so many Ruthless Rulers before him, he will crumble into the dust bin of life. Ruthless Rulers always do.

Oh yes, they might win for a time. And, they might press their smelly likeness onto other human beings, adding to the blob, but he will never win. His zombies will never rule over the multitude as he has promised.

Evil never wins! At least not for long…not as long as there is life to live. Not as long as wood drakes sail on lakes or great herons hunt and devour snakes. Not as long as a single human being wanders down to the waters edges and wonders why this whole thing exists at all. Ponders why we are here amongst the divine majesty of the trillion billion stars above.


The Peace of Wild Things: Being Human by Being Connected to Each Other & the World

My friend Karen shared this poem with me. We both feel deep pain for suffering the of the people of Ukraine. We both feel helpless in the face of such evil, and yet, we live…and…in the face of such horror, in retaliation to the demonic evil unleashing death, destruction and horror on Earth, Ukrainians fight! They live!

And yes, they are dying by the hundreds of thousands because Putin is a coward and his army is ill-equipped and ill-prepared, indeed, they are unwilling to wage this war, expect for the beasts he’s imported in and the degenerate ones who glory in the gross and disgusting side of life…the ones who are too afraid to love or to know who and what they really are.

Ukrainians know the price of this evil, and they stand against it, and they are winning! They are winning because they remained connected to their humanity and grounded to this Earth–our home, our mother, our true nature. They show us, the Free World, each and every day how to fight for what is right and how to be better human beings!

Fight for the people of Ukraine! Glory to Ukraine!

Feature Archetypal Animation

Covid 19ย Coronavirusย Dystopiaย Dystopian | toyquests | Elliot Alderson ย โ€ขย  Age 35 ย โ€ขย  Los Angeles/United States ย โ€ขย  Member since March 31, 2020

Male Wood Duck Duck Animal Wildlife Drake Pond | muskrat55 | Robin Arnold  โ€ข  Age 66  โ€ข  Port Clinton/United States  โ€ข  Member since June 9, 2017

 Iceland Arctic Fox Fox White White Fox Canine | Inactive account โ€“ ID 12019

Rest Relax Lie Comfortable Sleep Man Person | Hans | Hans Braxmeier  โ€ข  Neu-Ulm/Deutschland  โ€ข  Member since Nov. 24, 2010

Composing Woman Fantasy Face Beauty Mystical Root | KELLEPICS | Stefan Keller  โ€ข  Deutschland / Germany  โ€ข  Member since March 22, 2017  โ€ข  #391

Sunset Tree Water Silhouette Tree Silhouette Dusk | Cleverpix | Cindy Lever  โ€ข  Age 57  โ€ข  Melbourne/Australia  โ€ข  Member since May 4, 2016

Meadow Green Meadow Flower Meadow Grass Nature | spirit111 | beate bachmann  โ€ข  Age 59  โ€ข  berlin/germany  โ€ข  Member since April 6, 2017

Seljalandsfoss Waterfalls Iceland Falls Cliffs | Inactive account โ€“ ID 12019

Music: The Peace of Wild Things | Wendell Berry

The Peace of Wild ThingsWendell Berry


First Archetypal Animation

Manย Portraitย Homelessย Povertyย Maleย Poor | Leroy_Skalstad | Leroy Skalstad ย โ€ขย  Age 74 ย โ€ขย  Milwaukee/uSA ย โ€ขย  Member since July 14, 2015

Mental Health Brain Thinking Tree Branches Disorder | Tumisu | Tumisu, please consider โ˜• Thank you! ๐Ÿค—  โ€ข  English  โ€ข  Member since Feb. 3, 2014

Lights Candle Man Old Fire Flame Candlelight | Skitterphoto | Rudy and Peter Skitterians  โ€ข  Groningen/The Netherlands  โ€ข  Member since July 5, 2014

Covid 19 Coronavirus Dystopia Dystopian | toyquests | Elliot Alderson  โ€ข  Age 35  โ€ข  Los Angeles/United States  โ€ข  Member since March 31, 2020

Music: Goodbye Then | Crippled Black Phoenix


Second Archetypal Animation

Restย Relaxย Lieย Comfortableย Sleepย Manย Person | Hans | Hans Braxmeier ย โ€ขย  Neu-Ulm/Deutschland ย โ€ขย  Member since Nov. 24, 2010

Male Wood Duck Waterfowl Bird Swimming Wildlife | JamesDeMers | Charlottesville/USA  โ€ข  Member since March 6, 2012

Male Wood Duck Duck Animal Wildlife Drake Pond | muskrat55 | Robin Arnold  โ€ข  Age 66  โ€ข  Port Clinton/United States  โ€ข  Member since June 9, 2017

Heron Snake Wader Bird Kill Ardeidae Prey | mkzsfoto | steven arnold  โ€ข  reunion  โ€ข  Member since Sept. 11, 2018

Music: Wild Imagination | Kurt Vile


Third Archetypal Animation

Fantasy Butterflies Mushrooms Forest Insects | Stergo | ะ˜ะณะพั€ัŒ ะ›ะตะฒั‡ะตะฝะบะพ  โ€ข  Age 32  โ€ข  ะ’ะปะฐะดะธะบะฐะฒะบะฐะท/ะ ะพััะธั  โ€ข  Member since Jan. 2, 2017

Composing Woman Fantasy Face Beauty Mystical Root | KELLEPICS | Stefan Keller  โ€ข  Deutschland / Germany  โ€ข  Member since March 22, 2017  โ€ข  #391

Tree Lake Water Nature Landscape Forest | Leslin_Liu | Shanghai/China  โ€ข  Member since June 16, 2017

Fantasy Eyes Forest Branches Face Portrait | KELLEPICS | Stefan Keller  โ€ข  Deutschland / Germany  โ€ข  Member since March 22, 2017  โ€ข  #391

Fantasy Deer Mammal Forest Nature Outdoors Light | peter_pyw | Peter  โ€ข  KUALA LUMPUR/Malaysia  โ€ข  Member since July 19, 2016

Fantasy Forest Dog Monster Girl Snow Winter | KELLEPICS | Stefan Keller  โ€ข  Deutschland / Germany  โ€ข  Member since March 22, 2017  โ€ข  #391

Nature Outdoors Ants Forest Light Bulb Light | peter_pyw | Peter  โ€ข  KUALA LUMPUR/Malaysia  โ€ข  Member since July 19, 2016

Music: The Peace Of Wild Things | Keith Kauspedas [1] Deep Echoing (Fox In The Snow) ย ย ย 6:06


Fourth Archetypal Animation

Still Calm Tranquil Moon Sunset Sky Ocean Lake | WelshPixie | Delyth Williams  โ€ข  Age 41  โ€ข  Western Cape/South Africa  โ€ข  Member since Sept. 14, 2018

Cutter North Sea Port Shrimp Fishing Vessel | ArtTower | Brigitte Werner  โ€ข  Age 68  โ€ข  Canim Lake/Canada  โ€ข  Member since June 15, 2012  โ€ข  #89

Sunset Still Water Splash Water Reflection Liquid | truthseeker08 | ๐Ÿ†“ Use at your Ease ๐Ÿ‘Œ๐Ÿผ  โ€ข  English  โ€ข  Member since April 18, 2016

Still Calm Tranquil Sunset Sky Ocean Lake Water | WelshPixie | Delyth Williams  โ€ข  Age 41  โ€ข  Western Cape/South Africa  โ€ข  Member since Sept. 14, 2018

ย Natureย Watersย Lakeย Islandย Landscapeย Thunderstorm | jplenio | Joe ย โ€ขย  Munich/Deutschland ย โ€ขย  Member since Jan. 9, 2018 ย โ€ขย ย #295

Sunset Tree Water Silhouette Tree Silhouette Dusk | Cleverpix | Cindy Lever  โ€ข  Age 57  โ€ข  Melbourne/Australia  โ€ข  Member since May 4, 2016

Music: Watermark Enya | [9] River ย ย ย 3:12


Fifth Archetypal Animation

Wall Blind Alley Dead End Impasse Lockup Deadlock | ChadoNihi | Alexandr  โ€ข  Age 29  โ€ข  Cambridge/UK  โ€ข  Member since Dec. 8, 2014

Red Planet Moon Alien Arid Abiocoen Ancient | ChadoNihi | Alexandr  โ€ข  Age 29  โ€ข  Cambridge/UK  โ€ข  Member since Dec. 8, 2014

Stargate Heaven Gate Science Fiction Futuristic | spirit111 | beate bachmann  โ€ข  Age 59  โ€ข  berlin/germany  โ€ข  Member since April 6, 2017

Meadow Green Meadow Flower Meadow Grass Nature | spirit111 | beate bachmann  โ€ข  Age 59  โ€ข  berlin/germany  โ€ข  Member since April 6, 2017

Wormhole Time Travel Portal Vortex Space Warp | Genty | English  โ€ข  Member since May 20, 2016

Galaxy Fog Kosmus Universe Milky Way Night Sky | spirit111 | beate bachmann  โ€ข  Age 59  โ€ข  berlin/germany  โ€ข  Member since April 6, 2017

Music: Stars Night Mantra


Sixth Archetypal Animation

Mountains Smoke Portrait Girl Field Romantic | manhhongdldhv | Hong Manh  โ€ข  Age 32  โ€ข  Vinh/Viแป‡t Nam  โ€ข  Member since July 4, 2020

 Sunset Mountains Trees Silhouettes Conifers | Inactive account โ€“ ID 12019

Mountains Hills Sky Clouds Sunset Dusk Twilight | Inactive account โ€“ ID 12019

Iceland Aurora Borealis Northern Lights Beautiful | Inactive account โ€“ ID 12019

Kingfisher Bird Close Up Perched Perched Bird | Inactive account โ€“ ID 12019

 Iceland Arctic Fox Fox White White Fox Canine | Inactive account โ€“ ID 12019

Seljalandsfoss Waterfalls Iceland Falls Cliffs | Inactive account โ€“ ID 12019

Music: Peaceful Piano Musicals Cover Kid | La la Lu (From “Lady and the Tramp”) ย ย ย 


Seventh Archetypal Animation

Black Hole Art-Optical Black White Contrast | dric | Franรงais  โ€ข  Member since Nov. 30, 2016

Colour Farbklex Embroidery Blob Drops | Bru-nO | Bruno /Germany  โ€ข  Age 47  โ€ข  Thank you for your Donation!/Please like your download!  โ€ข  Member since June 29, 2015  โ€ข  #255

Abstract Astral Astrology Astronomy Background | Buddy_Nath | A Owen  โ€ข  Age 39  โ€ข  United Kingdom  โ€ข  Member since Feb. 4, 2016

Music: Dark Bloom | Darkness | The Sun Went Out Bright ย ย ย 

Death Comes: Remembering Sasha, A Wonderful Dog

Death comes…

…like a cold winter wind blows leaves from trees

Death Comes: Remembering Sasha: Cold Wind

…like a fire burns wood

Death Comes: Remembering Sasha: Fire Burns

…like a wave crashes onto a distant shore.

Death Comes: Remembering Sasha: Waves Crash

Death does not ask: “Are you ready?”

It comes of its own accord and is as unstoppable as the setting sun whom not even great Hercules could catch and push back to its noon day stance in space and time.

Death Comes: Remembering Sasha: Death Does Not Ask

Death leaves a hole that can never be filled…

…except with love.

Death Comes: Remembering Sasha: Death Leaves A Hole that Cannot Be Filled, Except With

Cherish your beloved ones…

…human, animal, and our living Earth.

Death Comes: Remembering Sasha: Cherish Your Beloveds

Remember Always

Love is the most powerful force in a universe of fragile fading light.

ย Death Comes: Remembering Sasha is a poem and memories of a wonderful dog.
Death Comes: Remembering Sasha: Love is the Most Powerful Force
Wings Will Fly — Remembering Those We’ve Lost

Who are you thinking of today? Have you let them know? Even if your beloved one has passed away, you are just a thought away from their shining love in your life.

Mother of Grief: Remembering 2020 & What We Lost

Mother of Grief

The video below is an artistic-musical journey of some of the events that defined and reshaped our shared reality over the past year. It spans natural disasters, disease disasters, and human made disasters that occurred beginning around Feb. 2020 to Feb. 2021.

I began by drawing the sad woman sitting by a fire contemplating something. I drew her early in 2020 before most of what happened transpired. Behind her is a dreamlike landscape, which was drawn some years earlier. However, I felt it belonged in this dream-like landscape. I then wanted images to appear between the flickering fire, but I didn’t know how to choose which ones to draw or feature among all the disasters and terrible things that occurred last year all around the world.

I decided to focus on the United States and found a regional map that I redrew artistically. I found other maps of where fires occurred, where the derecho hit Iowa and left a 750 mile path of destruction, where hurricanes came ashore, where Black Live Matter marches took place after the brutal murder of George Floyd in Minneapolis (my hometown), and where COVID-19 infections were rising. I artistically re-envisioned and redrew these maps as layers that could be used over the Regional Map or alone.

I blended live videos of 2020 events (e.g., driving through fire, driving through the derecho, hurricane mapping and video, Black Live Matter marches) as well as murals painted by artists worldwide honoring George Floyd and/or illuminating the collective struggle of COVID-19 into this video montage of 2020.

Towards the end, I include drawings I made many years earlier. There were lots so many glitches in getting this video posted, including having to throw out 6 songs at the very end and replace them since the musicians did not allow their music to be used with anything other than their original videos. I understand this, it is their creation. However, I am deeply grateful to the musicians who do allow their music to be used with ad revenue going to them (as it should). I have cited all musicians and tried to give credit to all videos and images used that are not my own drawings or photography. I list these sources in the description section on YouTube.

It is with gratitude I offer Mother of Grief — Remembering 2020

Mother of Grief (Redux2)

Note: The above video is redone due to a copyright claim on one song that block the first version from being viewed. I have removed that song (and then two subsequent replacement songs that ran into the same issue) and replaced it with more gracious musicians who realize art is meant to create and give birth to new art, always. I will leave a link to the previous video because sometimes these claims get lifted.

I completely support any advertisements that the musicians place on this video so any money goes to them. I have never intended, nor ever will, monetize this video for my own profit. It is meant as a work of art expressing some of the dramatic changes that occurred around the world in 2020. It is a year that will be remembered as the moment the world walked through a doorway from which it will never return to the world it had known in the previous year. 

How we move forward from this point depends on the quality of character of every living human being on our planet as measured through mind, heart, and each individualโ€™s ability to see the humanity of all people and the preciousness of all life on earth.  

Mother of Grief — Remembering 2020 | Premiered Mar 17, 2021

Remembering who we have lost and how our lives have changed is important, especially as we prepare and begin making choices on how to move forward as individuals and as communities. Our choices matter. Without taking time to reflect and to grieve for what has been lost, we are bound to go in circles and repeat fixable mistakes in attitudes and ideas over and over. Taking time to remember and grieve is a sacred act. No matter if your life has been impacted in big or small ways, this past year has caused a pause–and Now is the time to reflect, remember, and cherish the precious gift of life–something that is so fragile and fleeting for all of us. This is how we grow and transform by remembering, reflecting, and cherishing what has been lost and using this remembrance (this accounting of one’s life to this moment in time) to make different choices moving forward.

Recently, I’ve been reading a book about the philosophy of the I Ching. It is a book one of my brothers got a long, long time ago. I don’t know how I ended up with it. For years it sat on my bookshelf collecting dust. Perhaps I would not have understood what the author was revealing had I picked it up earlier. However, after 5+ years of significant reversals, setbacks, and losses, it really resonates with me today.

Carl Jung said the East charted inner landscapes and developed a deep understanding of who and what we are as conscious living beings while the West turned its time and attention to charting and understanding the outer world. Neither focus is bad. Both are part of reality; however, the Western focus on the reality of the visible, outside world grew lopsided (very lopsided), creating an imbalance in the psyche that resulted in a lost of awareness of sacred inner landscapes forming one’s inner realities. This forgetting has put the wellbeing of individuals in peril, and possibly placed our collective survival as a species, a civilization in jeopardy as well. All hands are needed on deck to heal the chasm created by this extreme lopsidedness; I will tell you more about this in my book: Sapience.

Returning to what I was reading last night that felt like it belonged in this post. I was reading a chapter about the Student-Sage Relationship. The I Ching believes student and sage are one. And, we come to know our inner sage by developing inner discipline and quieting our mind. This is how our inner sage can be heard, understood, and followed for the good of self and the greater good.

What felt like belonged here is the following:

The Sage is polite, but firm in stating cosmic principles.

It is through such firmness that we perceive his total personality as gentle, kind, firm, and correct–one that believes in us in spite of our deviations.

He waits while we exhaust our enthusiasm for false ideas; he allow us to self-destruct if we stubbornly insist upon doing so, but would rather we did not, because, as he tells us, we have the potential for achieving something both great and permanent for the good of all, if we will do it.

While working with the Sage, we feel a nourishing, helpful presence.

If we become arrogant, however, this presences departs and we begin to feel lonely.

We are hardly aware of this presence until we lose it and miss it.

When we return to our path, the presence gradually returns.

It is as if an inner light comes and goes.

By his coming and his going, he teaches us about himself and about our relationship with him.

The book is called: The Philosophy of the I Ching. It was written by Carol K. Anthony who I came to discover recently died in August 2020. She founded her own publishing company and lived close to me. I could have met her had I been a little faster in my curiosity about the I Ching, but time and fate is what it is. Her biography is beautiful:

CAROL K. ANTHONY (1930 – August 2020)

Carol began her study of the I Ching in 1971, during a mid-life crisis, when she was age 41. Her difficulties made her receptive when a friend, desiring to be of help, introduced her to the Wilhelm/Baynes translation of the I Ching. It taught her to meditate in a way that helped her to understand what the hexagrams were saying. She kept notes of these insights as they occurred. Within seven years she had a complete set of notes on each hexagram that helped friends understand the hexagrams they received. She quickly realized that her notes filled a unique need. Two meditation experiences led her to publish them under the title, A Guide to the I Ching, and to found Anthony Publishing Company. This book was followed by The Philosophy of the I Ching, in 1981, The Other Way, Experiences in Meditation Based on the I Ching, in 1990, and Love, An Inner Connection, Based on Principles Drawn from the I Ching, in 1993. These books interested other publishers and some of them were translated into German, French, Spanish, Italian, Portuguese, and Croatian.

Other Remembrances of 2020:

The Year Of COVID And How It Changed Our Lives Forever — The Kojo Nnamdi Show on WAMU 88.5

Mother of Grief: Remembering 2020 & What We Lost: Image from The Kojo Nnamdi Show — Vaccines have arrived. Will you be getting one? The world hopes that you do.ย PETER HAMLIN / AP ILLUSTRATION

Kojo is retiring soon and will be missed. This was a wonderful look back on a year that turned world upside down.

Description of Episode:

It was Friday, February 28, 2020 on The Politics Hour when we first covered the coronavirus in any detail. We discussed it again briefly on The Politics Hour a week later. But at that those moments we had no idea how deadly the virus would become and how the year would unfold. We were talking about elbow bumping and hand washing.

Over the days that followed cases started to gradually increase in the D.C. region and throughout the country and the world. And on March 10 we devoted the entire show on the virus with doctors and public health officials and began covering the COVID-19 pandemic regularly.

This broadcast will take a look back at the year of COVID, with insights and reflection from Emergency Physician and Professor Dr. Leana Wen, Washington Post Columnist and Parenting Coach Meghan Leahy, and WAMU/DCist Staff Writer Elliot Williams.


One Year Of The Pandemic In Washington: A Special Report | WAMU 88.5 | Friday, March 19, 2021 at 1:00pm

Mother of Grief: Remembering 2020 & What We Lost: Image from WAMU: A demonstrator against police violence walks near the Lincoln Memorial, wearing a mask.ย Tyrone Turnerย /ย WAMU

Description of Episdoe:

One year.

Itโ€™s been a full year since the first coronavirus cases arrived in our region. One year of masks and social distancing. For some of us, itโ€™s been a year of working from home. For others, a year of trying to get unemployment benefits, or risking infection to go to work.

For many, itโ€™s been a year of loss. Lost jobs, lost time, lost homes, lost business, and lost loved ones. Nearly 20,000 people in DC, Maryland, and Virginia have died.

The loss in our region is incalculable. The grief is immeasurable. And the inequalities in who is shouldering this loss are inescapable.

In this special report, we take stock of a year like no other, and look for lessons our region should carry forward.

Listen in with us on March 19 at 1 p.m. ET on WAMU 88.5 FM, here on WAMU.org or on your smart speaker. [Or listen anytime by clicking the link]


When Covid Hit Nursing Homes, Part 1: โ€˜My Mother Died Aloneโ€™ — The Daily, NYT

Image from The Daily | February 23, 2021

Description: In the first of two episodes on what went wrong in New Yorkโ€™s nursing homes, we look at the crisis through the eyes of a bereaved daughter.

And go here to see more amazing stories. As they say: “This is how the news should sound. Twenty minutes a day, five days a week, hosted by Michael Barbaro and powered by New York Times journalism.”


Remembering the Lives Lost in 2020

Mother of Grief: Remembering 2020 & What We Lost: Time video tribute to the lives lost in 2020 | BYย STEPHANIE ZACHAREKย |ย VIDEO BYย BRIAN BRAGANZA
ย DECEMBER 7, 2020 4:01 PM EST

Description: The year 2020 was one of painful loss. We said goodbye to respected leaders and lawmakers, to gifted athletes and entertainers, to people who have inspired us and enriched our lives even if we didnโ€™t know them personally. In some cases, people were taken from us far too soon, victims of a pandemic that has caused death and suffering around the world. And some of those we lost were the victims of grave injustice, cruelly robbed of years of life they might have spent with family, friends and loved ones.

To lose these people is a reminder of the fragility of life, and a reminder to take care of one another to the best of our ability. But in the midst of feeling sorrow for people who are no longer with us, we should also take comfort in the gifts they gave us while they were here. Here, TIME pays tribute to those who left us in 2020, people who changed the world for the better and helped show us a path forward.


The year that COVID built: a look back on 2020

Mother of Grief: Remembering 2020 & What We Lost: News photo of the year? Black Lives Matter protester Patrick Hutchinson carries an injured counter-protester to safety, London, June 13, 2020. Image: REUTERS/Dylan Martinez

The World Economic Forum put together a wonderful snap shot of 2020 based on what we searched for on the Internet as well as other key moments of 2020.


2020 events: Yep, these things all happened in the year from hell

Mother of Grief: Remembering 2020 & What We Lost, probably forever.
Mother of Grief: Remembering 2020 & What We Lost: Image: New York Post article written byย Jackie Salo | December 31, 2020 | 6:34pmย |ย Updated

This NYP article walks you through major events of 2020.