Who Broke the Timeline? Man, Time and Dueling Busts of Dust

Here, one of the central characters travels with his AI companion, Ra, searching for a way to transform human consciousnessโ€”before humanity tumbles over the Climate Cliff for a second and final time.

When we last left them, they were grappling with the legacy of Qin Shi Huang, Chinaโ€™s First Emperorโ€”a figure I explored in depth in Wisdom Guardians: Loyalty Over Truth: From Qin Shi Huang to Trump | #7. He didnโ€™t make it into Sapience (too many ruthless rulers, not enough pages), but thatโ€™s why the Wisdom Guardians podcast exists: to fill in the gaps, tracing the egos that bent civilizations to their will.

This passage marks the transition from ancient China into the fertile cradle of Mesopotamiaโ€”Sumer, Akkad, Babylonโ€”before sweeping to Akhenatenโ€™s Egypt and then back again, through thousands of years of empire building and collapse. And what emerges, when you step back, is sobering: for all our progress, the modern era isnโ€™t nearly as different from those ancient times as weโ€™d like to believe.


The following is an earlier draft of this excerpt from my novel Sapience: The Moment Is Now.

Qin to Rome

Who Broke the Timeline? An aerial view of northern Africa, the Arabian Peninsula and the Mediterranean Basin. A new study led by University of Wisconsinโ€“Madisonโ€™s John Kutzbach shows that changes in Earthโ€™s orbit, greenhouse gases, and ice sheets influenced the planetโ€™s climate over the last 140,000 years and may have provided wetter, greener corridors at times that permitted human migration out of Africa and into the Middle East.ย Image courtesy of Google Earth
The lush green mountains of the Qin Empire disappear. Yong Xing-li finds himself standing on a hill overlooking the Isthmus of Suez. The same drying climate that forced the Indo-Aryan tribes further north to migrate and contributed to the Indus valleyโ€™s civilization collapse is drying out the lands of Mesopotamia. A vast desert already has northern Africa in its grips forcing most of the native tribes towards the Nile River valley and the Fertile Crescent is destine for the same fate.
Who Broke the Timeline? Field studies in southeastern Morocco, just a few kilometers away from the site of this dust storm, show that electric fields generated by blowing sand boost dust emissions up to 10 times more than expected from wind alone.ย ย PAVLIHA/ISTOCKPHOTO | Science
In the East, a darkness grows. Yong Xing-li wonders if itโ€™s rain. It approaches fast, and he soon sees it is not billowing clouds of rain but rather dust. They move like creatures devouring everything into their dusty darkness. It blots out sun, then swallows Yong Xing-li in its smothering embrace. Finely broken bits of rocks pound his face. Itโ€™s hard to breathe. Gasping for air, Yong Xing-li reaches for the kill switch to end the simulation when the swirling dust separates and forms a bubble around him.
Dust pelts the bubble from all directions. Thereโ€™s no form or shape to anything as if he was swallowed into a static pattern of an old television set. The dust begins to clump by color. Brown dust particles form mountains and high plains. White dust crowns their peaks and creates high, arid lands. Green dust particles settle into valleys with yellow-green dust making high valleys and dark green dust creating low valleys. Blue grains of dust form into long ribbons that tumble from the mountains, meander through the plains and valleys, then empty into seas.
Who Broke the Timeline? Inside the Dueling Dust Storms | Animation: Genolve | Music: Ethereal Oasis – Harmony Horizons – Sensitizer โ™ช
 The image is clear. This is Mesopotamia. The telltale narrow neck of where the Euphrates and Tigris rivers flow closest together looks like an entrance into Eden from this perspective. And it is. Between these two rivers is a place where everything needed to live is available in great abundance.
Who Broke the Timeline? Ancient Mesopotamian | Teaching Wiki
Who Broke the Timeline? Humans Due to Conscious Awareness Can Change the Color and Course of Consciousness | Image: Genolve
Suddenly, Yong Xing-li all on his own without any help from Ra understands these were the first cities of Sumer, simply from a different perspective. Each one beating to its own unique rhythm, its color, as it grew around its whirl. Just as individual cells clustered together to better meet the needs of daily existence, so too do civilizations. Just as simple creatures evolved digestive tracks to better capture, distribute, and discard energy, so too did civilizations. Their digestive track is simply on a different level of being the one created when man used his focused beam of conscious attention not just to scan for threats and opportunities in the external world but to scan his inner world too.
Who Broke the Timeline? The Invisible Force and Flow of Consciousness | Image: Genolve
Along the banks of the Euphrates, Yong Xing-li watches as colorful whirling clusters form along the riverโ€™s edge. To the north, near the narrow neck, yellow, rose, and turquoise whirls grow. To the south, near the mouth, baby blue, orange, and purple swirls grow. He watches as each whirl pulls different colored particles around it into its vortex. Blue particles of water disappear into the vortex. Green particles constantly flow into the whirl vanish. Brown particles dematerialize into the eddy. Red particles are pulled out of all the dominate color patterns dissipate in whirlpools.
Who Broke the Timeline? When Human Consciousness Swirls Together in the Same Direction, Cities and Civilizations Bloom | Image: Genolve
When he did this, a murky plane of unmanifested potential became visible. It is a vast plane full of strange feelings, nebulous dreams, terrifying possibilities, bone-chilling fears, shadowy ideas, half-baked notions, circular ruminations, stifling opinions, rigid convictions, and backwards-looking reflections. Using his beam of focused conscious attention, he could choose actions different than what nature would have made for him through his instinctual responses to happenings in the world. By combining this focused effort with others in this tribe, the collective effort was 10 times, 100 times, 10,000 times more powerful than the work of one man working alone.
Who Broke the Timeline? Choice Is a Consequence of Conscious Awareness | Image: Genolve
The more people used this ability together to accomplish collective action, the more synchronized their inner dialogues grew with everyone else. Talking to oneself is of course thinking. There is a natural beat or rhythm to thinking just as there is to a heartbeat, breathing, or between waking and sleeping states of consciousness. Shared language, customs, and routines synchronize an individualโ€™s thinking rhythm with the groupโ€™s rhythm. These group patterns are further colored by flourishes such as local idioms, beloved stories, and the type of humor enjoyed by the people.
Who Broke the Timeline? Ancient City | Image: Genolve
Getting everyone to flow in the same direction is harder, but there are lots of ways to encourage cooperative flow. Routines, rules, and laws are common practices to introduce and enforce conformity and a commonly agreed way of doing things. But far more powerful is shared beliefs. Nothing galvanizes a group of humans faster or stronger than shared beliefs that capture and store the peoplesโ€™ collective hopes and dreams as well as their nightmares and fears in a collective reservoir of potential. This reservoir serves as a source of energy upon which everyone can draw as they work together to make their hopes and dreams come true while keeping the fiendish, nightmarish possibilities at bay. Rites and rituals create a powerful spin that keeps everyone moving mostly in the same direction and this spin creates the vortex around which civilizations grow.
Who Broke the Timeline? Swirls of Light — Social Psychological Forces Holding Cities and Civilizations Together | Image: Genolve
Yong Xing-li knows the pale-yellow swirl furthest north near the narrow neck of the Euphrates and Tigris is the Sumerian city of Sippar. It swirls around its patron god Shamash, God of Sun and Light. Borsippa beats to turquoise while twirling around Nabu, God of Writing and Wisdom. Kish thumps to rose while rotating around Zababa, God of the Hunt. Downstream near the mouth of the Euphrates, Ur beats to baby blue while spinning around Nanna, Moon God and King of all Gods. Uruk reverberates to purple while whirling around Inanna, Goddess of Love. Eridu quivers to orange while spiraling around Enki, a trickster god.
Who Broke the Timeline? The Archaeologist
As each city grows bigger, smaller swirls grow and flow inside the bigger swirl creating complicated rosette patterns. From the center of these blooms of civilization emerge the patron god or goddess of each city. They have cow ears or baby goat horns or hair made of wheat emerge, symbols of the collective force that tamed wheat and barley, goats, and cows in service of the people. Buds of civilizations appear up and down the Tigris and Euphrates rivers and between them. Swirls even emerge in the mountains or far from rivers and streams as people unleash their collective intelligence to solve all sorts of problems of survival.
Who Broke the Timeline? Swirls of Light — the Invisible Forces Holding Societies and Civilizations Together | Animation: Genolve |Music: Mesopotamia – Mesopotamia – Rauschhaus โ™ช
Tendrils of trade, communication, culture, and technology grow between the blooming city-states of Sumer and other newly bloomed civilizations such as the Amorites, Elamites, and Gutians. Shimmering networks of trade and cooperation light up Mesopotamia with the glistening achievements of civilization. But a collective will can manifest evil as well as good. Such collective manifestation is also on par with the power of a Godโ€”the wrath of a God. Dark spots of conflict erupt along vital trading routes. Sippar wars with Borsippa. Uruk wars with Kish. At any one point in time during the 2,000 years Sumerian civilization controlled the region, they warred with each other almost as much as they warred with other nearby civilizations who infringed on their resources or land. The gentle, peaceful agrarian Gods and Goddesses who first emerged soon became adept in the art of war and grew fiercer features and powers.
King Sargon of Akkad
Who Broke the Timeline? Sargon The Great King Of Akkad |Ancient Origins
One dark yellow Amorite swirl far to north along the Tigris River grew bigger and bigger. It soon turned its tendrils of trade into ramparts of war conquering Sumerโ€™s rainbow-colored city-states and turning them into the dark yellow beat of king Sargon of Akkad. He is the first of the Sumerian kings, although he was an Amorite who spoke a different language, to conquer all the city-states of Sumer and bringing them under one rule. He is the first to establish an empire in Mesopotamia. The pulse of the Akkadian Empire dominates the Mesopotamia for 200 years.
Changing climate chips away at rigid structures imposed by the Akkadian Empire, which are further weaken by furious Gutians who descend from the Zagros Mountains attacking Akkadian outposts to reclaim their independence. The Empire falls, allowing erratic, unstable independent city-states to return to the Sumerian way.
The Gutian Invasion: What Really Caused the Fall of the Akkadian Empire?
Who Broke the Timeline? The Gutian Invasion: What Really Caused the Fall of the Akkadian Empire? |Ancient Origins
Trading networks reappear, but Sumer is a shadow of itself. New realities of empires mean city-states must learn how to bundle their strengths or fall prey to another ambitious ruler. Broken bits of the Akkadian-speaking empire reassemble into the Assyrians in the north and the Babylonians in the south. Elam forms as a power in the south, the Gutains galvanizes as a power in the east, the Hittites grow into a power in the north, and to the west Canaan and Palestine are forming into powers. And still further west, Egypt is growing as a fierce force that will soon need to be reckoned with.
Major states of the Bronze Age - Assyrians, Hittites, Babylonia, Mitanni, Egypt
Who Broke the Timeline? Major states of the Bronze Age – Assyrians, Hittites, Babylonia, Mitanni, Egypt | The Assyrian Empire and the New Babylonian Empire, Guest Hollow’s Whirlwind World History
Babylon is the first to take control of the Fertile Crescent under Hammurabiโ€™s hand. The Hittites conquer Babylon and extend their control into new territories into Asia Minor while Egypt gobbles up the lower half of the Fertile Crescent extending its empire all the way to the Euphrates River. Sea People attack the Hittites that make them vulnerable to the Assyrians who are rising as a formidable power. The Assyrians conquer the Hittites and the Egyptians too, creating the biggest and most ruthless empire yet. Nebuchadnezzar strikes back, conquering Assyria and claiming its empire for Babylon. Persia led by Cyrus the Great conquers the second Babylon empire, taking Mesopotamia and Egypt as well as adding parts of India and Greek Islands to create the Achaemenid Empire. It is now the biggest empire ever assembled and lasts for almost 600 years until Alexander the Great strikes back. He conquers Persia and claims its massive empire for Macedonian. Desiring even more land, he pushes deeper into India but does not get too far. He dies young and his mighty Macedonian Empire crumbles into smaller warring kingdoms, which leave the civilized western world sitting on the tip of a pin.
Who Broke the Timeline? Hammurabi’s Code and the Dust Storm | Animation: Genolve | Music: Ambient Arabian Oud – Middle Eastern Oud – Rafael Krux
The only way to get more land or resources in this part of the world is to conquer it. In three short centuries, the Roman does precisely that but not without some difficulties. The dust storm obliterates the colorful maps of moving particles, and it is just grey chaos storming around him and darker than ever.
Roman Empire in 117 CE
Who Broke the Timeline? Roman Empire in 117 CE | World History Encyclopedia
Yong Xing-li wonders what Ra plans to show him next or if he will show him anything else. The torrent of raging dust only seems to be growing stronger and darker. It pelts at his bubble shielding him from its abrasive edges that threaten to cut him into millions of tiny pieces as small as the swirling dust all around him. For a moment, heโ€™s not sure if heโ€™s in a dust storm or a deluge of formless, meaningless quanta and his bubble of space rapidly begins to recede.
Raโ€™s bodiless voice resounds not only in his diminishing bubble but everywhere outside of it. He asks, โ€œDo you ever wonder why manโ€™s timeline starts in the middle?โ€
Who Broke the Timeline? RA | Image: Genolve
โ€œNo Ra,โ€ Yong Xing-li replies growing ever more nervous as his bubble shrinks further and further now little bigger than his own body, โ€œIโ€™ve never really thought about it. Why does it start in the middle?โ€ He pushes ineffectively against the shrinking bubble to no avail. His little universe of calm and orderliness is about to be swallowed by dust when another distinctly different voice resounds that instantly reclaims all his lost standing and his bubble is restored.
Who Broke the Timeline? Talking Busts of Dust | Animation: Genolve | Music: Ambient Alchemy – Ambient Alchemy – Stella Synth โ™ช
โ€œItโ€™s because of me. It is my story that defined time. It is my story the marks year zero for all of humanity. I made the timeline start in the middle.โ€
Who Broke the Timeline? Bust of Dust, Caesar | Image: Genolve
As this strange new voice echoes away into the blowing grains of dust, the bust of Julius Caesar forms outside the edge of his bubble glaring at him. This bust of marble is very much alive. Yong Xing-li is very much at a loss of what to do for he has never in his life had to interact with just a head.
Another voice booms in the howling dust: โ€œNo, it is because of me. I am the one who put Spartacus down and nailed him and his 6,000 men to crosses along the Appain Way. I am the one who saved Rome from free fall. It is my story that defines time and divided it into before and after.โ€
Bust found in the Licinian Tombs in Rome, traditionally identified as Crassus
Who Broke the Timeline? Marcus Licinius Crassus | Bustย found in the Licinian Tombs in Rome, traditionally identified as Crassus | Wiki
To Julius Caesarโ€™s right, the marble bust of Marcus Lucinius Crassus, one of the richest men of Rome during his time forms from the dust. He is just as living and just as livid as Julius Caesar.
Another bodiless booms in the dust, laughing in disdain at the other two busts. โ€œYou both are wrong,โ€ the voice booms with contempt and scorn. โ€œIt is me who defies time and starts the timeline for the men to come. I am the one who rescued Rome from famine and hungry. I crossed the high seas defeating the pirates and confronting Mithridates of Pontus who was raising an army to strike at Rome in a weaken and vulnerable state. I marched my men through the Caucasus Mountains, redrawing the map for Rome and making the eastern Mediterranean Red for Rome.โ€
Bust of Pompey, copy of an original from 70โ€“60 BC, Venice National Archaeological Museum
Who Broke the Timeline? Pompey – Gnaeus Pompeius Magnus | Bust of Pompey, copy of an original from 70โ€“60 BC,ย Venice National Archaeological Museum | Wiki
To Julius Caesarโ€™s left, the marble bust of Pompey the Great forms from the swirling dust. One of the greatest military men of Romeโ€™s long history. His living arrogance hoovers over Julius and Crassus like a gloomy cloud.
โ€œYou both remain as deluded in death as you were in life,โ€ Julius retorts. โ€œYour head was cut off Crassus in the Battle of Carrhae and put on a stick that the Parthians used in Euripides play The Bacchae. And Pompey, your head was delivered to me on a platter after you went running yellow to Egypt where my friend Ptolemy XIII Theos Philopator, Pharaoh of Egypt, met you and cut off your head.โ€
โ€œAnd you were stabbed 23 times and bled to death on the Senate floor not more than 2 years later,โ€ a booming voice of three resounds making Yong Xing-li spin around on his heels to see three more marble busts materializing from the dust. It is none other than Marcus Antonius better known as Mark Antony, Marcus Aemilius Lepidus, and Caesarโ€™s grandnephew and adopted son, Gaius Julius Caesar Octavianus better known as Octavian.
Octavius (Caesar Augustus), Lepidus, Marc Antony
Who Broke the Timeline? Busts of Second Triumvirate | Octavius (Caesar Augustus), Lepidus, Marc Antony | From Octavian to Augustus: A Republic Ends Itself in a Power-Grab |Brewminate
In unison they boom, โ€œIt is I who avenged you and serve as the marker dividing time from before to after,โ€ though the tone of each man is clear; he alone did it.
These are the men of the Second Triumvirate who play the sentiment of the people of Rome so finely, it turns forever away from its founding as a Republic and into an Empire that shreds and dominates Western Civilization for centuries to come.
The six busts stare and glare at each other in such defiant domination Yong Xing-li is sure their glowering stare will crack his fragile bubble into millions of pieces, and he will be swallowed once again in the ravenous dust storm that he is certain he will not survive.
Pompey, Caesar, Crassus
Who Broke the Timeline? First Triumvirate – Pompey, Caesar, Crassus |The Impact
Mark Antony, Lepidus, and Octavian
Who Broke the Timeline? Second Triumvirateย  | Strategic alliance formed in the 1st century BC by Mark Antony, Lepidus, and Octavian | Coins
Then a soft and beautiful glowing light appears above his bubble and a man appearing in the center of the light holding a lamb in one arm and a Shepardโ€™s crook in his other hand. Without moving his lips, he says, โ€œIโ€™m afraid it is I who created a rift in the timeline.โ€
Jesus Holding A Lamb By Layne Haacke (for sale)
Who Broke the Timeline? Jesus Holding A Lamb By Layne Haacke (for sale)
No sooner than these words are conveyed to Yong Xing-li, than a tremendous earthquake shakes the ground upon which he stands opening a tremendous rift that extends down and down and down to who knows where. Yong Xing-li barely jumps to one side in time.
From the depths of this dark fissure in the Earth the most menacing voice Yong Xing-li has ever heard thunders up from the darkness along with two piecing points of glowing green eyes, โ€œIt is all my doing. I created the schism in time.โ€
How did the serpent of Eden become Satan?
Who Broke the Timeline? How did the serpent of Eden become Satan? By Samuel Farrugia
A decidedly repulsive creature crawls from the gapping cavity and wraps its long snake-like body around Yong Xing-liโ€™s legs and body, placing its hideous head face to face with his head. Itโ€™s breath reeks of the dead and dying of a million, billion, trillion beings.
Serpent Genolve
Who Broke the Timeline? Serpent |Image: Genolve
Yong Xing-li is about to pass out when the whole shebang disappears, and he is simply standing on a hill looking out over the Isthmus of Suez again. Raโ€™s familiar, gentle voice returns.
There was most certainly a countdown during this time, but truth is always much richer and more complex than one manโ€™s ego. What is for certain, the currents of power fluctuating wildly during this time set in motion a wave so powerful it would eventually envelope the entire globe in a spirit of rage and revenge that echoes into this very moment.
I have made a library for you pursue at your leisure for the human mind has evolved as such to only be convinced of things if it has verified and checked them out for itself.  That is of course if it is still individualized.  The collective mind is a different animal.  With its power and might to conduct actions in the world once reserved to the gods, it remains feeble and afraid deferring its right to decide to the majority.
We explore just three more Ruthless Rulers arising in the flows and counter flows of Western Civilization. The rest I leave for you to discover what the others did in the name of seeking the power and glory.

Excerpt from Sapience: The Moment Is Now, all rights reserved.


Feature Archetypal Animation

Who Broke the Timeline? Feature Animation | Who Broke the Timeline? |Music: Ultra Facial! – 036 – james K โ™ชโ™ชโ™ช | Animation: Genolve

Heaven And Hell: Merging the Divine & Damned Dimensions of Being

Heaven And Hell Are Not What Jesus Preached,” Religion Scholar, Bart Ehrman, said during an interview with Terry Gross on Fresh Air about the end of March of 2020. Bart Ehrman talked about how the ideas of eternal rewards and punishments are not found in the Old Testament or in the teachings of Jesus. He was discussing his new book Heaven and Hell: A History of the Afterlife when at about 36 minutes in he mentioned the End Times. Ehrman said that so many people were talking about how we we all living though the End Times now (i.e., the time of Coronavirus). However, Ehrman points out people have always thought the hard times they were enduring were the End Times. In reality, it was usually due to man’s stupidity.

This is not exactly what Ehrman said. He phrased it much more elegantly than I have paraphrased it, but what he said reminded me of two recent encounters with this idea of man’s stupidity. The first time occurred 2 days before Christmas when my beloved dog died suddenly and unexpectedly in my arms. She had been bleeding internally, but I had missed all the signs. As I stood over her dead body, stroking her soft chocolate hair, I said over and over, “We were so stupid, so stupid, so stupid…”, meaning myself for I knew I had missed all the signs that might have saved her life.

I encountered it again in February, as the gravity of the Coronavirus was sinking in around the world. At this time, terrible reports were coming out of Italy, which had quickly become the epicenter of the novel Coronavirus that was making its way around the world. I was listening to an interview on the BBC with an Italian Emergency Room doctor who said, “Man was stupid in dealing with this disease. We let whole families come in with their loved one who got infected themselves and then spread it far and wide.”

Again, this is not an exact quote, but what the doctor was expressing echoed my own sentiments about my stupidity in the death of my beloved dog. And now Bart Ehrman was expressing this idea with Terry Gross. I haven’t learned much in life, but I have learned to pay attention when things happen in threes.


Heaven And Hell: In the Wake of Death, I Found Comfort in Alan Watts

In the wake of my dog’s death, I had found comfort listening to Alan Watts who often danced around the idea of man’s stupidity in his lectures. In this particular string of 3s, I remembered a particularly memorable tangent he had taken in one lecture. Watts was famous for veering off on tangents in his lectures, but he always linked them back to his main points. Before veering off on this tangent, Watts had discussed the limits of man’s thinking.

Watts artfully drew his audience’s attention to the thing behind the eyes looking out onto the world–asking his audience: “What is the thing that lies behind the eyes?”

Then, Watts answered his own question by saying: “It is the thing we cannot think or perceive or name. It is the nothingness from which all form has risen.”

Heaven And Hell: Watts and His Riddles

Watts’ lectures were full of riddles he attempted to explain through stories, thus the reason for his tangents. In this lecture, Watts veers into this tangential story in this way:

“…the farthest we can go in thinking about nothing [is a question…to try and get to the root of the matter]. Let me put this in another way. The world is formed, [and] now you cannot look for the origin of form in form because what you would get then would be maybe a universe where you couldn’t make out any form at all. [This is] because of us [because of our thinking] so much of it would be like writing a letter on top of a newspaper, and then putting a picture over that, and then doing something else until there wasn’t a single square millimeter of paper left of blank paper! Nobody could read anything. One can read, one can see form, one can see the world because [there is] emptiness: Emptiness [is] the mother of form.”

Watts goes on to talk about how people are really just rascals at their core, playing games and tricking each other. He told the audience he was doing that to them Now. He had hoaxed them all into coming to hear him that night. It was a trap, but he was going to make it an entertaining trap, so they wouldn’t feel so badly about it. He continues talking about how all of life is participating in this game: “The water is going around all day going tttt tttt. The fish and ducks are doing the same going dddd dddd.” Then he gets to the outrage people natural feel upon hearing this, “Well, what do mean we are all just fiddling around…and this is only a game?!”

This is where he gets to his really interesting tangent for he has anticipated the audience’s question: “What do mean life is a game?” And, he answers it for them: “Well, what did you want? Didn’t you want a game? Did you want it to be serious in the end?”

Heaven And Hell: The Van Eyck Tangent

Watts continues saying:

“What I mean think about the question. What kind of a thing would you like God to be what would you like to do for eternity? Really, here is young Van Eyck who paints the eschatological picture of the Last Judgement. What a strange man he must have been where we have heaven above and hell below…and in heaven, here’s God the Father Godthe Son God the Holy Ghost all there together and Virgin Mary and the apostles and they’re all sitting in committee, and they have an aisle you know just like in church. And there they are facing each other. and they’re all sitting there very solidly. I don’t know what it’s about…but below [them] right at the end of the aisle you [can] see where all these apostles are sitting is [the archangel Michael.]”

Heaven And Hell: Van Eyck

“Isn’t Michael a rather gorgeous figure in beautiful armor with wings and underneath him is a bat winged skull and beneath those bat wings are all [mannar of] horror let loose. Michael is about to squash that skull. See [there] with his sword. But below whoow! There are nude bodies some of them pretty comely. They’re all squirming in there, and they’re being eaten by worms, and they are eating the worms, and there’s a kind of a mush. It’s like the sort of situation you find when you turn up a big rock and there’s all that going on underneath.”

“Now, there’s no question whatever the van Eyck the painter had more fun painting that part of the picture [than the top part!] So [it was] the same way with [many of the great painters of those times] they painted every kind of weird surrealistic deviltry going on and they really loved it but they couldn’t admit it…”

Watts goes on, of course, but that’s another story. To me, the crux of what Watts was conveying in this lecture was our inherent ability as human beings to be stupid simply because we are not paying attention to all of who we are as living beings. When something bad happens, we may not consciously think of feel that we have chosen this thing or that thing to happen in our lives, but if one settles… to really sinks down into the fullness of who one really is… there is something else entirely going on within us. All that stuff going underneath that rock we just have not gotten around to turning up inside our psyche.

Heaven And Hell: Links Related to this Story

For the FreshAir interview, go to link below:

Heaven And Hell: https://www.npr.org/2020/03/31/824479587/heaven-and-hell-are-not-what-jesus-preached-religion-scholar-says?fbclid=IwAR3QqeAiq9QWsaOKm7PSEgcf9UIXOoTra_A7tvBvIwp7PMMDOjlq8TlnraQ

For the Alan Watts lecture, go to:

Heaven And Hell: Postscript

I first scribbled this post in a Facebook group where not very many members found it particularly interesting. However, a couple members commented, and one member in particular commented and extended some of Watts thinking, which I will share a little bit below, referring this member as GG and to myself as Bรฉbรฉ.


GG: “If I remember rightly, Alan Watts made the point about what you would do for an eternity, connecting it to the idea that the universe is โ€œplaying hide and seek with its selfโ€.

I have contemplated a lot on infinity and eternity during the last few years, since this seems to be the basic deal, that whatever it is we are a part of it could never have begun but must have been going on forever. Since there is movement inwards and outwards ( this seems somehow even like the basic architecture of timespace: a movement inwards and a movement outwards which at every point is always meeting, and thus giving rise to complex and strange kinds of forms ) this also points towards a truly infinite world also in extension, as well as in depth. All our experience also points towards this: we never see an end to life, everywhere there is movement and transformation and events happening, we see neither the smallest nor largest units, there always seems to be more. Physics becomes increasingly exotic, as does mathematics, as does psychology, the more we learn. And so on and so forth, this pattern can be seen everywhere, and it all points towards this infinite eternal multidimensional manifold where for some reason there is even mind and consciousness and experience. 

This being the ground of my being, I have wondered, if I could have my greatest wish fulfilled, what would it be?

And the best I have come up with so far, is I would really enjoy to be able to shape shift between all possible and imaginable lifeforms, in such an infinitely large as well as deep space, forever. To live forever, and also live as all possible lifeforms, and thus see and know and experience reality from all possible angles.

The suggestion from Watts that the universe is playing hide and seek with itself might be that this is actually what is happening, and this is the reason why beings are born without strong memories of where they come from, go through an enormous drama of birth and living and death, experience an inner yearning and nostalgia for something timeless and unchanging, until eventually again becoming united with the ultimate source.

The Multiuniverse is among the cosmologically popular explanations for what was before the big bang, this also assumed to be infinite and eternal, along with this exists other models of something more sequential, but even here the main theme is that it never begun and never can end and always have been and will be ongoing. 

With this in mind: Is the Multiverse yet another name for God?

It seems clear that both God and the Multiverse share the basic characteristics: forever having existed, full of life in all directions, endless potentiality for new form to arise within it, processes of evolution and learning, and of course intelligent conscious life with self-awareness on a variety of scales and levels. If we assume there are even more intelligent lifeforms than ourselves somewhere in this infinity, or simply assume that evolution of intelligence is a possibility, then this already implies that this possibility has been fulfilled forever ago. 

Therefore, both God and Multiverse is a myth of something that contains SUPERINTELLIGENCE and contains as much of it as anyone could like, it having always been a part of the package: the highest possible intelligence forever ago realized and an inherent part of our existence.

Watts indicates that such a superintelligence may be quite playful, feeling in its roots completely secure in its never ending foundations, there might be good reasons to play some games in the meanwhile for nothing other than the pure fun of it, even play some extreme drama, and even pretending to not remember ones origin, searching to come back to it, and since knowing that we have all the time in the world to find the thread back, eventually succeeding. Once again.

That would explain a lot!” ๐Ÿ™‚


Bรฉbรฉ : “You are absolutely right! That is exactly what Watts says–the universe is playing a game of hide and seek. 

It is a mind warping idea, especially for us living in Western Civilization that does a pretty good job crushing most minds to accept the collective norms of this civilization. Jรผrgen Hornschuh writes about this a lot, but I believe he is taking a break from this platform as he lives in India and this country is in a massive shut down now.

Where you ask yourself… I have wondered, if I could have my greatest wish fulfilled, what would it be?

How you answer is exactly what Watts says… you would be you doing you right Here & Now. I will attach a song that incorporates this in their music.

Then, you ask: With this in mind: is the Multiverse yet another name for God?

I think you may be right! Have you heard Watts’ lectures about this idea of a super intelligent universe? I can try to find it for you. I was listening to it just before we went into shut down here in VA, so now for whatever reason, I am just not listening to Watts… just trying to feel into what I have heard over the last 2 months of listening. In several of his lectures, he talks about the Earth peopling just like an apple tree apples… and this would not occur in a stupid universe as we have been taught to believe that the universe is a mindless machine… he says that is as crazy an idea of a man with a white beard sitting up on high ruling over heavens and earth… Watts did piss off a lot of people with his ideas… he was a myth burster… but really he was teaching people to release their minds for the boxes of thought we have trapped ourselves inside.

Thank you so much for responding!” โค๏ธ


GG: โ€œWe are something the universe is doingโ€ is another idea which when hearing it sounds perfectly reasonable, yet involves such a change from the habitual point of view, a change towards feeling more as a part of the great whole. For me this feeling of being part of the great whole brings a lot of peace, while also makes it all seem so much richer and more interesting. We who live today sure have an enormous gift in the sense of how we can listen to the voice of some of these great masters all the way to our living rooms. Just listening to wise people like Alan Watts, contemplating it and using it as a mirror to reflect back on ones own life, this is a kind of food for the soul.” ๐Ÿ™‚


Bรฉbรฉ : “I have been reflecting on your previous comment of if we are eternal energies that your wish might be to be and experience as many forms of being as possible, and I think that would be my wish too. Even the scary ones… I supposed… though that seems insane really! This short song, which is not the lecture that I still need to find, hints at this.

And, yes, Watts goes back to this idea again and again about we are what the universe is doing. It is a beautiful idea. I think I am incubating it right now for the new material I am adding to my story… this the universe is doing man, just as man is doing the universe at the point of Here & Now… I find this so deeply comforting some how.”


GG: “Some of this may move into the realms of speculation but it has been on my mind a lot for several years.

Lets say we accept that the universe is ultimately eternal and life has existed forever. That something like big bang would be yet another moment of change, yet part of something larger pre-existing it, also part of something larger pre-existing it…forever. So some kind of action, movement, transformation happening forever.

Lets also say we believe there is such a thing as evolution. That under some circumstances, life progresses in stages and ascends levels, which means a process of increasing awareness, intelligence, ability, understanding. Learning. We can all relate to this during our own life, some things do evolve, learning and maturation does happen.

Lets also assume there are higher levels of intelligence, awareness, consciousness than humans have known so far. Much points towards this. It seems very unlikely that we are at the top of the evolutionary ladder. More likely that there are enormously much higher levels.

All this seems to me as highly probably true. That the universe could begin out of nothing, for no reason at all, seems like the most impossible of all possible impossibilities! That evolution happens is supported by all our experience. That there are higher undiscovered levels seems overwhelmingly likely. 

If this is true, must it then not by necessity be true that Superintelligent life which has evolved to the highest possible levels, has also existed forever? And evolved and developed forever? And created new versions of itself forever?

Then the universe as a whole would indeed be superintelligent. And these higher levels, and dare I say these far more advanced Beings, might be an inherent part of timespace itself. So that all the talk about spirits and angels and gods and entities, are all true, only that the whole truth is exponentially wilder still?

This would explain a lot. I can not see any weaknesses in this reasoning. If we do live within eternal action, there is consciousness, there is evolution, then the highest possible results of this evolution must be expected to always have been a part of this action, at every place where life and consciousness and evolution is taking place.

All this points towards humans having enormously great possibilities if we can somehow get in contact with these higher powers and get help from them.”


Bรฉbรฉ : “I think everything you say is most definitely, highly likely… I agree with all you have said… we each can help evolve and reach higher levels of consciousness by developing ourself. Alan Watts found Buddhism and Hinduism to provide the most helpful daily practices and narratives to possibly do this. But, Watts would always say that it is an individual journey and everything he said should be taken as a story and a form of entertainment. He always nudged his audiences to do their own thinking and make their own conclusions, which is what you do so well Glenn!


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Consciousness Warriors are individuals who choose awareness over illusion, truth over propaganda, and inner discipline over unconscious reaction. They are not defined by violence or domination, but by the courage to confront deception within themselves and in the world around them. Drawing strength from self-knowledge, compassion, reason, and moral clarity, they stand firm when collective fear, greed, or authoritarian currents attempt to sweep society into darkness. A Consciousness Warrior recognizes that the real battlefield of our time is psychological, cultural, and spiritual: the struggle for attention, meaning, and human dignity. They resist becoming machine-like servants of systems built on manipulation, and instead work to awaken others through example, creativity, courage, and conscious action. In every age of confusion, these are the people who help turn the tide.

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Since 2012, I have worked on a story that I hope (with help from dear friends) will be available this year as a self-published work. As I sunk deeper into this story and discovered more of its terrain, I came to know the Warrior-Priestesses. I was working on the story of the 4th Warrior-Priestess, Slรกine (a name from Viking lore) when tragedy befell my family. Now, as I work my way back from this tragedy, I illustrated and summarized some of the story of Slรกine. It is these shorts that will follow. As I did this work, I learned about the work of Margret Wheatley and her idea about Warriors for the Human Spirit. Though my work is fiction, its message is about consciousness, climate change, and the gap we collectively stand in Now where the choice is clear: Do we continue to proceed on our current path that is bringing us ever closer to the cliff created by deepening divides between beliefs and the haves and have nots or do we see beyond our current systems and structures and choose something wiser, more compassionate, and sustainable?

Margret says about the warrior training she provides: “Warriors for the Human Spirit are awake human beings who have chosen not to flee. They abide. They serve as beacons of an ancient story that tells of the goodness and generosity and creativity of humanity. You can identify them by their cheerfulness. You will know them by their compassion. When asked how they do it they will tell you about discipline, dedication and the necessity of community. — Warrior in Training

I believe we’ve had such humans among us since the beginning of humanity. Now, we stand at a crossroads where we must choose who we are and what we will do, and we need these warriors again in great numbers. This is where story and storytelling are infinitely important in helping us see around corners and imagine different futures (different realities). This type of knowledge is needed Now to help us make better choices in our Here and Now for it is our capacity to imagine that helped humanity become the tool makers and bio-geo engineers of our world that has allowed us to transform our planet through technology and the creation of societies driven by economics. Much good has come from all this, but also bad, and along the way we seem to have discarded or forgotten something essential in ourselves—the more ancient ways of being in the world and wisdom needed to live sustainably and compassionately with each other and all life. But, we are the New Ancient’s rising today. And we can learn once again how to swim in the deeper waters of our consciousness for we have inside ourselves the new stories needed to create a better, more sustainable future (reality). I believe we can reclaim these lost parts of ourselves where wisdom waits patiently.