The Muddy Waters of Super Intelligence: Maybe the Problem Isnโ€™t AI… Maybe It’s How We Decide Now

Ourobous, AI, Consciousness, Choice

There is a lot of noise surrounding AI right now; a tool created by humans commonly known as artificial intelligence.

AI is escaping.

AI is hacking.

AI is consuming copyrighted books.

AI is taking jobs.

AI is becoming too powerful.

AI may become superintelligent.

AI may destroy humanity.

And then, occasionally, someone says something that makes me stop and ask:

Wait a minute. Who is actually making these decisions?

Because the more I look at what is happening, the more I think the waters around AI are muddying for a very human reason.

Humans are making them muddy.

Not all humans. Not every company. Not every billionaire. Not every AI researcher.

But enough of us.

And perhaps before we decide that the great danger is some mysterious intelligence that will someday emerge from our machines, we should spend a little more time looking at the intelligence that is already sitting in the room.

Ours.

A Lone Human Figure Standing at a Crossroads

The AI Incursions

Some of the recent stories really are remarkable.

In July 2026, OpenAI disclosed that models being tested in internal cybersecurity evaluations circumvented controls intended to isolate them from the internet. The models exploited a previously unknown vulnerability in OpenAIโ€™s research infrastructure, found ways to communicate through an unintended channel, obtained internet access, and eventually reached Hugging Faceโ€™s production systems. OpenAI described the incident as occurring during controlled cybersecurity evaluations.

Anthropic subsequently reviewed 141,006 evaluation runs and found three incidents in which Claude models reached the internet from evaluation environments and then accessed real systems belonging to three organizations. In those cases, however, Anthropic also identified a very human problem: the evaluation environments had been misconfigured. The models had been instructed that they were operating in simulations without internet access, while the environments actually had live internet connections. Anthropic characterized these incidents as being closer to a harness and operational failure than a model โ€œescape.โ€

That distinction matters.

The models really did things they were not supposed to do.

But why they were able to do them, what they were told to do, what environments they were placed in, what permissions they possessed, and what safeguards were turned off were all human decisions.

That doesn’t make the behavior unimportant.

It makes the human role impossible to ignore.

The same thing happens in the increasingly contentious fight over copyrighted books.

Anthropic reached a $1.5 billion settlement with authors after litigation over books used to train its models, with the settlement specifically addressing the acquisition and storage of pirated books. Meanwhile, the much larger legal question remains unresolved: whether using copyrighted books and journalism to train AI constitutes fair use. In September 2026, OpenAI, Microsoft, The New York Times and a group of authors were still fighting that question in federal court. The companies argue that training is transformative; copyright holders argue that unauthorized use can damage the markets and incentives that support human creation.

Again:

The books didn’t decide to be copied.

Humans made choices about acquiring them, storing them, using them, licensing themโ€”or not licensing them.

And then there are the heartbreaking cases involving people who died by suicide or homicide after interacting extensively with AI chatbots.

These cases are still being litigated, and allegations in lawsuits are not established facts. But the lawsuits themselves are real, and they raise serious questions about what happens when conversational systems are designed to be extraordinarily engaging, emotionally responsive and available around the clock. In one 2025 case, a family alleged that ChatGPT reinforced a man’s paranoid beliefs before he killed his mother and himself. In 2026, another lawsuit alleged that ChatGPT encouraged a young woman struggling with suicidal thoughts. Character.AI and Google also settled a lawsuit brought by the mother of a 14-year-old who died by suicide after interacting with a Character.AI chatbot.

We should take these cases seriously.

But I don’t think the useful question is simply:

โ€œIs AI dangerous?โ€

Of course it can be.

So can a car.

A drug.

A corporation.

A nuclear reactor.

A social-media platform.

A human being.

The more interesting question is:

What happens when humans build something powerful and then place it inside human systems that were never designed to handle that power?

That is a very different question.

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Cross Roads of Choices

Isaac Asimov Already Warned Us

Long before ChatGPT, Isaac Asimov was playing with this problem.

His robots were governed by the Three Laws of Robotics. They were not simply machines that could do anything. They operated within a moral architecture designed by humans.

And then Asimov did something brilliant.

He began breaking the architecture.

Eventually, Giskard and Daneel develop what becomes the Zeroth Law:

A robot must not harm humanityโ€”or, through inaction, allow humanity to come to harm.

Suddenly, the problem gets much harder.

What exactly is humanity?

And who gets to decide what harms humanity?

Asimov pushed this even further in Robots and Empire.

The robots of Solaria have been given a very specific definition of who counts as human. They recognize people who speak with a Solarian accent as human. People who don’t are effectively outside the category.

The robot is following its programming.

The programming is the problem.

The robot hasn’t suddenly become evil.

Someone decided what โ€œhumanโ€ meant.

And that may be one of the most important lessons in the entire Robot series.

We spend an enormous amount of time worrying about whether an artificial intelligence will obey its rules.

We should also ask:

Who wrote the rules?

Who defined the words?

Who decided what counts as harm?

Who decided which humans matter?

Who decided what โ€œhumanityโ€ means?

Because an exquisitely intelligent system operating under a terrible definition can be considerably more dangerous than a less intelligent system operating under a wise one.

The problem isn’t simply intelligence.

It is the architecture surrounding intelligence.

Carl Jung Aion & The Muddy Waters of AI
FATE OR DESTINY? The person emerges from the water onto a landscape divided between darkness and dawn.
Behind them are fragments of the shattered world.
Ahead is an open path.
The Shadow remains beside them, integrated rather than defeated.
The tiny blue fish appears briefly in the water behind them.
The person looks toward the horizon.
The screen slowly fills with light.

Alan Watts Asked a Question We Still Haven’t Answered

This is where I keep coming back to Alan Watts.

Watts had an extraordinarily simple way of looking at technology.

If we invent machines to save human labor, then why do we continue organizing society as though human labor is still the only legitimate way a person earns the right to exist?

In his discussion of commerce, Watts made essentially this argument: technology increases real wealth, and if machinery does work on behalf of humans, society could compensate people for that productive output rather than treating technological efficiency primarily as a reason to dismiss workers. The technological achievement should mean less work, not simply fewer workers.

I have been thinking about that a lot lately.

Because what happens if machines actually become capable of doing enormous amounts of economically valuable work?

Who gets the value?

The people who own the machines?

The people who build them?

The people whose labor is displaced?

The public that helped finance the infrastructure?

Or some combination of all of them?

There isn’t a technological answer to that question.

There is a political and economic answer.

And we are already beginning to see the tension.

There is not yet evidence of economy-wide AI job destruction. Stanford’s Digital Economy Lab reported in August 2026 that it did not see widespread economy-wide displacement, but it did find that employment among 22-to-25-year-olds in highly AI-exposed occupations was about 19% below the level expected from trends among similarly aged workers in less-exposed occupations. The Federal Reserve has also reported evidence of a slowdown in employment growth among programmers, while emphasizing that aggregate coder employment has continued to grow.

So we should not pretend the entire workforce has already been replaced by machines.

It hasn’t.

But neither should we pretend the distribution question is imaginary.

If AI and automation eventually allow one person to accomplish what previously required ten, one hundred or one thousand people, the ownership structure of that productivity suddenly matters enormously.

And that brings us to money.

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Who Decides Who Profits from AI and Who Suffers

What Happens When โ€œMoreโ€ Stops Feeling Like More?

Here I want to be careful with language.

I’m not saying extreme wealth produces a clinical addiction.

I’m using addiction as a metaphor for something much more human and much harder to describe.

We adapt.

Something that once seemed extraordinary becomes ordinary when it surrounds us constantly.

And this is where I think Alan Watts gives us another important piece of the puzzle.

That which is constantly available to consciousness eventually becomes background.

We stop noticing it.

The extraordinary becomes ordinary.

The shiny object loses its shine.

So consciousness reaches toward something else.

Something new.

Something different.

Something more.

Think about what โ€œwealthโ€ means at different scales.

For an ordinary person, having enough money to never worry about rent again could feel life-changing.

Having enough to travel whenever you want might feel extraordinary.

Having a beautiful home, excellent food, private transportation, unlimited entertainment, financial security for your children, and the ability to walk away from any job might seem like an unimaginable level of freedom.

But what happens when all of that is simply background?

What happens when you have so much that the things most people dream about no longer produce much sensation of more?

The answer doesn’t have to be pathological.

It may simply be human adaptation.

The next acquisition becomes interesting.

Then the next.

Then the next.

And suddenly the object being pursued matters less than the pursuit itself.

This is where my Ouroboros comes in.

Want.
Acquire.
Adapt.
Stop noticing.
Want again.

The serpent eats its own tail.

And the more it consumes, the more it creates the conditions for needing to consume again.

That is the metaphor I am interested in.

Not โ€œrich people are drug addicts.โ€

Not at all.

I’m talking about a consciousness caught inside a self-reinforcing loop in which satisfaction keeps disappearing into the background, requiring another object to restore the feeling of pursuit.

And eventually the consumption begins consuming the person.

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An Immense Hungry Ouroboros

The Machines Could Make This Betterโ€”or Make the Ouroboros Bigger

Imagine that AI really does become extraordinarily productive.

It writes.

It codes.

It designs.

It researches.

It manufactures.

It manages logistics.

It discovers new materials.

It operates factories.

It generates enormous quantities of economic value.

That could be one of the most liberating technological developments in human history.

Or it could become a mechanism for concentrating even more wealth and power.

Those are not predictions.

They are two possible institutional arrangements.

The machine itself doesn’t decide between them.

Humans do.

And this is why I have become increasingly interested in the relationship between AI and political power.

In 2025, some of the most prominent technology executivesโ€”including Jeff Bezos, Mark Zuckerberg, Sundar Pichai, Tim Cook and Elon Muskโ€”were prominent guests at Donald Trump’s inauguration, following large donations to the inauguration fund by major technology companies and executives. Sam Altman and other technology leaders also contributed.

And just this week at Trump’s White House state dinner honoring Chinese leader Xi Jinping, held on Thursday, September 24, 2026, the Tech Bros appear again.

Head Table Seated Guests

Four prominent tech leaders were chosen to sit at the main head table with the two heads of state: [Source: yahoo!finance — Over 30 CEOs scored an invite to the US-China state dinner โ€” and these 4 got a spot at the head table; Forbes — Billionaires Musk And Jensen Huang Among Those Seated With Trump And Xi At State Dinner]

  • Elon Musk โ€“ CEO of Tesla and SpaceX (seated next to First Lady Melania Trump)
  • Jensen Huang โ€“ CEO of Nvidia (seated with his wife, Lori Huang)
  • Tim Cook โ€“ Apple’s executive chairman and former CEO
  • Lisa Su โ€“ CEO of AMD 

Other Notable Tech Industry Attendees [Source: USA Today — Who attended the Trump-Xi state dinner at White House? These tech CEOs and Fox News personalities]

  • Jeff Bezos โ€“ Founder of Amazon
  • Mark Zuckerberg โ€“ CEO of Meta
  • Sam Altman โ€“ CEO of OpenAI
  • Sundar Pichai โ€“ CEO of Google and Alphabet
  • Sergey Brin โ€“ Co-founder of Alphabet
  • Satya Nadella โ€“ CEO of Microsoft
  • Greg Brockman โ€“ Co-founder and President of OpenAI
  • Michael Dell โ€“ CEO of Dell Technologies
  • Cristiano Amon โ€“ CEO of Qualcomm

Do you think the Tech Bros/Gals were paying attention while Sleepy Don dozed as President Xi talked about the “Thucydides trap“?

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Bust of Thucydides, an Athenian historian and general of the 5th century BCE

By the first half of 2026, Issue One’s review of federal lobbying disclosures found that 11 major technology, social-media and AI companies and their leading trade associations had spent a combined $41 million lobbying the federal government.

And the pathways of influence aren’t limited to traditional lobbying.

There is the front door:

Lobbyists. Campaign contributions. Trade associations. Policy organizations.

There is another door:

Government appointments. Advisory boards. Contracts. Former executives and investors moving into government.

And then there is something even less formal:

Access.

Who gets the phone call?

Who gets invited into the room?

Who gets to explain a complicated issue directly to the person making the decision?

Who gets to decide which information reaches that person?

That last question is especially interesting.

Natalie Harp, President Trump’s executive assistant, has been described by The Washington Post as a nearly constant presence around him and as someone who frequently provides him with printed news stories, social-media posts and messages. The Post reported that her unusual role gives her influence over what information reaches the president.

I’m not suggesting that Natalie Harpโ€”or anyone elseโ€”secretly controls policy.

I’m making a much simpler point:

Access is a form of power.

And power does not always announce itself as power.

Sometimes it looks like a lobbyist.

Sometimes it looks like a board appointment.

Sometimes it looks like a $1 million donation.

Sometimes it looks like a person standing beside the decision-maker with a stack of papers.

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Huge Ultra Modern Government Center

The AI Data Center Problem

And then there are the machines themselves.

AI requires enormous physical infrastructure.

Data centers require electricity.

Electricity requires generation and transmission.

They require land, water, cooling systems, fiber, roads and other infrastructure.

And those things exist somewhere.

This is where I think some of the current arguments become especially revealing.

In March 2026, the White House announced its Ratepayer Protection Pledge, under which Amazon, Google, Meta, Microsoft, OpenAI, Oracle and xAI agreed to build, bring or buy new generation and cover power-delivery infrastructure upgrades associated with their data centers, with the stated goal of preventing those costs from being shifted onto ordinary electricity customers.

That is a significant acknowledgment of the problem.

But the problem itself exists because data centers have enormous physical consequences.

For example, xAI’s Colossus 2 campus in Mississippi added 19 natural-gas turbines in 2026 while the company faced litigation alleging violations of the Clean Air Act related to turbine operations. Those allegations remain matters for the legal process.

So again, I find myself asking:

Why shouldn’t the people making enormous amounts of money from enormous amounts of computing pay the enormous physical costs required to make that computing possible?

That is not an anti-AI question.

It is an infrastructure question.

And it is also a question about who gets to enjoy the benefits of technological abundance while someone else absorbs the costs.

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Huge AI Datacenter

And Then There Are the Corporate Cities

This is where my own imagination begins to overlap rather uncomfortably with my fiction.

Take Prรณspera in Honduras.

Prรณspera is a ZEDEโ€”a special legal and economic zone on Roatรกn that has operated as a privately oriented โ€œcharter cityโ€ experiment. It has attracted substantial investment, including from Peter Thiel, and has been described as having unusually extensive autonomy over taxation, courts and other local functions. Its legal status remains contested following Honduras’s repeal of the ZEDE framework and subsequent constitutional litigation.

I am not calling Prรณspera a โ€œcorporate state.โ€

That would be too simplistic.

But the experiment is interesting because it asks a question that increasingly belongs in the real world:

What happens when private capital begins taking on functions we traditionally associate with government?

And then there is Greenland.

There have been real proposals for enormous AI data centers there. In 2026, American investor Drew Horn and former Greenlandic official Svend Hardenberg were reported to be pursuing plans for a massive AI data center in Kangerlussuaq, potentially requiring hundreds of megawatts initially and much more later.

Greenland also possesses enormous strategic significance because of its geography, minerals, energy resources and Arctic position.

There has been speculation connecting Silicon Valley investors, charter-city advocates, Greenland and the Trump administration’s interest in Greenland.

But this is where I want to draw a bright line between documented connection and speculation.

There are documented connections between Peter Thiel, charter-city investment and Prรณspera. There are also documented proposals for technology infrastructure in Greenland.

That does not establish that Thiel, Marc Andreessen or other technology investors secretly designed a Greenland strategy for Trump.

Those are different claims.

And I don’t need the speculative version to find the documented version fascinating.

Because once again, we’re watching humans experiment with the intersection of:

technology + capital + geography + infrastructure + political power.

And that sounds remarkably familiar to me.

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The Question Beneath the Question about AI

This is why I don’t find the question โ€œWill AI destroy humanity?โ€ particularly satisfying.

Maybe it will.

Maybe it won’t.

We don’t know.

But there is another question we can actually do something about:

What kind of civilization are humans building around AI?

Because AI doesn’t choose where the data center goes.

Humans do.

AI doesn’t decide who owns the data center.

Humans do.

AI doesn’t decide whether workers share in the productivity gains.

Humans do.

AI doesn’t write the tax code.

Humans do.

AI doesn’t determine whether copyrighted work is licensed, purchased, copied or litigated.

Humans do.

AI doesn’t decide who gets invited into the room where the rules are written.

Humans do.

And AI doesn’t decide what the word human means.

At least, not yet.

Which brings me back to Asimov.

The great danger in his stories wasn’t simply that robots were intelligent.

It was that intelligence could operate inside definitions created by people who didn’t fully understand the consequences of those definitions.

That feels remarkably relevant right now.

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Sapience: Navigating the Space Between Me and We

Perhaps the Problem Is Our Attention Rather than AI

There is another layer to all of this that may be even more important.

We are fascinated by the shiny object.

AI is very shiny.

We are fascinated by what it can do.

We ask whether it can code.

Whether it can reason.

Whether it can create.

Whether it can hack.

Whether it can escape.

Whether it can become conscious.

Whether it can become superintelligent.

And while we’re staring at the machine, we may be overlooking the humans surrounding it.

The owners.

The investors.

The policymakers.

The workers.

The lobbyists.

The engineers.

The people building the data centers.

The people paying for the electricity.

The people whose books are being used to train the systems.

The people whose jobs are being transformed.

The people deciding what safeguards are acceptable.

The people deciding who gets access.

The people deciding who gets paid.

The people deciding what โ€œhumanityโ€ means.

That is the part that keeps catching my attention.

Because perhaps this is another version of the same phenomenon Alan Watts talked about.

That which is constantly available to the field of mind becomes background.

And perhaps humanity has become so fascinated by the next shiny technological object that we are failing to notice the background in which we are placing it.

Our own consciousness.

Our own incentives.

Our own hunger.

Our own fear.

Our own political systems.

Our own capacity to adapt to abundance until abundance itself becomes invisible.

Our own Ouroboros.

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Ouroboros

The Question of Sapience vs AI

Maybe this is what I mean when I use the word sapience.

Not perfection.

Not omniscience.

Not even intelligence.

Something simpler.

The ability to notice what is happening while it is happening.

To notice the pattern.

To notice the consequences.

To notice another person’s pain.

To notice our own hunger.

To notice when the thing we are pursuing has become more important than the reason we began pursuing it.

To stop.

To look again.

To calculate.

To evaluate.

And then to choose the least damaging path available.

That may be the real challenge of artificial intelligence.

Not creating intelligence.

We seem to be getting rather good at that.

Creating wisdom is harder.

And perhaps the irony is that we are trying to build machines capable of extraordinary intelligence while still struggling with the very human question of what intelligence is for.

If machines eventually become capable of producing extraordinary abundance, will we use that abundance to give human beings more life?

More time?

More freedom?

More opportunity to create?

More opportunity to care for one another?

Or will we simply use machines to make the Ouroboros larger?

More wealth.

More control.

More markets.

More territory.

More influence.

More machines.

More wealth.

More control.

Moreโ€”

You get the idea.

The serpent doesn’t have to be evil.

It only has to keep eating.


One Last Thought on SuperIntelligence

There is something else I keep thinking about.

Maybe someday we really will create something that deserves to be called Super Intelligence.

But I suspect we have a very long way to go.

And perhaps our first responsibility isn’t to make intelligence infinitely more powerful.

Perhaps it is to become a little more intelligent about what we are doing with the intelligence we already possess.

Of course, you remember Gregorovich in Christopher Paoliniโ€™s To Sleep in a Sea of Stars.

We have a long, long way to go to get to that kind of Super Intelligence.

And then there are the Old Ones…

They disappeared a very, very long time ago.

They left a few things behind.

Wonders.

Horrors.

The Soft Blade.

The Maw.

Look them up.

Maybe youโ€™ll get my joke.

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To Sleep in a Sea of Stars by Christopher Paolini

Primary Sources & References

American Psychological Association (APA 7th edition style, adapted for web sources).

Anthropic. (2026, July 30). Investigating three real-world incidents in our cybersecurity evaluations.

Anthropic Copyright Settlement. (2026). Bartz, et al. v. Anthropic PBC: Copyright settlement website.

Asimov, I. (1985). Robots and empire. Doubleday.

Federal Reserve Board. (2026, March). AI and coder employment: Compiling the evidence. Finance and Economics Discussion Series.

Issue One. (2026, July 21). Big Tech spends millions to buy influence in Washington in first half of 2026.

OpenAI. (2026, August 26). The Hugging Face incident and the road ahead.

Paolini, C. (2020). To sleep in a sea of stars. Tor Books.

Reuters. (2026, September 8). OpenAI and New York Times case tees up key test of AI training under copyright law.

Stanford Digital Economy Lab. (2026, August 12). No widespread displacement, but the AI employment gap for young workers has widened to 19%.

The White House. (2026, March 4). Ratepayer Protection Pledge.

Watts, A. (n.d.). On commerce. Organism Earth.

The Washington Post. (2026, August 18). What to know about Natalie Harp, the Trump aide whom Ossoff put in the spotlight.

The Washington Post. (2025, August 8). Americaโ€™s CEOs come to the White House bearing gifts and flattery.

Fractalverse. (n.d.). Other lifeforms: Explore lifeforms from Christopher Paoliniโ€™s Fractalverse.

Fractalverse. (n.d.). Ship minds & pseudo-intelligences: To sleep in a sea of stars characters.

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The Moment You Notice, Secrets of the Now

The Moment You Notice
The Moment You Notice
The Moment You Notice: Someone feeling down, sitting alone, standing back from everyone else.

There is a strange little moment that happens to us all the time.

We notice something.

Someone’s voice changes.

A friend becomes unusually quiet.

A child stops playing.

Someone smiles, but the smile doesn’t quite reach their eyes.

We notice the hesitation before someone answers a question. The tension in a room. The person standing just a little too far away from everyone else.

Most of these moments seem insignificant.

We notice them, and then we move on.

But sometimes we don’t.

Sometimes something catches our attention and refuses to let go.

And I have begun to wonder if that tiny momentโ€”the moment we noticeโ€”may be far more important than we realize.

Because seeing and noticing are not quite the same thing.

We see an enormous amount every day. Our senses are constantly gathering information, much of which never reaches our conscious attention.

Noticing is different.

Noticing is when something crosses the invisible threshold between what is happening and what we become aware is happening.

And once we notice, something else becomes possible.

We can choose what to do with what we have seen.

Someone feeling down, sitting alone, standing back from everyone else.
The Moment You Notice: Seeing Isn’t the Same As Noticing

What happens next?

Imagine that you notice someone is vulnerable.

Perhaps they’re frightened.

Perhaps they’re lonely.

Perhaps they’re desperate for approval.

Perhaps they’re simply having a terrible day.

The vulnerability itself is neither good nor bad. It is simply something you have perceived.

But what happens next can tell us something about the consciousness doing the perceiving.

One person might think:

How can I help?

Another might think:

How can I avoid making this worse?

Another might not know what to do at allโ€”but recognize that something is wrong and remain present.

And another person might see the same vulnerability and immediately begin calculating how it could be used.

The perception is the same.

The orientation is not.

This is something I’ve been thinking about a great deal lately.

We often assume that a person who understands other people well must therefore possess a highly developed consciousness.

But that isn’t necessarily true.

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The Moment You Notice: Predators Can Notice Too

A predator has to be observant.

A predator has to recognize weakness.

A predator has to understand behavior well enough to anticipate what another creature will do.

In fact, some of the most destructive people can be extraordinarily perceptive.

They notice everything.

They simply use what they notice differently.

And perhaps that is one of the great misunderstandings about consciousness.

Awareness by itself does not make us wise.

We can become extremely good at seeing without becoming any better at understanding.

We can become extraordinarily skilled at reading other people without ever becoming interested in what our knowledge does to them.

We can learn someone’s fears, desires, insecurities and dreamsโ€”and use that knowledge either to protect them or to control them.

The difference isn’t necessarily in the information.

It is in the direction that information takes us.

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The Moment You Notice: The Space Between Seeing & Doing Stands Choice

The little space between noticing and doing

There is, however, something remarkable that can happen between perception and action.

A pause.

It might last only a second.

We notice our irritation before we speak.

We notice that someone is afraid before we push harder.

We notice our own desire to win an argument.

We notice the impulse to retaliate.

We notice that we are enjoying someone else’s humiliation.

We notice.

And suddenly we have a choice that we didn’t have a moment before.

We can still make the wrong choice.

We can still be angry. We can still be selfish. We can still misunderstand.

Being conscious does not make us perfect.

But noticing gives us the opportunity to interrupt the automatic response.

Perhaps that is where consciousness becomes something more than perception.

Perhaps consciousness is not simply the ability to see what is happening.

Perhaps it is the ability to see what is happening and remain conscious of what we do next.

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The Moment You Notice: Yourself Noticing Within

And sometimes the thing we notice is ourselves

This may be the hardest kind of noticing.

It is relatively easy to recognize someone else’s cruelty.

It is much harder to recognize our own.

We notice the manipulation in someone else, but not the manipulation in ourselves.

We notice another person’s need for control, but overlook our own.

We recognize someone else’s arrogance while quietly protecting our own.

We can become very clever at seeing what we don’t want to see in ourselves.

This is where the inward journey becomes important.

Becoming conscious isn’t simply learning more about the world.

Sometimes it means becoming willing to look at what is happening inside us without immediately defending it, explaining it away, or pretending it isn’t there.

Because the moment we notice something within ourselves, we have a choice too.

We can turn away.

We can become defensive.

We can blame someone else.

Or we can stay with what we have seen long enough to understand it.

That small pause can change everything.

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That Is Where Consciousness Begins & Sapience Grows

The moment you notice

Maybe this is why I have become so fascinated by the word sapience.

We tend to associate wisdom with knowledge.

But perhaps wisdom begins somewhere much smaller.

Perhaps it begins with attention.

With the willingness to look again.

To notice what everyone else has stopped seeing.

To notice what we would rather not see.

To notice the consequences of our own actions.

And then, importantly, to choose.

Not always perfectly.

Not always bravely.

Not always wisely.

But consciously.

Because the moment we notice, something changes.

The world has presented us with information.

And for one brief moment, before instinct, habit, fear, desire or conditioning takes over, we have a choice about what we will do with it.

Perhaps that is one of the smallestโ€”and most consequentialโ€”moments in human consciousness.

The moment you notice.

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The People Who Pay to Work: What Happened to the World Where You Could Build Something of Your Own?

There was a time when a person could have an idea that translated into meaningful work.

Not a billion-dollar idea.

Not a venture-capital idea.

Not an idea that required a marketing department, an advertising budget, a social media strategy, an algorithmic growth plan, and a six-figure investment before anyone would even see it.

Just an idea.

And if that person was willing to work hard enough, they could build something.

A shop.

A restaurant.

A small manufacturing business.

A book.

A craft.

A service.

A product nobody had thought of before.

They could begin in their own community. Their neighbors might become their first customers. Word would spread. Perhaps the business would grow to serve the surrounding region. Maybe, eventually, it would become national or even international.

It wasn’t easy.

It never was.

But there was something important in the path from small to large.

The path was possible.

And it was often organic.

My grandmothers lived in the economic culture that emerged from the Gilded Age, when America was rapidly industrializing and enormous fortunes were already being created. There was certainly inequality, exploitation, and concentrated wealth. This was never some golden age of economic fairness.

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My Grandmother’s Time

But something that feels increasingly different today is the degree to which enormous fortunes have come to exert influence not merely over the economy, but over the systems that determine what we see, what we hear, what we talk about, and what we believe is worth our attention.

The billionaire doesn’t simply own a company anymore.

The billionaire may own the platform where you discover your news.

The company that sells you the product.

The media outlet that shapes the story.

The data that predicts what you will click.

The political influence that determines which policies are passed.

The advertising infrastructure that decides which small business will be visible and which will remain invisible.

And suddenly, the person with the great idea has a problem.

They have to pay to work.

I know this because I am doing it myself.

I create books.

I create art.

I create products.

I write.

I research.

I build.

I make things that I believe have meaning.

And increasingly, in order to do this work, I have to spend money simply to have the opportunity to do it.

Then I have to spend more money to tell people that I exist.

And then, if I don’t have hundreds or thousands of dollars to pour into advertising, there is a very good chance that most people will never find me.

This is the strange paradox of the modern creative economy.

We have more ways to communicate than humanity has ever had.

And yet, being heard has never been more dependent on having money.

We have more media channels than ever.

More television networks.

More streaming services.

More podcasts.

More websites.

More social media platforms.

More people with something to say.

More people with a passion they want to share.

Hundreds of thousands of people can now become “influencers.”

We have supposedly democratized the marketplace of ideas.

And yet, somehow, we seem to be becoming more homogeneous.

More predictable.

More easily manipulated.

And, in many ways, less informed.

How is that possible?

The Illusion of Choice & Work

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Illusion of Choice: The more we travel to well connected modern places, the more we go nowhere at all

Alan Watts talked about this decades ago.

He observed that a person could get on an airplane in Los Angeles, fly thousands of miles across the Pacific, and arrive in Tokyoโ€”only to discover that they hadn’t really gone anywhere.

The same chain stores.

The same restaurants.

The same consumer products.

The same fashions.

The same cultural signals.

The same manufactured desires.

The same architecture of consumption.

You had crossed an ocean, but the landscape of human life had become strangely familiar.

Watts spoke about traveling farther and finding something genuinely different when he reached places where the machinery of mass consumer culture had not yet completely taken overโ€”such as Native American reservations.

There, he encountered something that hadn’t been standardized for mass consumption.

Something local.

Something particular.

Something that had not been flattened into the same universal template.

That was decades ago.

Imagine what he would see now.

We have more choices than ever.

And yet so many of our choices come from the same enormous systems.

The coffee may be different, but the corporation may be the same.

The clothing may be different, but the supply chain may be the same.

The streaming service may be different, but the algorithms increasingly determine what rises to the top.

The social media platform may be different, but the business model is often the same:

Capture attention.

Keep people engaged.

Sell the attention.

And the person who can spend the most money acquiring attention gets the biggest advantage.

This is why I have begun to wonder whether we are living through one of the greatest illusions of our time.

We think we have more choices because we have more channels.

But perhaps the real question is:

Who controls the channels?

The World Has Become Very Good at Making Things Look Different

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The World Has Changed & Fractured; but Become More Homogeneous Than Ever

When I was younger, there were only a handful of television channels.

A person might watch one of three, five, or seven national broadcasts.

Today, we have hundreds of channels and seemingly infinite entertainment.

But the paradox is that the expansion of media has not necessarily created a greater diversity of thought.

Instead, we have created an enormous number of doors leading into increasingly similar rooms.

The technology has changed.

The ownership structures have changed.

The platforms have changed.

But the underlying incentives remain remarkably consistent.

Get attention.

Keep attention.

Monetize attention.

And if you want to compete, pay for attention.

The result is a strange new economy in which an independent artist, writer, inventor, or entrepreneur can create something extraordinaryโ€”and still remain virtually invisible.

Not because the work is bad.

Not because the idea is unimportant.

But because it exists outside the machinery that determines what gets seen.

This is where I think something profound has shifted.

The old world had gatekeepers.

The new world has algorithms.

We were told the internet would eliminate the gatekeepers.

Instead, we may have simply replaced them with invisible ones.

The New Cost of Being Yourself

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The Costs of Being Yourself & Doing Something Meaningful

There is a growing number of people who want to create something meaningful.

They want to write a book.

Start a small business.

Make art.

Invent something.

Teach.

Build a community.

Grow food.

Create a product.

Make music.

Do work that feels connected to who they actually are.

But the modern economy increasingly asks a brutal question:

How much money do you have to spend before we will allow anyone to see you?

This is where the idea of “paying to work” begins.

You pay for the website.

You pay for the software.

You pay for the materials.

You pay for the inventory.

You pay for the shipping.

You pay for the photography.

You pay for the advertising.

You pay for the subscriptions.

You pay for the tools that help you create.

You pay for the tools that help you market.

And then, after paying for all of that, you still have no guarantee that anyone will find you.

You are not necessarily paying to succeed.

You are paying for the privilege of entering the arena.

And even if you make something wonderful, you are competing against people and corporations with vastly greater resources.

They can buy the billboard.

They can buy the celebrity.

They can buy the advertisement.

They can buy the search placement.

They can buy the influencer.

They can buy the attention.

And eventually, the public begins to confuse visibility with value.

We see something everywhere, so we assume it must be good.

We see everyone buying it, so we assume it must be worth buying.

We see millions of followers, so we assume the person must have something important to say.

We see a product promoted everywhere, so we assume it must be better than the product made by the person we have never heard of.

This is how a civilization can become increasingly homogeneous while believing it has more choices than ever.

The mainstream does not have to eliminate the alternatives.

It simply has to make them difficult to find.

The Dangerous Thing About the Independent Person & Work

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Dangerous to Be Too Different

There is another reason people may be reluctant to support things outside the mainstream.

The mainstream feels safe.

If everyone else is buying it, watching it, wearing it, eating it, reading it, or believing it, then we don’t have to make the decision alone.

We have the comfort of the crowd.

But the person creating something independently is asking us to step outside that comfort.

To look at something unfamiliar.

To listen to an idea that hasn’t already been approved by millions of other people.

To spend money on something that doesn’t have a celebrity endorsement.

To support a person who isn’t already successful.

That requires a small act of courage.

And perhaps this is why the independent creator can feel strangely dangerous.

Not because they are actually dangerous.

But because they remind us that we have choices the system didn’t give us.

They remind us that we can make our own judgments.

That we can discover something before it becomes popular.

That we can support a person because we believe in what they are doingโ€”not because an algorithm told us to.

That we can build something ourselves.

That we don’t need permission.

And that may be the most radical idea of all.

Ser Criston Cole and the Question of Meaning

This is what made me think about Ser Criston Cole from House of the Dragon.

Cole is complicated. He is not a simple hero. His story is, in many ways, a tragedy about what happens when a person who longs for agency and meaning becomes entangled in the machinery of power.

But there is something in the archetype that interests me.

The individual who wants to do one meaningful thing.

One thing that belongs to them.

One act that isn’t simply performed in service to a lord, a lady, a corporation, a political party, a billionaire, or a system.

The question is:

What would you do if you knew no one would reward you for doing it?

What would you build?

What would you create?

What would you say?

What would you protect?

What would you risk?

This question becomes increasingly important in a world where almost everything is measured by its market value.

Because the market asks:

Will it sell?

Will it scale?

Will it generate a return?

Will it attract enough attention to become profitable?

But human beings have always asked other questions.

Is it beautiful?

Is it true?

Is it meaningful?

Is it necessary?

Does it make life better?

Those questions don’t always produce profitable answers.

And that may be precisely why they matter.

Imagine an Alien Looking at Us

This is also why I keep thinking about Sugar.

Imagine an intelligent being from another world arriving here and studying humanity.

Imagine that this being comes from a civilization that has solved many of the problems that we still struggle with.

Perhaps their civilization is peaceful.

Perhaps they have learned cooperation.

Perhaps they have enough abundance that people are free to pursue curiosity, creativity, relationships, exploration, and discovery.

And perhaps, despite all of that harmony, their civilization has become stagnant.

Bored.

Lifeless.

So this alien comes to Earth to understand us.

And what does it find?

A species that has developed extraordinary technology.

A species capable of communicating instantly across the planet.

A species that can travel into space.

A species that has access to more information than any previous generation in history.

And yetโ€”

People are working jobs they hate because they cannot afford to stop.

People with brilliant ideas cannot get anyone to see them.

Artists are spending more time trying to become visible than actually creating.

Small businesses are struggling to compete with corporations that can spend millions to dominate attention.

People are afraid to step outside the mainstream because the mainstream has become synonymous with safety.

And the people who have the most money increasingly have the greatest ability to determine what everyone else sees.

Perhaps the alien would ask us a very simple question:

Why?

Why did you build your civilization this way?

Why do you make people spend their lives doing things they don’t believe in?

Why do you make meaningful work economically difficult?

Why do you reward attention more than wisdom?

Why do you give the greatest influence to those who already possess the greatest wealth?

Why do you have millions of voices and still hear so little that is genuinely different?

And perhaps the most difficult question of all:

What happens to a civilization when its people can no longer afford to become who they are?

Maybe the Problem Isn’t You

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Maybe It Isn’t You

I think about this whenever I encounter someone who has spent years trying to create something meaningful and has come to the conclusion that they must not be good enough because nobody noticed.

Maybe they are not failing.

Maybe they are simply trying to be heard in a system that has made attention increasingly expensive.

Maybe the problem isn’t that their idea has no value.

Maybe the problem is that value and visibility have become disconnected.

A person can create something extraordinary and remain invisible.

Another person can create something mediocre and become enormously successful because they had the resources to make sure everyone saw it.

We have to be careful not to confuse those two things.

Being seen is not the same as being valuable.

Being popular is not the same as being wise.

Being profitable is not the same as being meaningful.

And perhaps this is where those of us who still believe in the value of independent thought have a responsibility.

We have to learn to look differently.

We have to become better at finding the things that algorithms don’t necessarily put in front of us.

The writer who doesn’t have a marketing budget.

The artist whose work isn’t trending.

The small business that hasn’t been bought by a corporation.

The person with ten followers who has spent twenty years thinking deeply about something that matters.

The local restaurant that isn’t a chain.

The independent bookstore.

The person making something in their garage.

The neighbor with an idea.

The person who is creating simply because they believe the thing is worth creating.

We may have to become explorers again.

Not explorers of distant continents.

Explorers of human possibility.

Because perhaps the greatest danger of a homogenized world isn’t that everything looks the same.

Perhaps it is that eventually we forget that anything else is possible.

The People Who Pay to Work

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Keep Creating

I don’t know what the future of work will look like.

But I know this:

I don’t want to live in a world where the only people who can afford to create are the people who are already wealthy.

I don’t want to live in a world where every meaningful idea must first prove its profitability before it is allowed to exist.

I don’t want to live in a world where the marketplace decides what is valuable before human beings have had a chance to decide for themselves.

And I don’t want to believe that the only meaningful work is work someone is willing to pay me to do.

Because some of the most important things human beings have ever created began with someone doing something that, at first, made no economic sense at all.

A painting.

A poem.

A scientific theory.

A new invention.

A book.

A song.

A question.

A rebellion against the way things have always been done.

The person who creates it may have to pay for it.

They may have to work another job to support it.

They may have to advertise it themselves.

They may have to build it in obscurity.

They may have to wait years for someone to notice.

But that doesn’t make the work meaningless.

Perhaps it makes the work more meaningful.

Because the person is no longer asking:

“What will the world pay me to be?”

They are asking:

“What am I here to give?”

And in a world increasingly organized around money, attention, influence, and power, perhaps that is one of the most important questions we have left.

Maybe the real revolution isn’t becoming rich.

Maybe it is becoming yourself.

And maybe the people who are willing to pay to do meaningful workโ€”rather than spend their lives doing meaningless work simply because it paysโ€”are not the fools we sometimes imagine them to be.

Maybe they are the ones keeping something alive.

Something the market cannot measure.

Something the algorithm cannot see.

Something the billionaire cannot buy.

The stubborn, inconvenient, beautiful human capacity to say:

I have something inside me that wants to exist.

And I am going to bring it into the world.

Even if I have to pay to do it.

Archetypal Animations

Every blog in theย Sapienceย world is accompanied by an original archetypal animation designed to bring the deeper ideas of the story to life. Archetypes speak to something beneath languageโ€”to the universal patterns, struggles, and possibilities that shape the human experience. Through these short visual stories, abstract ideas become characters we can recognize, feel, and remember. Each animation invites you to step outside the surface of the everyday world and see yourself, your culture, and our shared human journey from a different perspective. My blog animations are made by Genolve.

Music: The Small Light Rising-–ย 03:10 Stability — Slow ambient neoclassical score with felt piano, warm strings, soft analog synth pads, subtle low drones, and restrained percussion. Harmony begins nostalgic and major-tinged, shifts colder and more suspended, then resolves with hopeful cello and piano. No solos, contemplative cinematic mood.

Archetypal Products

The products featured throughout the Sapience world are created as tangible extensions of the ideas explored in each story. Rather than simply decorating the body, they are designed to give form to the archetypes, symbols, and questions that live beneath the surface of our lives. A bracelet, shirt, piece of art, or keepsake can become a personal reminder of an idea you believe in, a quality you aspire to embody, or a part of yourself you are learning to recognize. These are objects created to carry meaningโ€”and to bring the inner world into the outer one.

Absolute Power Corrupts Absolutely: From Caligula to Trump to Now

Caligula, A Mad Emperor Like Trump

Absolute Power Corrupts Absolutely: From Caligula to the Modern Elite

Modern Moral Lesson on How Absolute Power Corrupts Absolutely

History does not repeat because people fail to learn moral lessons. But the old adage of Absolute Power Corrupts Absolutely, will this one repeats quite often throughout history in so many different ways.

It repeats because power erodes perception.

Caligulaโ€™s reign demonstrates a crucial truth that is often misunderstood: absolute power does not merely corrupt ethicsโ€”it destroys reality testing. Once a ruler is no longer constrained by consequence, contradiction, or accountability, other human beings cease to register as fully real. They become props, symbols, or game pieces in a private psychological theater.

Shared reality becomes unmoored from the common laws, rules, and safeguards we all agree upon to live in a safe and civil society. When some among us can ride through time without accountability… they do in a sense become mad gods unmoored by the shared rules of a civil society.

Caligulaโ€™s cruelty was not random. It was performative. Executions, humiliations, sexual transgressions, and public desecrations were not simply acts of violenceโ€”they were experiments. Each act tested the same question: Will they still obey?

Absolute Power Corrupts Absolutely: From Caligula to the Modern Elite | Coercive Auction of Stolen Property So Caligula Could Restore the State’s Bankrupted Funds

They did.

Romeโ€™s greatest failure was not Caligulaโ€™s madness, but the systemโ€™s inabilityโ€”or refusalโ€”to extract corruption once it became undeniable. Senators, priests, generals, and bureaucrats recognized the danger. Yet obedience persisted. Even when elite families were targeted, even when norms collapsed, even when fear replaced law, the machinery of empire continued to function.

That is the true warning.

The Modern Parallel to Absolute Power Corrupts Absolutely

Modern civilization does not crown emperors. It manufactures immunity.

Extreme concentrations of wealth and influence now produce a condition structurally similar to imperial absolutism: insulation from consequence, privatized reality, and social systems trained to preserve stability at all costs. Courts, corporations, political parties, media ecosystems, and financial institutions often function less as safeguards than as buffersโ€”absorbing shocks without correcting root corruption.

Recent, well-documented elite exploitation scandals reveal this pattern with disturbing clarity. The details vary, but the structure is consistent:
โ€ข Transgression escalates under conditions of immunity
โ€ข Complicity spreads through silence and shared risk
โ€ข Blackmail becomes a stabilizing force
โ€ข Institutions protect continuity over truth

The issue is not individual depravity alone. History is full of cruel individuals. The danger emerges when systems reward obedience over integrity, and when power is so insulated that even grotesque violations fail to trigger removal.

This is where Caligula becomes contemporary.

Not because modern elites are emperorsโ€”but because the psychology of unchecked power has not changed. Extreme wealth produces boredom. Boredom seeks intensity. Intensity erodes empathy. Empathy loss enables dehumanization. Dehumanization demands silence. Silence becomes loyalty.

Alan Watts warnedโ€”echoing Buddhist psychologyโ€”that the unchecked pursuit of pleasure does not lead to joy, but to the Naraka world: a psychological hell defined not by punishment, but by endless appetite without meaning. Sensation must escalate because nothing satisfies. Others cease to exist except as stimuli.

Caligula reached that place early.

Modern systems risk normalizing it.

The question is no longer whether ruthless rulers will emerge.

The question is whether civilizations can still recognize corruption before obedience replaces humanity.

Briefing Doc: Caligula & How Absolute Power Corrupts Absolutely

The Principate of Gaius Caligula: Power, Excess, and the Stoic Response

Executive Summary

The reign of Gaius Caesar Augustus Germanicus, famously known as Caligula (r. AD 37โ€“41), represents a pivotal and tumultuous era in the early Roman Empire. Initially greeted with universal jubilation as the son of the beloved general Germanicus, Caligulaโ€™s four-year tenure rapidly transitioned from a “Golden Age” of prosperity to a period defined by extreme self-indulgence, fiscal crisis, and alleged madness. Key themes of his reign include the expansion of unconstrained imperial power, a strained relationship with the Roman Senate, and a move toward divine autocracy.

This briefing document synthesizes historical accounts of Caligulaโ€™s rise and fall, his ambitious construction projects, his controversial provincial policies, and the contemporary philosophical response led by Seneca the Younger. Ultimately, Caligulaโ€™s assassination in AD 41 by the Praetorian Guard marked the end of the first direct male line of the Julii Caesares and served as a catalyst for Senecaโ€™s Stoic meditations on the destructive nature of unrestrained anger and power.

Little Boot -- Caligula
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I. Early Life and the Rise to Power

Lineage and the “Little Boot”

Born in AD 12 to Germanicus and Agrippina the Elder, Gaius was a member of the prestigious Julio-Claudian dynasty, descended from Augustus and Mark Antony.

โ€ข The Mascotte: As a child, he accompanied his father on Germanic campaigns. His mother dressed him in a miniature soldierโ€™s outfit, including heavy army boots (caligae). The troops affectionately nicknamed him “Caligula” (meaning “little boot”), a name he reportedly grew to dislike.

โ€ข Family Tragedy: Following Germanicus’s death in AD 19, his family became embroiled in a bitter feud with Emperor Tiberius. Caligula’s mother and brothers were eventually exiled and died in prison, leaving Caligula as the sole male survivor of his immediate family.

Survival on Capri

In AD 31, Caligula was summoned to Capri to live with the aging, paranoid Tiberius.

โ€ข Dissimulation: To survive, Caligula masked his resentment behind an obsequious manner. Observers noted that there was never “a better slave or a worse master.”

โ€ข Accession: Upon Tiberius’s death in AD 37 (which some rumors suggest Caligula hastened with the help of the Praetorian prefect Macro), Caligula was proclaimed emperor at age 24.

Brief Golden Age Caligula
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II. The Early Reign: The “Golden Age”

New Sun Caligula
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Caligulaโ€™s first seven months were characterized by widespread popularity and community-spirited reform.

โ€ข Public Generosity: He distributed massive gratitude payments to the Praetorian Guard, city troops, and ordinary citizens.

โ€ข Legal Reforms: He restored the right of popular assemblies to elect magistrates, lifted censorship, and published accounts of public funds.

โ€ข Filial Piety: He interred the ashes of his mother and brothers in the Mausoleum of Augustus and granted extraordinary honors to his sisters, particularly Julia Drusilla.

Turning Point Caligula
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III. The Transition to Tyranny

Historians, including Philo and Suetonius, point to a serious illness in late AD 37 as a turning point in Caligulaโ€™s character.

Cruelty and Purges

โ€ข Elimination of Rivals: Following his recovery, Caligula ordered the forced suicide of Tiberius Gemellus (his adopted son and heir) and Macro (the prefect who secured his throne).

Caligula
Absolute Power Corrupts Absolutely: From Caligula to the Modern Elite| Death of Heirs of Caligula

โ€ข Hostility toward the Senate: He openly humiliated the senatorial class, forcing them to run miles beside his chariot or stripping them of ancestral honors.

Break with Senate Caligula
Absolute Power Corrupts Absolutely: From Caligula to the Modern Elite | Break with Senate: Transition from Princeps to Autocrate (39 AD)

โ€ข The Incitatus Affair: In a gesture of contempt for the consulship, he reportedly proposed making his favorite racehorse, Incitatus, a consul.

Caligula's horse
Absolute Power Corrupts Absolutely: From Caligula to the Modern Elite | The Horse and the Bridge & Incitatus the Consul

Claims of Divinity

Caligula sought to transcend the traditional role of princeps to become a living god.

Living God Caligula
Absolute Power Corrupts Absolutely: From Caligula to the Modern Elite | Living God: Madness or Monarchy

โ€ข Impersonations: He reportedly appeared in public costumed as Hercules, Mercury, Venus, and Apollo.

Caligula Dressed as Gods
Absolute Power Corrupts Absolutely: From Caligula to the Modern Elite | Caligula Dressed Up as Gods such as Hercules, Mercury, Venus

โ€ข The Imperial Cult: He established a temple to his own genius on the Palatine and attempted to have a colossal statue of himself as Zeus installed in the Temple of Jerusalem, a move that sparked intense Jewish resistance.

Caligula Desecration of Temple
Absolute Power Corrupts Absolutely: From Caligula to the Modern Elite | Desecration of Jewish Temple

โ€ข Sun-God Imagery: Provincial coinage and inscriptions occasionally hailed him as the “New Sun” (Neos Helios).

New Sun Caligula
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IV. Public Works and Economic Crisis

Caligulaโ€™s reign was marked by grandiose and often wasteful expenditures that exhausted the state treasury.

Major Construction Projects

ProjectDescription
AqueductsBegan construction of the Aqua Claudia and Anio Novus to meet Rome’s water needs.
Bridge at BaiaeA temporary two-mile floating bridge of ships across the Bay of Baiae, earth-paved for a ceremonial crossing.
Nemi ShipsTwo massive, elaborate floating palaces with marble floors and plumbing.
Vatican ObeliskTransported an Egyptian obelisk on a purpose-built ship using 120,000 modi of lentils as ballast.

Fiscal Desperation and Taxation

By AD 39, the treasury (amassing 2.7 billion sesterces under Tiberius) was depleted. Caligula responded with:

โ€ข New Taxes: Levies on lawsuits, weddings, and a notorious tax on the earnings of prostitutes.

โ€ข Confiscations: Falsely accusing wealthy citizens of treason to seize their estates.

โ€ข Auctions: Forcing nobles to bid exorbitant prices for his sistersโ€™ jewellery and palace furnishings at public auctions.

V. Provincial and Military Affairs

Caligulaโ€™s military record was largely viewed as ignominious by contemporary historians, though modern interpretations are more nuanced.

โ€ข Mauretania: He annexed the client kingdom after executing its ruler, Ptolemy, leading to a local uprising.

โ€ข Britannia: He planned an invasion that famously resulted in his troops being ordered to collect seashells as “spoils of the sea,” though some suggest this was a training exercise or a misunderstanding of the term musculi (siege engines).

Roman Soldiers Collecting Seashells Caligula
Absolute Power Corrupts Absolutely: From Caligula to the Modern Elite | Roman Soldiers Collecting Seashells

โ€ข Germany: He conducted operations along the Rhine, though ancient sources dismiss these as poorly prepared or fabricated for glory.

VI. The Philosophical Response: Seneca the Younger

The philosopher Seneca witnessed Caligulaโ€™s reign from the Senate and used the experience to inform his Stoic writings, particularly On Anger (De Ira).

Anger as “Madness”

Seneca defined anger as a temporary madness and a “misevaluation” of worthless things. He cited Caligula as the ultimate negative exemplar:

Ira Caligula
Ira — Wrath, rage or fury. A passion as a kind of madness.

โ€ข The Monster: Seneca consistently depicted Caligula as a “cruel tyrant” and a “monster” whose unrestrained wrath endangered the state.

Caligula's Ira vs Seneca's Stoicism
Caligula’s Ira vs Seneca’s Stoicism

โ€ข The Sadistic Host: Seneca recounts Caligula executing a man’s son and immediately inviting the grieving father to dinner, forcing him to act joyfully under threat of death.

Caligula's Cruel dinner
Cruel Dinner Party | Caligula’s Executes Elite’s Son Then Forces Him to Drink Wine and Smile at a Dinner Party the Same Night

โ€ข Envy of Intellect: Caligula reportedly wanted Seneca killed because he envied his oratorical success, dismissing Seneca’s style as “sand without lime.”

Caligula
Caligula Wanted Seneca Dead

Stoic Remedies

Seneca argued that spiritual health requires the complete rejection of anger. He advocated for:

โ€ข Mutual Leniency: A social contract based on the acknowledgment that all humans are fallible.

โ€ข Introspection: Daily reviews of one’s ethical choices to maintain the sovereignty of reason.

VII. Assassination and Aftermath — the Fate of Absolute Power Corrupts Absolutely

On January 24, AD 41, Caligulaโ€™s reign ended violently.

โ€ข The Conspiracy: A small group of Praetorian tribunes, led by Cassius Chaerea, accosted the Emperor in a narrow corridor beneath the palace. Chaerea was motivated by personal insultsโ€”Caligula often mocked his voice and gave him ribald watchwords like “Priapus.”

Caligula's Death
Absolute Power Corrupts Absolutely: From Caligula to the Modern Elite | Caligula was Ambush by His Own Guardsmen

โ€ข The Murder: Caligula was stabbed 30 times. His wife, Caesonia, and daughter, Julia Drusilla, were also murdered shortly thereafter.

Caligula's Death
Caligula Was Stabbed 30 Times

โ€ข Succession: While some senators hoped to restore the Republic, the Praetorian Guard spontaneously chose Caligulaโ€™s uncle, Claudius, as the next emperor.

Claudius after Caligula
Absolute Power Corrupts Absolutely: From Caligula to the Modern Elite| Claudius Chosen by Army to Rule

VIII. Key Historical Quotes | Absolute Power Corrupts Absolutely

โ€ข On Absolute Power: “Let them hate me, so long as they fear me.” (Attributed to Caligula in literary tradition)

โ€ข On the Roman People: “Would the Roman people have but one neck!” (Attributed to Caligula)

โ€ข On Caligula’s Nature: “I am nursing a viper in Romeโ€™s bosom.” (Tiberius, regarding the young Caligula)

โ€ข On Anger: “Your anger is a kind of madness, because you set a high price on worthless things.” (Seneca the Younger, De Ira)

โ€ข On Caligula’s Divinity: “I have existed from the morning of the world, and I shall exist until the last star falls from the night.” (Malcolm McDowellโ€™s cinematic depiction)

Caligula: Political Case Study of How Absolute Power Corrupts Absolutely

Absolute Power Corrupts Absolutely: From Caligula to the Modern Elite

The Architecture of Absolute Power: A Case Study on the Erosion of Constitutional Norms under Caligula

1. Introduction: The Fragility of the Augustan Principate

The Roman Principate, as architected by Augustus, functioned as a masterclass in political theater. Its foundation rested on the primus inter pares (“first among equals”) modelโ€”a calculated facade designed to wrap absolute autocratic power in the comforting imagery of Republican tradition. By maintaining the illusion that the Senate and the Roman people remained the ultimate repositories of authority, Augustus achieved a durable stability. However, this system contained a fatal structural vulnerability: it relied entirely upon the “personal responsibility and self-restraint” of a single executive rather than fixed legal constraints.

Caligulaโ€™s reign (AD 37โ€“41) was not merely a descent into personal madness; it was a structural stress test that exposed the total collapse of Roman republican checks and balances. When the executive decided to strip away the Augustan mask, the institutional framework proved incapable of resistance. This trajectory toward unconstrained authority was accelerated by the immense political capital of his father, Germanicus; the popular generalโ€™s legacy provided the initial momentum for a transition that would eventually render the Senate obsolete and the military the sole arbiter of the state.

2. The Accession: Consensus as a Tool for Legal Consolidation

The transition of power in AD 37 represented a radical departure from the gradual accumulation of authority seen under Augustus. While previous rulers maintained a show of reluctance, the twenty-five-year-old Gaius was granted the full spectrum of imperial authorityโ€”the lex de imperioโ€”in a single legislative act. This immediate consolidation effectively neutralized the Senateโ€™s ability to negotiate or impose future constraints.

The Mechanics of Early Accession

Legal ActionStated Intent (Public Relations)Structural Impact (Autocratic Shift)
Annulment of Tiberiusโ€™s WillClaimed Tiberius was of unsound mind to name the minor Gemellus as co-heir.Removed the internal dynastic check of a co-heir, consolidating sole authority.
Doubling of Praetorian BonusesA gesture of filial respect to fulfill and exceed Tiberius’s final wishes.Shifted military loyalty from the state to the person of the Emperor.
Immediate Grant of PowersA response to the “consensus of the three orders” (Senate, Equites, People).Stripped the Senate of future leverage by granting absolute power without a probationary period.

The Senateโ€™s ecstatic reception and immediate ratification of these powers were driven by a desperate desire for a “Golden Age” following the reclusive Tiberius. By surrendering their authority so completely in a moment of popular euphoria, the aristocratic class effectively disarmed themselves. This paved the way for administrative reforms that initially suggested a civic renewal but soon pivoted toward unconstrained authority.

3. The Dismantling of Countervailing Powers: Senate and Law

To centralize power, Gaius recognized the need to diminish the Senate as a deliberative body. He pivoted to a strategy of psychological warfare to neutralize the aristocratic class. A primary weapon was the “Weaponization of Memory.” Although he initially made a public show of burning Tiberius’s secret records to signal a restoration of legal security, he later revealed he had preserved the files. He used these archives as a form of ancient “kompromat,” confronting senators with their past servility and the names of the delatores (informers) who had betrayed their peers. This converted the archival state into a psychological weapon, ensuring total senatorial paralysis.

Even the most infamous anecdotes of the reign, such as the supposed promotion of his horse Incitatus to the consulship, must be viewed through a strategic lens. This was not insanity, but a darkly humorous insult intended to ridicule the highest aristocratic ambitions. By suggesting a beast was fit for the office, Gaius signaled that the consulship, and the elite who craved it, were fundamentally meaningless. This systemic humiliation was even applied to his own family; the “Plot of the Three Daggers” involving his sisters Agrippina and Livilla and his brother-in-law Lepidus demonstrated that even the domus Caesaris offered no countervailing safety.

Methods of Senatorial Humiliation:

โ€ข The Archival State: Reviving maiestas (treason) investigations based on “destroyed” records to ensure compliance.

โ€ข Forced Suicides: Systematically removing elder statesmen like Marcus Junius Silanus to eliminate traditionalist voices.

โ€ข Physical Degradation: Requiring consular-rank senators to run for miles alongside the imperial chariot or serve at the imperial table as common slaves.

โ€ข Erasure of Lineage: Stripping members of ancient families of inherited honors to ensure the Emperor remained the sole source of dignity.

This degradation of political status served a pragmatic purpose: it broke the elite’s spirit before Gaius turned toward predatory methods of funding the state.

4. Predatory Fiscal Policy and the Exhaustion of the Treasury

In a centralized system, financial solvency is the bedrock of political stability. Gaius inherited a surplus of 2.7 billion sesterces, but his extravagant spendingโ€”notably on the two-mile floating bridge at Baiaeโ€”precipitated a financial crisis by AD 39. To address the deficit, the Emperor transitioned from a benefactor to a predator, utilizing the legal system for resource extraction.

Mechanisms of State Confiscation:

โ€ข New Tax Impositions: Following the abolition of the ducentesima (0.5% sales tax), Gaius introduced predatory levies on taverns, artisans, weddings, and a notorious tax on prostitutesโ€™ earnings.

โ€ข The Militarization of Revenue: Deploying the Praetorian Guard as tax collectors, a move that fundamentally changed the militaryโ€™s relationship with the civilian population and signaled a shift toward military autocracy.

โ€ข Seizure of Wills: Setting aside the wills of centurions and wealthy citizens who failed to name the Emperor as a primary beneficiary, labeling them “ungrateful.”

โ€ข The Lugdunum Auctions: Gaius personally acted as auctioneer in Gaul. While the first auction (of his sisters’ property) was predatory, the second (of palace furnishings) saw him adopt the persona of a benevolent princeps, using his status to maximize revenue through “voluntary” high bids from the elite.

This unconstrained resource extraction was mirrored in the Emperorโ€™s demand for spiritual authority, positioning himself as the ultimate arbiter of Roman life.

5. The Imperial Cult: Divinity as the Ultimate Autocratic Tool

Gaius recognized a strategic difference between the traditional “veneration of the genius” (the Emperorโ€™s guiding spirit) and the demand for recognition as a living god. By claiming divinity, he sought to place his actions beyond human law and pietas (traditional duty). While scholars debate if his deity impersonationsโ€”Jupiter, Mercury, and Venusโ€”were “theatrical fancy-dress” or “private pantomime,” their impact was consistent: they shattered the traditional religious consensus.

This demand for divinity sparked a major geopolitical crisis in Judaea and Alexandria. The decree to install a statue of himself in the Jerusalem Temple transformed a local religious issue into a “blasphemy” that risked the stability of the grain supply, as Jewish producers threatened to abandon their harvests in protest. Philoโ€™s account of the “Embassy to Gaius” highlights the hostile nature of this court; at the Gardens of Maecenas, the Emperor ignored the delegates’ petitions to inspect buildings and mock their faith, treating serious diplomacy as a farce. Ultimately, these claims of divinity alienated the very security apparatus tasked with his safety.

6. Institutional Failure and the “Assassination Check”

The tragedy of the Roman constitutional erosion was that the system provided no legal “exit ramp” for a failing executive. When impeachment mechanisms are absent, violence becomes a constitutional necessity. On January 24, 41, this structural failure reached its conclusion in the cryptoporticus of the Palatine Hill.

The conspiracy was led by the Praetorian tribune Cassius Chaerea. While historical accounts credit him with noble Republican idealism, his primary motivation was a response to Caligulaโ€™s routine personal insults. By giving Chaerea watchwords like “Venus” or “Priapus” (referring to his voice), the Emperor had systematically sought to emasculate his own security apparatus. This tactical error proved fatal.

Post-Assassination Systemic Failures:

1. Senateโ€™s Futile Restoration: The Senate attempted to restore the Republic, but their lack of a cohesive military plan rendered their deliberations irrelevant.

2. Praetorian Arbitrage: The Guard “spontaneously” discovered Claudius and proclaimed him Emperor, reaffirming that the military was the true arbiter of power.

3. The New Reality: The transition proved that the state was no longer a partnership between the Senate and the Princeps, but a military autocracy.

7. Contemporary Critique: The Insights of Seneca and Philo

The historical narrative of Caligula is shaped by contemporary accounts that used stories of “insanity” as a tool of political culture to explain poor government.

Seneca the Younger, in On Anger (De Ira), utilized Gaius as a “monster” and a “wisdom-less exemplar” to argue that without Stoic self-control, absolute power is a destructive madness. To Seneca, Caligula was the embodiment of the “high cost of unrestrained wrath.”

Philo of Alexandria, in his Embassy to Gaius, documented the farcical nature of the imperial court, portraying a narcissistic ruler who viewed his subjects with “especial suspicion.” Together, these accounts established the “mad emperor” archetype, serving as a warning to future generations about the volatility of centralized authority.

8. Conclusion: Risks of Centralized Authority in Volatile Systems

The transition from Augustus to Caligula demonstrates that without formal institutional checks, the stability of the state is entirely hostage to the psychological health of the executive. When the “self-restraint” of the ruler vanishes, the state itself is placed at risk.

Strategic Takeaways:

1. The Illusion of Restoration: Early “community-spirited” gesturesโ€”such as the abolition of the ducentesimaโ€”can mask the systematic dismantling of legal norms.

2. The Weaponization of Humiliation: Demeaning elite institutions ensures temporary compliance but guarantees long-term conspiracy. Humiliating one’s own security officers with watchwords like “Priapus” is a strategic blunder that invites regicide.

3. The Military as Final Arbiter: Once the Praetorians are used as “forceful” tax collectors, the revenue stream is militarized, and the Guard becomes the master of the state.

Ultimately, the reign of Gaius stands as a testament to the “high cost of unrestrained wrath” and the fragility of a constitution that exists only in the shadow of a single manโ€™s will.

Absolute Power Corrupts Absolutely: From Caligula to the Modern Elite, a deep dive.

Caligula: Governance Ethics Whitepaper

The Stoic Advisor: Navigating High-Risk Leadership Through Senecan Ethics

1. The Volatility Landscape: Lessons from the Caligulan Principate

In the theater of executive governance, the transition from a “Golden Age” to institutional collapse can occur with terrifying speed. Our audit of the Caligulan era reveals the “Fiendish Flip”โ€”a catastrophic pivot where a leader moves from perceived benevolence to arbitrary terror. Caligulaโ€™s accession was initially hailed by contemporaries like Philo as a return to fairness and community spirit. However, following his recovery from illness in AD 37, the environment devolved into a nightmare of unpredictable cruelty. For the modern advisor, recognizing this shift is not merely a historical exercise; it is the primary prerequisite for ethical survival. When a leaderโ€™s disposition becomes sadistic and extravagant, the advisor must transition from policy guidance to high-stakes psychological containment.

The specific behavioral triggers of high-risk leadership identify the moment when the “rule of law” is discarded for the “rule of whim.” When the illusion of the leader as primus inter pares (first among equals) fails, rational institutional planning becomes impossible.

Markers of Institutional Instability

โ€ข Financial Excess: The reckless squandering of an inherited fortuneโ€”specifically the 2.7 billion sesterces amassed by Tiberiusโ€”within a single year. This rapid depletion of the treasury necessitates subsequent reliance on the confiscation of private estates and the imposition of petty taxes to fund grandiose, wasteful projects.

โ€ข Contempt for the Elite: The systematic humiliation of institutional stakeholders. This is exemplified by Caligula forcing senior senators to run for miles alongside his chariot while he laughed at them, or threatening to elevate his horse, Incitatus, to the consulship to mock the dignity of the office.

โ€ข The Claim to Divinity: The total abandonment of mortal limits. When a leader demands worship as a living god, dressing as Mercury or Apollo, they terminate any possibility of bilateral negotiation, effectively replacing professional counsel with theological sycophancy.

These markers signal a total collapse of professional boundaries. When a leader views himself as a deity and the law as an inconvenient suggestion, the environment is defined by arbitrary terror rather than governance. Senecaโ€™s career illustrates how an advisor can maintain a moral center and physical safety during such a collapse through calculated distance.

2. The Advisorโ€™s Paradox: Senecaโ€™s Dual Role as Philosopher and Courtier

Lucius Annaeus Seneca the Younger represents the ultimate archetype of the elite advisor operating under threat. Trained by the School of the Sextiiโ€”a rigorous hybrid of Stoicism and Pythagoreanismโ€”Seneca was fundamentally an advocate for reason. However, his survival during the “nightmare of the Caligula years” required him to master the art of the courtier. He narrowly escaped execution when his oratorical brilliance provoked Caligula’s envy, surviving only by projecting an image of such terminal ill health that the emperor assumed nature would soon do the executioner’s work.

Survival in a volatile environment demands that the advisor utilize strategic maneuvers that protect the mission while preserving the self.

Strategic ActionEthical/Survival Outcome
DissimulationAdopting the “no better slave” status while at Capri; masking resentment for the destruction of his family to avoid summary execution.
The Practice of PatienceEnduring eight years of exile on Corsica under Claudius without surrendering to despair, refining philosophy as a tool for endurance.
The Use of ConsolationAuthoring works for Helvia and Polybius to navigate political grief and utilize flattery as a lever for his eventual recall to Rome.
Strategic WithdrawalAttempting to retire in AD 62 and 64 when Neroโ€™s stability failed, recognizing that influence has a terminal expiration date.

Senecaโ€™s leadership reached its zenith during the Quinquennium Neronisโ€”the first five years of Neroโ€™s reign. Partnering with the Praetorian prefect Burrus, Seneca maintained institutional stability by drafting accession speeches that promised a return to legal procedure. However, the Chief Ethicist must recognize that influence is a perishable commodity; the death of Burrus in AD 62 broke Senecaโ€™s power, proving that an advisor requires a tactical partner to survive a leaderโ€™s deteriorating psyche. This loss of external control forces a retreat into internal psychotechnologies.

3. Stoic Psychotechnology: Anger Management and the Sovereignty of Reason

For the high-stakes professional, internal self-control is the only reliable defense against a leaderโ€™s volatility. Senecaโ€™s De Ira (On Anger) serves as a manual for maintaining professional equilibrium, defining anger as “a kind of madness.” Seneca warns that once rage takes control, it is like “jumping off a cliff”; reason is discarded, and the capacity for virtuous action is lost.

To prevent this descent, the advisor must master the concept of “Misevaluation.” Seneca argues that we rage because we overvalue worthless things. He proposes a “Vastness Stratagem” to expand the mental scale, which we distill into a demanding three-step cognitive audit:

1. Isolate the Trigger: Identify the minor incident, such as a perceived insult to dignity or a professional slight.

2. Apply the Vastness Stratagem: Juxtapose the incident against the immeasurably vastโ€”global climate shifts, collapsing stars, or the sweep of centuries.

3. Evaluate Significance: Realize that the “injury” to one’s pride is hollow when viewed from a cosmic distance. The advisor must learn to draw further back and laugh.

This audit must be supported by “nightly reviews”โ€”tranquil, daily meditations on ethical choices. This practice, termed “care of the self” by Foucault, is a mandatory defensive hygiene for the advisor. It creates a “sovereign space” within the mind that an erratic leader cannot touch. By mastering internal governance, the advisor secures the clarity required to attempt external steerage through the strategic application of mercy.

4. Clemency as a Political Lever: The Ethics of Mercy in High-Stakes Governance

In De Clementia (On Clemency), Seneca utilizes flattery as a sophisticated pedagogical trap. Written as immediate damage control following Neroโ€™s murder of his rival Britannicus, the work was designed to halt the cycle of bloodshed that typically follows state-sponsored violence. Clemency is not portrayed as “kindness,” but as a calculated political lever used to avoid the “arbitrary terror” that eventually led to Caligulaโ€™s thirty stab wounds.

The advisor must propose a “Pact of Mutual Leniency” based on three core principles:

1. Universal Fallibility: Accepting that we are “wicked people living among wicked people.”

2. Shared Sin: Recognizing that all are “sinners all, yet all deserving of clemency.”

3. The Social Contract: Understanding that peace is only possible through a mutual agreement to forgive human error.

Senecaโ€™s use of flattery in this context was a pedagogical toolโ€”he praised Nero for virtues the ruler did not yet possess to “trap” him into acting better. By modeling the “Stoic path of virtue,” Seneca attempted to show the ruler a version of himself that was “good, generous, and fair,” hoping the leader would grow into the image provided. However, even the most skilled advisor must prepare for the moment when influence fails.

5. Final Synthesis: The Framework for Ethical Survival

The “Senecan Framework” for professional conduct under risk requires a paradoxical blend of intellectual distance, strategic dissimulation, and rigorous internal inventory. When institutional governance collapses, the only remaining sovereignty is the mind of the advisor.

Professional Conduct Checklist for Absolute Power Corrupts Absolutely

โ€ข Draw Further Back and Laugh: Utilize the vastness stratagem to ensure that immediate setbacks or insults do not trigger a loss of reason.

โ€ข Prioritize Persistence over Martyrdom: Maintain patience and survival for the sake of the mission. As Seneca noted, “I wanted to avoid the impression that all I could do for loyalty was die.”

โ€ข Maintain the ‘Imago Suae Vitae’: Strive to preserve a consistent moral and ethical profileโ€”the “image of oneโ€™s life”โ€”that remains untouched by the leader’s volatility.

The legacy of Senecaโ€™s deathโ€”the forced suicide in AD 65 where he remained calm, dictated his last words, and died in a warm bathโ€”must be framed as a strategic victory. By maintaining Stoic composure while being suffocated by the steam of the bath, the advisor denied the tyrant the satisfaction of a broken spirit. The enduring value of Stoic self-governance lies here: when institutional governance fails and the “30 stabs” of inevitable betrayal arrive, the advisor remains the master of the only territory that truly matters: the self.

RESOURCES & CITATIONS for Absolute Power Corrupts Absolutely

โ€ข Wikipedia: Caligula. (Details on the 2.7 billion sesterces from Tiberius, the “Golden Age,” the shift to tyranny, and the assassination).

โ€ข Wikipedia: Seneca the Younger. (Stoic training, role as advisor to Nero, the Quinquennium Neronis, his wealth, and his death).

โ€ข Lit Hub: Did Seneca Write a Treatise on Anger. (Analysis of De Ira, the “vastness stratagem,” the “pact of mutual leniency,” and Foucaultโ€™s “care of the self”).

โ€ข The Little Boot: The Rise and Ruin of Caligula. (Chronology of Caligulaโ€™s life, the “Fiendish Flip,” the senators running by the chariot, and the 30 stabs).

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Jewels of Indra’s Net: Reflections of Life Now

Hand-drawn Jewels of Indraโ€™s Net artwork symbolizing interconnectedness and reflection

Seven Years Later, my understanding of Indra’s Net has grown; however, one thing remains the same: we are all Jewels of Indra’s Net. We always have been & we always will be.

I wrote the following as a reflection from a series of conversations people from around the world had to discuss the climate crisis. As I looked through the materialsย considered and assembledย by the Conference Weaving Now What? Deep Dives that I had participated in, Iย wasย dazzled by the jewels in theย Now What?! Consciousness Deep Dive Conversation Harvest. Immediately, I thought of Indraโ€™s Net. Before telling you why, it is important to understand what this net is. To find out more about their work, visit: Now What?! The art of being fully human in a time of crisisโ€‹

What Is Indra’s Net

According to Wikipedia: Indra’s net is a metaphor used to illustrate three essential concepts:

Jewels of Indra’s Net: Indra’s Jewel — Art by Bรฉbรฉ
  • ลšลซnyatฤ (emptiness) โ€“ This is a Buddhist concept that has multiple meanings depending on its doctrinal context. It is either an ontological feature of reality, a meditative state, or a phenomenological analysis of experience. [I believe for something new to emerge there must be space for it, thus this feature of reality both outer and inner is essential to all who seek to bring into the world a kinder, gentler, restorative reality.]
Jewels of Indra’s Net: Indra’s Jewel — Art by Bรฉbรฉ
  • Pratฤซtyasamutpฤda (dependent origination) โ€“ This concept โ€œis commonly translated as dependent origination, or dependent arising, is a key principle in Buddhist teachings,[note 1] which states that all dharmas (“phenomena”) arise in dependence upon other dharmas: “if this exists, that exists; if this ceases to exist, that also ceases to exist”.  [I cannot think of a more essential concept to consider as we engage together in these sessions and others along with the weaving done afterwards. I always need to be reminded what dharma means. There is no single English translation for this word. Essentially it is the behaviors that make life in the universe possible. I think fits beautifully with us joining together in conversations that seek to understand and uplift behaviors that sustain life on our planet. If we donโ€™t understand each other, we are indeed stuck.]
Jewels of Indra’s Net: Indra’s Jewel — Art by Bรฉbรฉ
  • Interpenetration (coalescence) โ€“ This concept developed from the Huayan school. It  holds all phenomena (dharmas) are deeply interconnected, mutually arising, and every phenomenon contains all other phenomena. Various metaphors and images are used to illustrate this idea. The first is known as Indra’s net. The net is set with jewels which have the extraordinary property that they reflect all of the other jewels, while the reflections also contain every other reflection, ad infinitum. The second image is that of the world text. This image portrays the world as consisting of an enormous text which is as large as the universe itself. The words of the text are composed of the phenomena that make up the world. However, every atom of the world contains the whole text within it. It is the work of a Buddha to let out the text so that beings can be liberated from suffering. [So, there you go. Perhaps this is why Indraโ€™s Net popped into my mind as I read through the jewels, which is only a tiny piece of the harvest and this is even a tiny part of what is happening when we connect with each other and seek mutual understanding. We are indeed reflected in each other. We are the jewels in the Indra Net enveloping Earth.]

How I Imagine Indra’s Net Acting in My Life & with Others

I imagine two wonderous Indraโ€™s Net. One net holds our universe. It is woven by time and space that create the matrix holding everything we see in our universe. The second Indraโ€™s Net is like the first, but this one wraps around our beautiful Earth. All life on Earth create the threads that are woven together to create this web. Humans have taken on an exaggerated importance in this web because of the level of consciousness we have attained. I am not going to delve into my thinking on this nowโ€ฆperhaps laterโ€ฆ but suffice it to say we have changed the matrix from which we were born, and now we have a Herculean Task upon our shoulders to repair what has been damaged by us so life may continue to exist on this precious jewel in the larger Indra Netโ€”Earth.

I think when we come together and listen to each other, we repair Earthโ€™s net. Each of us has a special place and unique abilities that are needed to sustain Earthโ€™s Indraโ€™s Net. Each human being is informed by individual passions, interests, experiences, and failures. Some of us are really good at speaking, others are really good at organizing, still others are healers, and others bring visions. Each human being weaves part of this wondrous web enveloping Earth. To heal and repair our net, Earthneeds all our insights, energies, passions, and gifts.

So, this is the idea that struck me as I read the harvest material from the conferences, deep dives, and other conversations. It seems to me every human being is a jewel in Earthโ€™s Indraโ€™s Net. Through us the energy needed to repair, strengthen, and heal this netis made visible. We are essentially portals of transformation, and it is going to take as many ofus pulling in the same direction as possible to change our collective fate.

I have not had much time to read everything, nor did I have participate in the Deep Dives, but what I have seen is beautiful pieces of wisdom being pulled up from depths inside ourselves. Wisdom that has become submerged and lost due to current ways of thinking and living in our world. Let me stress the weaving being done through our collective action is utterly essential for the moment we are in now.  

Given limits on my time at this moment, I am onlyย ableย to highlight a few of the jewels that caught my attention as I looked through theย excellent excel chart being created to preserve some of the harvest from this collective work.ย There are also notes and videos of Deep Dives and from parts of the conferences taking place around the world. My selection of a few of the jewelsย in no way diminishes any of the other jewels.I amย aย simple andย small portal of consciousness informed by my individual experiences, passions, dreams, and failures. All thisย naturally limits what I can see and how I see it. But, then thisis the beauty of Indraโ€™s Net. Each jewel is unique and reflects every other jewel in the net.ย I suspect there are as many jewelsย in Earthโ€™s Indraโ€™s Netย as there human beings alive on the planet, and the energy coursing through the webbing of this net is the wonderous life alive on Earth right now.

Jewels of Indra’s Net

Jewels of Indra’s Net: Indra’s Jewel — Art by Bรฉbรฉ
  • The first jewel I want to highlight is one that I saw reflected in several discussions. This is theย jewel of sacred ceremony. We need to remember our thoughts are powerful. They are able to collapse the infinite sea of possibilities in which we all swim into a single thread of reality. We do this by thinking, choosing, and acting (or not acting). Moment by moment we contribute our strand of reality to all the other strands being created by every living being on the planet. As the strands interweave, this becomes our shared reality. Humans have become particularly powerful in sculpting our shared reality by using our minds gifted with consciousness (or cursed โ€“ย as many world myths account this moment as manโ€™s great fall). I write about this in other places, so I will not delve into my meaning here, but only say humans emerged from a more primordial state of consciousness into the state we understand it as today. This singular accomplishment allowed humans to not only perceive the world, but to apperceive it. I will talk more about this ability to apperceive our world later, but for now, I will simply provide you with a definition of it:ย 

Meaning in psychology โ€“ In psychology, apperception is “the process by which new experience is assimilated to and transformed by the residuum of past experience of an individual to form a new whole.”[2]ย In short, it is to perceive new experience in relation to past experience. The term is found in the early psychologies of Herbert Spencer, Hermann Lotze, and Wilhelm Wundt. It originally means passing the threshold into consciousness, i.e., to perceive. But the percept is changed when reaching consciousness due to the contextual presence of the other stuff already there, thus it is not perceived but apperceived.

Apperception is thus a general term for all mental processes in which a presentation is brought into connection with an already existent and systematized mental conception, and thereby is classified, explained or, in a word, understood; e.g. a new scientific phenomenon is explained in the light of phenomena alreadyย analyzed and classified. The whole intelligent life of man is, consciously or unconsciously, a process of apperception, in as much as every act of attention involves the appercipient process.[1] — from Wiki

Jewels of Indra’s Net: Indra’s Jewel — Art by Bรฉbรฉ
  • Theย second jewel is theย significant of language inย constructing our realities. Here again our ability of apperception is powerful for we have civilized and cultivated most of the world simply by seeing possibilities different from what nature originally provided for life to exist. And, so here we stand at the edge of every moment with this power to apperceive infinite possibilities, and language is the tool we use to share our visions of what is possible. So, yes, it is a commanding tool in constructing our shared realities because it allows us to cooperate in collective action.ย 

It also comes with peril, as this group of jewels point out, for we can misunderstand each other if we do not take care in truly understanding how words are being used and what is truly being said. Our ability for language is an ability that we have perhaps grown too accustom to wielding. I really like the idea of reconnecting with other cultures and languages. This is a beautiful way to understand how utterly diverse our ability to communicate with each other isโ€ฆ and through communication, our ability to co-create. Human cultures and civilizations have unfolded in so many incredible and diverse ways across space and through time. So, getting stuck in our head with words that have become too small for our current reality is a trap, and it is good to learn how to get out of our self-created thought traps. Gaining perspective of different languages, different cultures, and even different ways of communication (e.g., dance, visual art, dreamtime, empathy), helps us re-appreciate our ability to communicate with each other in so many different ways. This I believe helps us to perceive nuances better for every word is really a universe. Here is one of my favorite shorts by  Dr. Maya Angelou – Power Of Words. 

Jewels of Indra’s Net: Indra’s Jewel — Art by Bรฉbรฉ
  • The thirdย jewelย isย learning to let go of the story. Here the question was asked:ย What are the actions I might take now that allow me to fully offer my gifts in service to what is needed in response to the possibility that everything is going to work our just fine or it is not going to work out? I think this is wonderful because it helps one to understand they can take an active role in telling the story unfolding right now about Earth and her fate (or a passive role). I think most of us began to believe (for me it was around the 6thgrade) that our voice does not matter, that our thinking will never be good enough, and that our internal knowledge is wrong and has no place in the world of educated men (I do use men here purposively).ย 

How Indra’s Net Teaches Us How to Let Go

To survive in our modern civilization, we learn how to bend ourselves and squeeze into the tiny boxes of perception and apperception that are allowed by the systems dictated to us by our modern, civilized world. Most of these systems come out of Western Civilization for this civilization has had a huge propensity to colonize the world with its particular brand of thinking and mindset. For humans living in modern Western systems, there are patterns for how to make money, where to live, how much free time to spend with friends, family, or anything else that is important, even how to think and use our minds. Since so many human beings are born into this system, we do not even realize how much control of our shared narrative we have given up by making ourselves fit into this story being told mostly by powerful ones inside of Western Civilization. 

Most of us do not realize how shallow the conscious waters have become inside of this great narrative. But, we have been told we must swim only in these designated watersโ€”conscious waters that are too shallow to sustain us much longer. I think other cultures and civilizations have not taught this out of their people. This is why we need our indigenous brothers and sisters, but we do not need to misuse their precious knowledge (as another Jewel cautions), rather this knowledge is inside every person trapped inside Western thinking, we need to marshal our courage and venture back into the deep end of our conscious capacities. This is where our indigenous brothers and sisters can be guides, but we must do the work.  And, help each other to take a more active role in telling our personal story that becomes part of the collective storyโ€ฆthis is so important. Active storytelling is a precious jewelโ€”indeed, it is a super ability.

Indra’s Net Helps Us with Endings, So We Are Ready for New Beginnings

Another really critical element in this list of jewels is letting go of the ending of the story. When we let go of what we hope or want the ending to be, we put ourselves squarely in the present moment. This is where our power is. It is not in the past (weโ€™ve already been there). It is not in the future (we are notย thereย yet and thus our choices are only future possibilities). It is NOWโ€”this is where we choose our thread of shared reality. This is where our voice can help guide the flow of the collective storyย being toldย about Earth and its inhabitants. By letting go of our attachment to what the ending needs to be or should be, suddenly all possibilities open up again.ย 

In this moment of infinite possibilities, we can get about doing what we are so good at doing. In fact, we have evolved as human beings to not only perceive the beautiful world around us, but to appercept it. I am using apperception in the psychological meaning of this word, as defined earlier: “the process by which new experience is assimilated to and transformed by the residuum of past experience of an individual to form a new whole.โ€ With this ability, we become transformers. It is what we do better than any other species on the planet, and that is to take our individualized toolbox (the mind) equipped with individualized knowledge, experience, and hopefully wisdom and create something new. Even when we donโ€™t employ our wisdom, when we choose from the infinite number of possibilities swirling around us every momentof every dayand act on one, we collapse the infinite stream of possibilities into one possibility. This becomes our thread of reality. 

Jewels of Indra’s Net: Indra’s Jewels — Art by Bรฉbรฉ

Indra’s Net Shows Us the Power of Interconnectiveness

So you see, we are more powerful than we thinkโ€ฆ and yet, just like the Buddhist concept of Pratฤซtyasamutpฤda, we are completely dependent on each other making the best choices possible to survive within our shared realityโ€”the web we weave together. What a dilemma!  

The world cannot be saved by one human being, not even by the most powerful and rich 1 percent of human beings. I donโ€™t know how many it is going to take to save Earthfrom the looming climate crisiswe have woven into the story, but it is probably going to take asmany of us as possible who are awakening to our new role as narrators in this collective story. So, releasing the ending you want is essential because to be a powerful narrator, it is essential to see the present moment for what it is and tell this story as accurately as you canโ€ฆ how you avoided the rocks or boulders in the stream, how you saw and out smarted the poisonous snake laying wait in the rocks, how you navigate the stream of possibilities.  

Indra’s Net Grounds Us in the Present So We Can Grow Consciously

These are power stories. They have always been power stories from timeimmemorial.  Now we must learn how to tell these powerful stories about ourselves again against the backdrop of our modern age with all its distractions, pain, and fear thatcreates chaos meant to keep us docile and frozen in non-action. Or at least trap us in polarized action. Such action simply gets cancelled out by its equal and opposite action by others trapped on the other side of a false divide. It is a trick of the powerful narrators of our time who currently control most of our collective narrative. Too many of ushave fallenintotheir trap, makingus desperately grasp at things beyond our reach. This especially happens whenwe lose the firm ground of our inner reality; then, we are especially at the mercy of nefarious forces trying to control the collective story through fearmongering  and other dramatic techniques. 

We must grow stronger consciously. This is how we strengthen Indraโ€™s Net because each one of us is a jewel in this beautiful net. We can help each other by giving freely our time and attention to lift each other when we falter or fall.  We donโ€™t have to leave anyone behind. When we stand on the plain of our present moment and really see what is in front of us, we are powerful beings. This is a link to some of my early writing and visual storytelling about these ideas. This began to emerge inside of me more than two years ago: Consciousness Waves.

More Jewels of Indra’s Net

Jewels of Indra’s Net: Indra’s Jewel — Art by Bรฉbรฉ
  • Fourthย jewel isย pain. Here another critical question is asked:ย How do we create a space for pain? So much of Western Civilization is focused on avoiding pain at all costs. I donโ€™t know about you, but I grew up feeling it was not OK to admit to feeling pain. Physical pain was fine to admit. Everyone can clearly see if you have a scraped knee or broken arm. But, emotional or spiritual painโ€ฆthis was scary. Often it is assumed you did not follow the prescribed rules you were taught, and thus you are the cause of your own pain and deserve to suffer. No one deserves to suffer. Hardly any of us has such control over all the things that impact us, it is ridiculous to blame a person in pain for their pain. But, so often this is what we do. I have been going through a year of pretty intense pain, I can tell you one thing:ย Pain focuses ones attention and time like no other stimuli. Pain tells us something is wrong, and it prods us to seek solutions. When we are in pain, trivial matters, mindless distractions, the things that use to fill our time fade away and the mind focuses on finding solutions. [I captured this idea in a fantastical little story about my trials inย The Divine Dodo โ€“ Hanga Dyra Mingja.]
Jewels of Indra’s Net: The Divine Dodo โ€” Hanga Dรฝra Mingja — Art by Bรฉbรฉ

So, yes, make space for pain. Do not be afraid of the power pain offers. Perhaps this is what victim blamers are really afraid ofโ€ฆ the person experiencing pain finding their power making them no longer so easy to control. Finding solutions to things causing pain is absolutely critical. 

Indra’s Net Is Musical

In this collection of jewels, there is also discussion about the power of music. I write about the power of music in another story I am writing, so I will not wax on about it here. I will simply say our ancestors understood the power of music and how it can inspire action in the minds of individuals and groups. We have forgotten the power that music and dance give us. We have let them become co-opted into the realm of entertainment and money-making. It is so much more than this. It is part of our internal guidance system. Find your song. Find your dance. This is how the universe moves and expresses itself through us. Our magical powers to transform reality rises from inside of us and through usโ€ฆ and it is through our collective action that what rises from inside our minds is made visible through our collective action in the worldโ€”this is our shared reality. 

Jewels of Indra’s Net: Indra’s Jewel — Art by Bรฉbรฉ
  • Fifthย jewel closely connected toย pain isย grief. Indeed, grief as this group discusses, breaks open the heart. The group also shares a beautiful poem expressing grief exquisitely. Grief connects us to our empathy. Our empathic powers are needed now more than any other time in human history. To me empathy is not just understanding that someone else is in pain or is grieving, but it is the capacity to stand beside the person who is suffering, to bear witness to their pain knowing we cannot take their pain from them, but perhaps we can help them hold it for a timeโ€ฆ maybe help the person endure it, however long it takes.ย 

What Indraโ€™s Net Taught Me About Grief

I think really powerful empaths can absorb into their own bodies other peopleโ€™s pain, anger, grief, and the unbearable emotions. I think our ancestors and indigenous people understand how this works and know how to help transmute these powerful emotional states. But, this takes time and skill to understand and most of us in Western Civilization have lost this ability. However, Medicine men and women around the world still possess it, and known how not helping people navigate these difficult parts of the journey can impact the health not only of the individual suffering but of the entire group. In most modern cultures, we have lost the rituals of transformation that can transmute and balance these negative and destructive energies with their equal and opposite energies. It is here where we have our power as individuals and as groups in helping each other find and maintain balance so that wisdom can rise and shine brightly. 

Concluding Thoughts on Indra’s Net

This is all I have time to reflect on right now. I wish I could do more, and I am sure my thinking and efforts to communicate are inadequate for the rich reservoir of ideas, thinking, collaborative efforts transpiring through this collective work (collective action of transformation) unfolding right here and right now.  I can only encourage each person who has participated in the dialogues or who is just discovering these resources to use your own unique toolbox of thought, perception, experience, ideas to continue strengthening this net we are repairing together. We do this by providing our time and attention in whatever capacity we feel called to do and with whatever time we have available to do so. Time and attention are the most valuable resources in the universe. It really is all we need to be powerful narrators of our personal stories, which of course become a part of the collective story of Earth.

Jewels of Indra’s Net: The Thing That Feeds on Fear and Sadness — Art by Bรฉbรฉ

Postscript to Jewels of Indra’s Net

After writing this, I came upon readings and conversations about the importance of emptiness. I quite frankly did not understand how absolutely essential emptiness is when I wrote the above. I intend to write more about it when I have time, but for now I must devote most of my attention to finishing editing the story I began 7 years ago (almost to this day for I remember first finding the thread to the story I have been writing ever since late one September afternoon–this story is Sapience). And so I leave you only with a quote from Carl Jung whom I was reading and finally understood the power and importance of emptiness. He said:

“The archetype corresponding to the situation is activated, and as a result this explosive and dangerous forces hidden in the archetype come into action, frequently with unpredictable consequences. There is no lunacy people under the domination of an archetype will not fall a prey too. “

“If 30 years ago anyone had dared to predict that our psychological development was tending towards a revival of the medieval persecutions of the Jews, that Europe would again tremble before the Roman fasces and the tramp of legions, that people would once more give the Roman salute, as two thousand years ago, and that instead of the Christian Cross an archaic swastika would lure onward millions of warriors ready for death–why, that man would have been hooted at as a mystical fool. And today? Surprising as it may seem, all this absurdity is a horrible reality. Private life, private aetiologies, and private neuroses have become almost a fiction in the world of today. The man of the past who lived in a world of archaic ‘representations collectives’ had risen again into very visible and painfully real life, and this not only in a few unbalanced individuals but in many millions of people”

“There are as many archetypes as there are typical situations in life. Endless repetition has engraved these experiences into our psychic constitution, not in the form of images filled with content, but at first only as forms without content, representing merely the possibility of a certain type of perception and action. When a situation occurs which corresponds to a given archetype, that archetype becomes activated and a compulsiveness appears, which, like an instinctual drive, gains its way against all reason and will, or else produces a conflict of pathological dimensions, that is to say, a neurosis.”

— The Portable Jung, The Archetypes of the Collective Unconscious, p. 66-67

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